AN: I don't own Evangelion. If I did it would have more puppies.
I had to decide. I don't know why I was the only one but I had to decide alone. Would I live alone in this world of memories or, would I revive the world to what it used to be…before the Angels? Would that be wise? I would still be alone. I would still be unappreciated. Even without my father there I would still be an outcast. No one would love me. Not even my father loved me when I was alive and that wouldn't stop him now that he was dead. I have nothing to live for…nothing at all. But all of those memories…
Everyone that I knew had such good memories…things that made them happy. Family, friends or even kind strangers made them have such happy lives. None of them were alone. None of them did anything to deserve to die. If I decided to just let them all stay in this world then I wouldn't be human. I would just be a selfish bastard like my father. I don't ever want to be like my father. Never!
I woke up and the world was nothing from what I remember it. The sky used to be blue but was now a terrible blood red. The beach that I had awoken on was fine but the water was LCL. The mass production Eva's were all over the ocean and the image of Rei from the 3rd Impact was dissolving into the LCL. That must be how the world will be coming back. When they do come back... When I looked to the side of me I noticed that there was someone there. Asuka? She was in her plug suit and had a bandage along her arm and a patch over her eye. She looked like she was in so much pain…remembering something or dreaming, whichever didn't matter, as long as he wasn't alone. As long as she was ok.
I remember her memories the most. She was a lot like me but had others to be with. Her mother may have died terribly and her father may have abandoned her, but at least she had others to be with. People who would keep her company or make her feel welcome. She had it so much better then me. But…her mothers' death…that was the one memory that was the worst. She witnessed her mothers' death and it was because of her. Not really but she thought it was her fault. Her mother had killed herself thinking that the doll that was with her was her little girl. It wasn't her fault. She was nothing but a little girl. Just a little girl who loved her mother's and wanted her approval. Much like how I wanted my father's approval. I don't know how I would have felt if I was in her shoes. She had a much more mature outlook at that age and to see that made much more sense. Had I seen my mother do the same, I may have had a different outlook at life too, but I didn't. I saw here go in the Eva and never return. I didn't know what happened so I didn't react too strongly. But Asuka…Asuka saw her hanging from the rafters. That is something no one should ever see. I don't blame her if she put up barriers like she had before. I would do the same. I did do the same.
She looked so cold. I decided to take a walk into the city to see what I could find. The city was nothing of what it used to be. All of the tall buildings were destroyed or knocked down. Only the 1st to 3rd floor buildings were left standing. I found a convenience store still intact through all of the rubble and destroyed cars. Through a quick search I found some medical supplies and bandages. A blanket wasn't too hard to find either. After eating some instant noodles, I went back to the beach and set to re-bandaging Asuka. Her arm was easy but the eye was a problem. Since I didn't want to injury her anymore I decided to not do anything to it yet. When finished I placed the blanket over her and sat back.
I didn't want her to freak out if she saw me when she woke up. I knew how she would react so I left the bandages and left. Picking myself up, I moved behind a dune a few yards behind her. It was cold and I didn't grab a second. Curling into a ball I feel asleep.
Author's Note: I got bored so I whipped up a quick Shinji POV prologue. I hope you like it and more will come if I get bored.
-Unspoken Flame
This fic is not the final draft. Will be fine tuned as soon as possible.
