She wanted to tell him they couldn't, her kids were in the next room.
She wanted to tell him that it was too soon, they both had just recently decided to take a break.
She wanted to tell him that she hated hickeys, and couldn't explain them at this point.
But when he latched on her neck, it just felt too damn good.
But somehow, she stopped him, because if they went any farther, she knew she couldn't stop him.
"Cohen," she pleaded. "we can't."
"You don't wan-" he said, defeated
"C'mon, you know I do. It's just….we both just recently decided on this divorce thing. And my kids.. it's just too soon." I tried to explain
"So when?"
"I don't know." She said, truthfully. She didn't know. Her kids would probably never accept her dating another man. Maybe Shaun, but defiantly not Jake.
"Okay," He said, getting up to open the door, signaling her out.
"Seth," she said, not quite sure what to say
"Just go." he replied, not looking her in the eye.
"What, so you only want to be with me if we're together? We can't just be friends?" she yelled, walking out of the room, stopping in front of the door
"Sum, your kids are in the next room." He reminded her
"Answer me." She whispered.
"We can't be just friends. We never could." He said
"Well, then if we're not friends what are we?"
"I don't know."
"Well maybe we can't be anything more if we can't even be friends." She said, not meaning it
"Maybe. But maybe you should wake up and realize that there will always be something between us Sum, you can't deny it. And you can threaten me and date other guys, I don't give a shit. But I'll still love you. And I think you love me too, you're just too stubborn to admit it." He said
"You're..You're wrong. I loved my husband." She say
"Loved being the key word here." He said, laughing
That was it.
"Shove it Cohen. Your so cocky thinking you can dump me multiple times and when you see me again I'll either tell you how much my life sucked without you or want to jump your bones." She yelled "Well you're wrong because being anything more then friends is the farthest thing from my mind right now."
"You don't mean that," he said, his voice somehow remaining confidant.
"Yes, I do. Because you haven't changed. You're the same geeky Seth Cohen who left me junior year with a shitty excuse and then came back with an even shittier apology."
"And you're still the same," he said, "that's why I still love you" he said, shutting the door in her face.