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Reviewers:

-Anon- This isn't a ryu/shu fic though that's why I put it under yuki and shuchi but thank you for the review anyway I look forward to your next review.

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-Infinity ryen- Your reviews are always very nice thank you for your kind

Words. I hope to keep hearing from you,

-Emma- Thank you I shall keep writing for you.

-DarkMetalAngel of Destruction- O yuki is paying he isn't with shuchi that's payment enough for now.( evil laughter)

-imafrEEkinhobbit- thank you i love the beetles to some of their songs not all but still.

-angel by day- im working as fast as i can …

Now on to the story all this chapter will be in Shuchis point of view about seeing yuki and all that stuff so I hope you enjoy toodles. This is going to be another songfic chapter if you guys don't mind.

Chapter 4: The truth part 2

Shuchi's P.O.V

Flashback….

Mutal sight,Mutal sound

Mutal struggle for shared ground

It's safe, to say, they'll try to take from me
I'm just another one for them to break down

I ran, I didn't care I didn't want to look back. He had told me right to my face. He wasn't cheating. A few droplets hit the ground as I ran. I could hear his voice screaming after me but I was to far gone to care. I didn't care what his explanation was he had done it. I remember the laughter, the anger we shared. It burned like a heated dagger to the skin. I had ran to a nearby park the rain pelting my skin. Great rain a perfect ending to a "perfect day", the tears kept coming they didn't stop. The rain didn't stop either. I laughed in exhaustion and I felt my body hit the ground. The last thing I remember seeing was a surprised and saddened face of Ryuchi,

I felt the soft leather of a couch. I opened my eyes they were slightly blurry. I could feel my body was covered in blankets and a bowl of soup beside me. A little pink bunny was staring me I smiled a sad smile and touched its ears. I guess i was in denial thinking yuki loved me and all. I heard a soft footstep It was Ryuchi he was staring at me.

Steeped in denial, the daily grind
Dream of a world for me and my kind
It's safe in the alternative reality
So stick your standards where the sun doesn't shine

He sat down on the floor beside me "Is their anything ryuchi can do for Shu-chan "he said cupping my chin. A lone tear fell from my eye landing on his face.

He gasped and slid his finger on my face wipping away my tears. "No crying for Shu-chan maybe yuki-sama can make it better" He insisted. I cried harder the tears coming out faster landing harder. Ryuchi grabbed his little pink bunny. Making it dance slightly trying to make me laugh it only caused more tears.

"Did Yuki do something" he questioned dropping the bunny on the ground. I nodded slightly telling him the story through tears. Ryuchi held me as I cried on his shoulder no one had ever being so kind to me. It was like this one moment it was only me and him.

They're for themselves, it doesn't matter what they say
Promise the world then take it from you anyway
They'll break you down making your vision fadeaway
It's time to go: get outta my space

Welcome to a world where the air I breathe is mine
There's nothing to overwhelm me and nothing to cloud my mind
Be anyone, do anything I'd ever want to try
Time doesn't exist here, I will never die

After a few minutes I felt myself calm down. I lifted my head locking eyes with him. Beautiful was all I could think. I felt calm, loved. He leaned forward stroking my cheek lovingly. I gasped slightly. I blushed, this was wrong what about yuki? I heard another voice in my head it spoke angrily,

Explain the reasons, explain the rhymes
it's not required, inside our minds
its safe to try, no need to justify
or take their guilt trip at the end of the line.

"Did yuki care about you when he cheated? It spoke angrily to me.

"No he didn't "I said softly to it.

"So do what you wanna do, screw Eiri Yuki he doesn't care for you you don't care for him", it spoke I nodded to the voice it was right wasn't it?

They're for themselves, it doesn't matter what they say
Promise the world then take it from you anyway
They'll break you down making your vision fadeaway
It's time to go: get off of my case

I leaned forward capturing Ryuchi's mouth in mine. He growled and kissed me back clinging to my skin as we kissed his hands wove through my hair causing me to moan. We separated, our lips swollen from kissing our breaths both coming out in pants. A little voice in the back of my head said one thing what about yuki? I pushed it away. All that mattered know was me and Ryuchi we were in are own little world.

Welcome to a world where the air I breathe is mine
There's nothing to overwhelm me and nothing to cloud my mind
Be anyone, do anything I'd ever want to try
Time doesn't exist here

Slip into a world where the air I breathe is mine
There's nothing to overwhelm me and nothing to cloud my mind
Come with me into it and you know what you will find
Time doesn't exist here, I will never die

Ryuchis hands undid my buttons slowly all I saw was yuki. His hands caressed my chest, causing me to growl. Yuki I thought as he pleasured my body. His hands found their way to my pants. He caressed my groin through my pants causing me to shiver Yuki again this time the voice screaming louder. I pushed Ryuchi away no this is not what I wanted, I wanted love before this. Ryuchi looked surprised and smirked. He uttered in my ear "I understand Shu-chan you want love before pleasure", who would have guessed he would know exactly what I was thinking.

They're for themselves, it doesn't matter what they say
It's time to go: get out of my face

Welcome to a world where the air I breathe is mine
There's nothing to overwhelm me and nothing to cloud my mind
Be anyone, do anything I'd ever want to try
Time doesn't exist here

We held eachother the rest of the night. Though in my mind all I saw was Yuki. I forgot about him slowly, blocking out the past with images of ryuchi. It was painful but worth it wasn't it? I stared at the walls as we sat in the apartment. Forget, Forget, Forget a voice uttered in my head and that's what I did I forgot.

Slip into a world where the air I breathe is mine
There's nothing to overwhelm me and nothing to cloud my mind
Come with me into it and you know what you will find
Time doesn't exist here, we will never die

End flashback.

Alrighty my fellow reviewers and friends That how ryuchi and shuchi got together but its not a ryuchi and shuchi story right now it is but it doesn't mean its gonna be one. So remember the faster you review the faster I update. So after this chapter no more songs Oh the song was own little world by celldweller just to tell incase you liked it. Now the next chapter will be present time. I don't know give me some ideas I'm having writers block. Or am i? Anyway toodles for now

Love Darkphoniex245 hmm maybe after the next chapter ill start putting previews for the next chapter.