Someone like you 36
Samantha wandered into her cubicle and saw a large envelope addressed to her, taking a few minutes before she had to head out to lunch with Janet and Lorenzo she opened it up, reaching inside she pulled out the pictures of Courtney with Jason as she looked at them a tear slid down her cheek as she remembered the letter and how it told her he didn't want to have anything to do with her, that the loss of their baby was her fault, as she wiped her tears with a tissue Alicia happened to walk by.
"What's the matter Sam?"
"Nothing," she said shaking her head and wiping her eyes as Alicia noticed the pictures on her desk, but not wanting to do anything to hurt her she decided to tread lightly.
"It doesn't look like nothing's wrong Sam."
"I was so stupid to believe he was going to be different" She got up from her desk and walked toward the ladies room, once inside she looked in the mirror and vowed right here right now, it was going to be different, he had moved on and she needed to do the same, even if it killed her, she would always love him.
Walking out of the bathroom she made her way back towards her desk and picking up the photos she stuck them in the trash just as Lorenzo and Janet walked up asking her if she was ready, she said yes and waved goodbye to Alicia, she might be able to pull one over on them, but not on her. She was heartbroken; walking over to her desk she pulled the photos and stuck them into the envelope, then stuck them in her purse
Pulling away from the curb in Lorenzo's limo that was parked in front of the huge building, Sam sat across from him her legs crossed as she gazed out the window, she was dazzling as he watched her, her dark framing her face and those dark eyes full of passion, not to mention her body as he imagined doing things to her as she cried out his name, as if she could read his thoughts she turned and looked at him.
"You are awfully quiet Sam," He said as Janet looked at the two of them.
"Am I missing something here?"
"Sam and I know each other; in fact she used to work for me."
"You're kidding me." Janet said as she looked at the two of them as Sam smiled at her and then turned to look back out the window, longing for a man who didn't want to have anything to do with her.
Later on that evening when she got home...
"Sam this is your mom, can you give us a call when we get in?"
Sam looked at the answering machine in disgust silently cursing her mother's voice as she continued to listen to the message, then picking up the phone she dialed the number and waited for someone to answer it.
"Hello?"
"It's me what did you want?"
"Your father and I wish to see you soon."
"I am not going to be able to do that mom and you know why."
"You know Sam you need to get over this whole thing with Jason, he has apparently moved on with his ex girlfriend. Why can't you? I think you should call Jack , you know he has been around lately, he can't stop talking about you," She said as the tears slid down her cheek, wiping with the back of her hand absentmindedly she walked over to the window and looked out over the city as she closed her eyes and remembered the way he held her in his arms, the way his eyes bore into her heart as she pulled the phone away from her ear and hung it up. Sitting down on the chair she put her head in her eyes and sobbed.
