Julie, this chapter is dedicated to you because you keep bugging me to
write. I have been out of my writing mood lately **cries** so this is for
you!! Thanks for pushing me to write. That is what I needed!
To all my lovely reviews...I love you! THANKS!
~~a look back from chapter 13~~ "Yo."
"Suze?" A familiar male voice asked. I know I know this voice...who is it?
"Yeah, that would be me." I said still trying to figure out who it was. "Uh, who is this?" I hope I wasn't rude sounding, but I really wanted to know!
"Oh, I am hurt you don't know my voice. That hurts me deeply. I am..." ...Now for the long waited chapter 14!!
"I am...well...you know me." He said. I could tell since I couldn't put a face to the voice that he was going to give me a hard time. This is kind of creepy in a stalkerish type way. Sweet, stalkers rock!
"Oh, I know you?" I asked. I mean I really could not figure it out. "Do we go to school together?" Sadly, me being a teenage girl, I turned all flirty and forgot about my love for Jesse momentarily.
"Hmm...well technically we do but I wont be starting there until Monday. We know each other from things other than your school." I could hear the sounds of "Breaking the Habit" by Linkin Park in the back ground so at least I knew this dude has good tastes in music.
Frowning I stood there and thought. Who could I know here who didn't go to my school? I mean there is Jesse but he is kind of dead. Wait...it is not like I have spent my whole life here, so maybe I can't remember whom this guy is because he lived back in New York with me! That MUST be it!
"Wait...did you used to live in New York?" I asked all excitedly. I was not Miss popular so I could not imagine which guy would want to call ME.
"Hm..m...i...iv...ack....ee...." then silence. Yeah the phone went dead or something!
"Hello? Yo dude? You there?" I kind of yelled into the phone. I mean, I really wanted to know who it could be. I had been close to this one boy, Matt. He was the type of guy who was friends with basically all girls though. Yeah that's right, a player. I didn't mind though because we were never more than friends...unfortunately. Yeah, when I lived back in New York I had a huge crush on him. The thing was he acted as if he liked me too because that was just how he was...a major flirt. So, I never thought I meant anything to him besides just another girl to cuddle with and talk to and flirt with. Good for him, but it was sucky for me. I almost told him right before I moved that I liked him more than a friend just to see what he would say, but something in me stopped me... Do I regret it? Not really I guess. I have my Jesse now. I love Jesse more than I ever liked Matt. I think it was just one of those stupid teenage crushes...I think...Who knows, and really who cares? I mean that chapter of my life is over and the new one here in California is just starting with Jesse as the main boy in my life.
But...what if the mystery person really is Matt? What if he felt more towards me then I realized back in New York? What if he has been missing me and wanting me since I left and just never told me how he felt? Or what if he didn't realize he liked me this way until he lost me? Whoa that just pisses me off! Why is it that guys never like me until they almost lose me? Well you know what? Matt is too late! He had his chance back in New York now it is other guys' (like Jesse's) turn! I think. God, now I am confused...I am getting so worked up about Matt when I don't even know if it is him or not!
Sleep. I need sleep. It will help me de-stress and be able to think clearly. I have not been sleeping well lately so maybe my mind is just all boggled up.
I walked out of the kitchen area and up the stairs towards my room, thoughts still racing in my mind. I really shouldn't care who this mystery boy is. I mean I have Jesse! I should be overjoyed! And I am...but still...I mean dude I am a teenager girl! I am going to be interested when a guy might like me. I got into my room and just dove onto my bed and let the sleep overtake my body. I barely was able to pull up the covers before my eyes shut and I was out in a deep restful sleep.
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~~a look back from chapter 13~~ "Yo."
"Suze?" A familiar male voice asked. I know I know this voice...who is it?
"Yeah, that would be me." I said still trying to figure out who it was. "Uh, who is this?" I hope I wasn't rude sounding, but I really wanted to know!
"Oh, I am hurt you don't know my voice. That hurts me deeply. I am..." ...Now for the long waited chapter 14!!
"I am...well...you know me." He said. I could tell since I couldn't put a face to the voice that he was going to give me a hard time. This is kind of creepy in a stalkerish type way. Sweet, stalkers rock!
"Oh, I know you?" I asked. I mean I really could not figure it out. "Do we go to school together?" Sadly, me being a teenage girl, I turned all flirty and forgot about my love for Jesse momentarily.
"Hmm...well technically we do but I wont be starting there until Monday. We know each other from things other than your school." I could hear the sounds of "Breaking the Habit" by Linkin Park in the back ground so at least I knew this dude has good tastes in music.
Frowning I stood there and thought. Who could I know here who didn't go to my school? I mean there is Jesse but he is kind of dead. Wait...it is not like I have spent my whole life here, so maybe I can't remember whom this guy is because he lived back in New York with me! That MUST be it!
"Wait...did you used to live in New York?" I asked all excitedly. I was not Miss popular so I could not imagine which guy would want to call ME.
"Hm..m...i...iv...ack....ee...." then silence. Yeah the phone went dead or something!
"Hello? Yo dude? You there?" I kind of yelled into the phone. I mean, I really wanted to know who it could be. I had been close to this one boy, Matt. He was the type of guy who was friends with basically all girls though. Yeah that's right, a player. I didn't mind though because we were never more than friends...unfortunately. Yeah, when I lived back in New York I had a huge crush on him. The thing was he acted as if he liked me too because that was just how he was...a major flirt. So, I never thought I meant anything to him besides just another girl to cuddle with and talk to and flirt with. Good for him, but it was sucky for me. I almost told him right before I moved that I liked him more than a friend just to see what he would say, but something in me stopped me... Do I regret it? Not really I guess. I have my Jesse now. I love Jesse more than I ever liked Matt. I think it was just one of those stupid teenage crushes...I think...Who knows, and really who cares? I mean that chapter of my life is over and the new one here in California is just starting with Jesse as the main boy in my life.
But...what if the mystery person really is Matt? What if he felt more towards me then I realized back in New York? What if he has been missing me and wanting me since I left and just never told me how he felt? Or what if he didn't realize he liked me this way until he lost me? Whoa that just pisses me off! Why is it that guys never like me until they almost lose me? Well you know what? Matt is too late! He had his chance back in New York now it is other guys' (like Jesse's) turn! I think. God, now I am confused...I am getting so worked up about Matt when I don't even know if it is him or not!
Sleep. I need sleep. It will help me de-stress and be able to think clearly. I have not been sleeping well lately so maybe my mind is just all boggled up.
I walked out of the kitchen area and up the stairs towards my room, thoughts still racing in my mind. I really shouldn't care who this mystery boy is. I mean I have Jesse! I should be overjoyed! And I am...but still...I mean dude I am a teenager girl! I am going to be interested when a guy might like me. I got into my room and just dove onto my bed and let the sleep overtake my body. I barely was able to pull up the covers before my eyes shut and I was out in a deep restful sleep.
TBC yeah short I know. REVIEW