Someone like You

Chapter 20

Carrying her through the doors of the penthouse he couldn't get enough of her she was like a drug and he was addicted to her in the worse way possible, and making the turn up the stairs he carried her into his bedroom and made love to her.

Sam was roused out of her sleep as he inhaled deeply and moved his arms slightly around her, she could feel his hear beating softly underneath her, opening her eyes she took a quick look around at her surroundings and up at up as the realization of what transpired between them hit home.

He was still asleep but held her tightly to him as if to never let her go, to keep him with her always, but when she closed her eyes all she could see was Zander, as that lone tear slid down her cheek gently dropping on his torso rousing him out of his sleep as he went to wipe it away he woke up and looked at her and by the way she was looking at him he knew it was over before it started.

"I need to get out of here; I have no business being here with you." She said pushing away from him as he tried to reach out to hold her, let me go Jason."

"No Sam please don't go." He tried to grab her as she made her way out his bed, grabbing her clothes up as fast as she could, she shook her head as she looked at him, he got up out of the bed and walked over to her, she was scared he could see it as plain as day in her eyes, and he could also see the shame at what she had done.

As she pulled away from him she walked toward the bathroom and shut the door behind her he could hear her crying and he felt beyond angered at her, but also he could understand. Closing his eyes he thought about earlier and the way she gave herself to him, so completely without reservation, he asked her if she was ready and she said yes and now this.

Walking back out she looked at him "This was a mistake."

"How could you say that Sam, it was beautiful..."

"It was just sex Jason, that's it."

"That's bull, you and I both know it... Sam"

"Shut up Jason what the hell do you know?"

"I know that you have been grieving for ..."

"That's right, I have been grieving, for a long time and so since you know that Jason, tell me why is it you kissed me the other night at the party? Why did you have to plant that kiss on me and make me feel all kinds of things for you?"

"I don't know maybe it was because of all the advances you have made toward me over the past six months, the hand holding, the kisses on my cheek, and just the way you are. It's a damn game to you, and maybe for once I wanted you to feel how I did."

"Well that's great; I never want to see you again." She said looking at him.

"Yeah, right the next thing I know is you'll be prowling around my house like a freaking cat in heat wanting something from me; well guess what babe I am not going to be here for you."

"I wish I had never met you."

"Not as sorry as I am." He said to her before he could stop it from coming out of his mouth as he looked at her, his gaze intense on hers, something said in the heat of the moment that couldn't be taken back.

"I never knew you." She said as she looked at him one last time before walking out of his room, down the stairs, out the front door and out of his life.

TBC...