Well, well its time to reveal the story behind the cheating. Now i'd like to thank all my reviewers.

-Gotrinba-Holy crap that's a long review but I like it

-imafrEEkinhobbit-yes right now yuki's life does suck.

-Ryu Sakuma- awww your review makes me go awwww. pats ryu sakumas head

-DarkMetalAngel of Destruction-WOOOt…..

Now on to the story slight lemon in this chapter, be warned. In this chapter it'll switch from Yuki's to Shuchi's point of view so yah. Also part 1 will mostly be from yuki's point of view part 2 will have ryuchi in it and shuchi and of course shuchis point of view so now lets begin. This is a songfic chapter.

Chapter 3: the truth never told Part 1

Flashback:

Yuki's P.O.V

It was a normal day in our little apartment Shuchi was being annoying no surprise and I was

Working on my latest novel, I sighed Shuchi hadn't really being home lately and I can't believe I'm saying this but I was getting lonely. That's where Kyo fit in. Every night Shuchi was away he would visit. It eased my loneliness didn't it? I stared at Shuchi. He looked so happy sitting on the floor. Listening to his music, I felt my golden eyes tear up. No Yuki don't cry it's his own fault he never spends time with you. The phone rang. I was about to lung toward it but Shuchi picked it up.

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
now it looks like there here to stay

Oh I believe in yesterday.

"Yuki residence Shuchi speaking", Shuchi happily chirped on the phone. He waved the phone at me and I nodded.

"Some dude named kyo", Shuchi walked past me and sat on the floor drawing a pretty picture.

"I told you not to call here" I angrily said to him quietly, clutching the phone tightly. He replied softly in the phone

"I wanted to talk, I missed you", I felt my heart tear a bit for Shuchi I was hurting him. I clutched my head shaking my head. I clutched the phone and told him to come tomorrow.

Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be
there's a shadow hanging over me

Oh,Yesterday came suddenly

I hung it up quickly and walked back to my work. I saw Shuchi stare at me happily.

"Yuki you're not cheating on me are you?" My steps slowed down. I reached down and stroked his cheek softly. "Why would I do that kid", I uttered holding him close I stared at the wall as I held him Do not cry yuki,do not cry. I let him go telling him I had to finish some work.

I went to my study and a single tear trailed down my cheek. I had to tell him even if it wasn't the right way to show him I had to. Even if it meant loosing him forever I couldn't let these games continue

Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say
Now I long for yesterday.

Tonight Kyo was coming over; I called him up and told him change of plans. Shuchi had band practice tonight would be my last time with him, before kyo came.

I walked out of my office and pulled Shuchi toward me I bent his head toward mine and gave him one last kiss. Goodbye my love, everlasting, we parted ways and he went to work.

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
now I need a place to hide away

Oh, I believe in yesterday.

He was gone. Later on kyo arrived. He pushed me in his arms as we hugged I stared at the wall tears falling gracefully. I knew Shuchi would see. He would be done his band thing in half an hour. Kyo's lips touched mine and we kissed passionately Goodbye. He led me toward the bedroom kissing me everywhere stroking my manhood through my pants I cried out. As we made love I only saw one face Shuchi.

Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say
I said, something wrong now I long for yesterday.

I heard the front door slam and a happy chipper "Yuki", Kyo stared at me. The bedroom opened revealing him. His happy eyes surprised. His eyes downcast he ran. I ran after him putting on a top quickly.I grabbed his hand pulliing him forward. He moved away, Tears streaming. "How could you, I loved you yuki how could you?"

I couldn't reply I didn't know what to say. A voice said in my head Tell him you love him. It was to late he was gone,leaving me alone with kyo I ran as fast as i could to the door a few tear streaming out.

"Shuchi wait come back I didn't mean to", this was a flashback of the day we separated. I remember his violet eyes widen in anger and then sadness. He had ran, ran away from me

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
now I need a place to hide

Oh I believe in yesterday.

Mmm,mmm,mmm,mmm

I walked in with kyo pretending nothing was wrong. Kyo held my hand and he took me to bed. All I saw was Shuchi now and forever because I believed in yesterday. After that day it was all over, Shuchi had left Japan leaving me alone. Kyo said he had to go to America and he'd be back.

End Flashback

So what did you guys think? The song if any of you are confuzzled it's a songfic. So Now next chappie will be some ryuchi and shuchi love. This song is called yesterday by the beattles. Now Yuki did this for shuchis own good but he still should have told him. The more reviews I get the faster I write .

So ja ne for now.

Again id like to thank all my reviewers You guys mean a lot to me. - sounds silly dont it.

Now Ryuchi does have mood swings somewhat like we all know so thats why hes more jealous and then happy. And his little bunny wunnie will be in the next chapter. hugs manga