May I see some I.D.?
And the tears never came…
Disclaimer: Beyblade belongs to some Japanese person. Not me. I own Ivisi; Nothin' else.
By the way: This is in D's POV again.
Sanity. It was something that I am sure I never fully had.
My dad hated me. He always had wanted to put me into a mental institute. The reason was, I tended to get violent every once and a while. But I was able to control my violent tendencies most of the time.
The first time thatmom found out about my problem, he saw me crying in my room with my favorite teddy bear in front of me. It had its head torn off and had been stabbed in the stomach with a knife. Not even папа believed that I had done it, then. But who could have? I was the only one in the room. But it was my favorite teddy bear. I would have never done that. Would I?
"Oh, well" He said. "Don't worry. Your birthday is in a few weeks. I'll get you a new teddy bear" And he left the room, taking the remains of the teddy bear and the knife with him. I had an odd feeling when he said that. I didn't want a new teddy bear. I wanted that teddy bear. But… I didn't want that teddy bear fixed. I just… didn't know what I wanted.
The next time something like that happened, it was my birthday. I just got some dolls for my birthday from my grandma. I never liked dolls, they were too girly, and I threw a fit (as most little kids do when they don't get something they want). That night, after everyone left and I was asleep, my mom went in my room to tuck me in. But she found the dolls hanging from the ceiling fan with their heads on the floor. The rest of them looked like they had been cut up with a knife, with marks all over them. Momnever spoke about that to anyone…
And my violent tendencies got worse and worse. Some of them I don't remember doing. It went from toys I hated to toys I loved. Then I started hurting classmates at school. Though no one really saw it but the ones who claimed to be hurt. Except one… one of them I almost killed for everyone to see. But before the news reached my home…
I killed my mom: the only one who stood up for me.
And the tears never came...
"She seems to be perfectly fine, now" A voice said.
"Are you sure?" A more familiar voice said. It sounded like Kai. "You haven't exactly been right this whole time" He said.
"We are sure" The other voice said, a bit of impatience in his voice. "Her pulse is normal, and she seems to be behaving normally" A sigh of relief came from Kai.
"Will she be able to return home anytime soon?" Kai asked.
"Actually" The other voice said. "She needs to go home"
"What do you mean?" Kai asked.
"We found out that you being around mentally stabilizes her." The doctor said, not noticing that I had just opened my eyes and got out of the hospital bed.
"I feel guilty" I said. They both turned around to see me standing.
"What do you mean?" The doctor asked. Kai was silent.
"When I was little… I almost killed a boy in my school" I said. "I felt so guilty… I didn't mean to… We were best friends… but I did it anyway, for no reason… you" I said, turning toward Kai.
"What? I don't remember that" Kai said. "You wouldn't have done that, D. It's just a memory your mind made up, like before" I shook my head.
"It was such a long time ago that you wouldn't remember… but that's how we met… I almost killed you… But now… I love you… I could never kill you... I can control myself now…" Kai looked down at the ground… He didn't know what to believe…
"Ok" He said. "I believe you"
Finally… I'm back home with Kai… I just… have to get used to…
When I woke up, I swore loudly. I guess I had collapsed. What…?
I was back in the hospital again. How could that have happened?
"She woke up" said a voice I recognized. What was that damn Tyson doing here?
"Ivisi? Are you ok?" Kai asked, fearfully. And I realized it… Not for the first time…
"No" I said; quiet enough so he couldn't have heard me. I let out a little laugh, and tried to sit up.
"Lay down" Kai said, stubbornly.
"Quit treating me like a lady" I said, being more stubborn than him. He smiled at me.
"You're acting more like your normal self… that's good" I put on my mask and stared at the end of the bed.
"Kai… I…" I looked up at Tyson, who was staring at me with what I thought was a hint of pity in his eyes. I found myself asking Kai one thing I thought I'd never do… "I… Could I have a moment alone with Tyson?" Kai was surprised at this. He glared at Tyson. If I hadn't been looking at him with that much attention I would have not noticed the small nod he gave me before getting up to leave the room.
"Be careful" He said, before shutting the door.
"Tyson" I said. "Come here" Tyson looked surprised.
My breathing was getting heavy… I had to do this fast…
"I know I'm going to die soon" I said. "And I want Kai to be happy while I'm gone"
"S-so what did you want to talk t-to me for?" Tyson asked. I gave him a little half-smile.
"I won't be able to subsist much longer so listen well…" I said. I gathered up all my strength to stay alive a little longer. "I'll kill him eventually" I said, getting to the point. "I know I will. I can't bring myself to kill him… not again. I can't hurt him again…" She started crying uncontrollably. "Kai will find someone else… someone much better… He'll be happy in the end, I know it. He'll be in denial about it, I know him. The ever silent type…" She coughed, violently. "That boy… I'll never forget him… Most likely he'll try to shut out the whole world. Don't buy the crap he gives you… he just likes to pretend he has no emotions" She chuckled, half-heartedly. "But he…" She gasped. "Really does…" She coughed again. "But… most importantly… he needs… his friends to support him to go on…"
"No! You can't die…"
"I want this, Tyson, you bastard" I said. "I'll be happier… dead..." Then I felt like I couldn't breathe anymore…
"Ivisi? Ivi? Ivi? KAI!"
And I died…