Author Note: I didn't think I would post this fan fiction up, since the song-fics I write tend to be for my personal enjoyment. Somehow, while I was talking to my friend about oneshots, I had the impulse to post this. So, after completing all assignments due tomorrow (or today to be exact, since it is 12:36), I finally went through this, edited a bit more, and then posted.
Summary: (I suck at these) Basically, Yamato marries Sora, but Taichi is not happy. Sorato, and one-sided Taito. One-shot.
Disclaimer: I do not own Digimon, nor the song Behind These Hazel Eyes. It belongs to Kelly Clarkson.
"Behind These Hazel Eyes"
The bride and groom were finally happily married. They were finally man and wife. This caused reason for great celebration, and why shouldn't it? Everyone knew that they would end up getting married. Ah, yes. Yamato and Sora The perfect couple. Yet, not everyone had hoped that this would happen. In fact, someone lost in the crowd had prayed that this day would not come, that this day would never have to pass. And that person was Taichi Yagami.
Seems
like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so
tall
I used to be so strong
Taichi couldn't understand how this happened. He thought Yamato cared about him. He thought that they could actually be together.
Your
arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable,
like nothin' could go wrong
He thought Yamato loved him.
Now
I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
He should have known that all the hopes and dreams he held for a future together would be crushed and shattered.
Here
I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't
pretend
Just thought you were the one
After all, wasn't it just so obvious that he could never be with Yamato? That Yamato loved Sora? And that Yamato would never give her up just to make him happy, no matter how close their friendship?
Broken
up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind
these hazel eyes
He knew that Yamato would never intentionally hurt him. They were best friends. Yamato had been the only one who could get to him, the only one who truly understood him, the only one who…made him feel safe.
I
told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel
alright
For once in my life
That day Yamato told him he was engaged to Sora was the worst day of his life. He felt his entire world shatter right before his eyes.
No, wait. It wasn't his world that shattered. His world, or in more specific terms, his life, was still intact. He could still go on living it. It was just his heart that had suddenly been torn apart, ripped into pieces. His soul, crushed and destroyed.
Now
all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but
so broken up inside
And now, he was drowning in the crushed remains of them. Who would have thought? Taichi? Depressed? The two being together was like trying to force two North poles together.
'Cause
I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
But right now wasn't the time for jokes, at least, not for him. His friends were all laughing together, but he couldn't join them. He just couldn't.
Here
I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't
pretend
Just
thought you were the one
This was too much. He couldn't stay for the dinner party afterwards. Not when…not when he couldn't have him. Slowly, he made his way to the door, but before he exited the church, he took one last look at Yamato.
Broken
up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind
these hazel eyes
Somehow, their eyes met, and Taichi thought he saw a flicker of remorse in those pulchritudinous sapphire eyes. But the next second, it was gone, vanished without a trace.
Swallow
me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you
it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Sighing, he made his way out of the church and got into his car. He inserted the key and began driving away, his dead eyes staring blankly at the road, no longer able to cry those tears that once guided him home.
Here
I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't
pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep
inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these
hazel eyes
If only there was some way to make it so that the marriage had never happened.
Here
I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't
pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep
inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these
hazel eyes
But it was too late now. It was already done.
