A/N hey thanks to Writing on Paper and WhiteCamellia for reviewing I am uploading this chapter a bit quicker as I have the day off school today for being sick. I hate being sick anyways I wont be able to update a whole lot because my sister has a whole lot of assignments being in grade 12. anyways R&R oh by the way I have completely forgotten about peter in this story ( not that that's hard to do- evil git) so never mind and I know there is a Julie Prewett and Molly only had brothers but hey anyways.

Sirius and Remus were leaning against the entrance to the heads dorms.

"Hmm they are awfully quiet all of a sudden. Too quiet." Sirius stated.

"Maybe we should check it out."

"Nah"

"Uh oh….. Here comes Chris. We had better warn them."

With that Sirius and Remus entered carefully with only a slight idea what was happening inside. When they got in they couldn't see either James or Lily so they went up into James' room still no James or Lily.

"Where could they be?" asked Sirius

"Check Lily's room!" Replied Remus

They walked into Lily's room and found an unusual site Lily and James were between the sheets and the robes lay scattered around the floor.

"Oi Sirius, Remus what the hell do you think you are doing in here?" James Yelled.

"Shut up mate both of you get dressed quickly Chris is coming and Lily, you and I need to talk." Commanded Remus.

"What ok." Remus waited outside the room while they got changed. Sirius went downstairs to get Chris away.

Harry rubbed his tired eyes and read the bottom of the pages:

Dear Harry

I am sorry if you are reading this page. Sirius decided that he wanted to write what happened here and you know what Sirius is like actually maybe you don't but I am sure you can imagine.

Love mum.

Harry just kept reading on though.

A minute later Lily met Remus outside. "What do you want?"

"Like I said we need to talk."

"Ok." Lily followed him out of the grounds and around the lake Remus was awfully quiet.

"Ok Lily, I need to talk to you about James. Please don't interrupt me just let me finish. Lily I don't think of you as a bitch but after what happened today I am not so sure…."

"What, what would make you say that?"

"Let me finish. James is my best friend and I like seeing him get hurt. He was right about something that you only went out with Chris to get back at James."

"That is not true I never thought about James when that happened."

"Do you love Chris the way you love James?" no answer "Didn't think so… look Lily James isn't a toy he isn't going to only be there when you want him."

"Look I only realise today that I love him. I don't want to hurt anyone though."

"If you don't mind me asking are you as serious with Chris as you are with James?"

"No I mean we never go out he never tells me I look pretty or anything like James does. He makes me feel completely different but I don't know what to do."

"Well if you don't mind me pointing out isn't it obvious. Look James has been obsessed with you for like ever. He doesn't just like you I don't think he has ever just liked you. He rarely talked to us after Australia and tonight was the first time he mentioned you at all."

"Oh well. Hmm I don't know what to do… what am I meant to tell Chris?"

"The truth."

"Yeah sure that'll go down well oh Chris did you know after everything I have told you about me being a virgin isn't true that James and I got together over the holidays and I still love him and I have never loved you."

"Really?" Lily gave him a death stare. "Well maybe you shouldn't use those words well, just tell him look I am so sorry but I don't think this relationship will work out if I haven't been honest to you and myself."

"Ok thanks you are the best well I had better go find Chris any idea where he is?"

"I think Sirius got him to look for you in the library!"

"Thanks you are the best."

When Lily found Chris he was walking around the library looking for her.

"Chris! We need to talk… outside."

"Are you sure it's a bit cold."

"I am positive and stop being a wuss. Look I need to tell you something very important and it is hard."

"Should I be worried?" Chris asked

"Possibly, anyway look I am so sorry but I don't think this relationship will work out if I haven't been honest to you and myself." Lily repeated Remus' words.

"Does this have anything to do with James?"

"Yes and no see I don't love you and I never have. I loved and still love James."

"How could this happen? Before the holidays you hated him and then suddenly you act all strange and different around him I don't understand."

"Well they always say there is a fine line between love and hate and over the holidays I crossed that line. I was actually dating James right up until school started pretty much."

"What do you mean you weren't any where near James over the holidays? You were in Australia."

"We both were."

"What?"

"We both took a holiday to the same place. We were on the same flight and in the same hotel everything."

"Why would you go out with him thought and why do you want to be with him over me?"

"It's got nothing to do with you why James and I went out! And he is a whole lot more interesting then you. All you do is stare at me and try to hook in."

"Huh I don't get it. Why don't you want to be with me?"

"Are you really that thick? I h-a-v-e n-e-v-e-r l-o-v-e-d y-o-u!" said Lily getting frustrated

Chris reached out his hand slowly to Lily but suddenly drew it back and slapped her across the face. "YOU BITCH!"

"That is it I have had it with you." Lily shouted back before kicking him in a place where no guy likes to be kicked.

"That's it, you are going to be so sorry you ever did that you fucking bitch." He whispered before fainting.

Lily ran off and left him there she just kept running into her room. She stayed in her room just crying for at least an hour before there was a faint know on the door and it creaked open. Lily felt arms around her waist that pulled her into a hug.

"What happened?" James asked

"He hit me and told me that I would be sorry for ever going out with you."

"Oh no he doesn't. It's ok Lils we are playing him in quidditch on the weekend he's the one that is going to be sorry we have a fantastic team."

"That's not it. You can't get back at him by playing a game of quidditch against him." Lily said

"We'll have to think of something really good and embarrassing for what he did to you" James leant in and kissed her gently before they went down for dinner.