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Chapter 5: A kiss in the park and a mask crumbling

Shuchi's P.O.V

It was a normal day at the studio we were performing and such and Ryuchi was singing along. I hid behind a mask since Yuki and I had gone our separate ways. As I sang the mask got tighter. My voice rang clear as I sang. As we finished I excused myself. I had to take a walk to many voices in my head sang Forget,Love,Disappear I clutched my head tightly. I kneeled on the ground I had ended up in the park where I and yuki first met. I lay on the bench I felt a tear drop hit the bench, our bench the voice uttered. I heard a cough from a tree behind me it was him. The man I was trying to avoid

Eiri Yuki, he sat their cross legged he seemed to be writing. I was about to leave when I heard a voice call me it was him. We stared at eachother and he gestured for me to come over. I sat beside him his eyes glued to mine.

"So Yuki, seems like the park hasn't changed much", I uttered staring at the trees. Yuki stared at me. His hands stroking the hair out of my face "what are you doing", I uttered through heavy breathing.

"Yes same old park same trees same people and the same annoying brat", before I could protest his lips descended onto mine. I uttered and resisted a little but eventually gave in. I moaned against his lips and he gripped me tighter. I pulled away quickly wiping my lips off.

"What do you think you're doing you have a boyfriend and so do I" I shouted. His eyes showed hurt and they glittered dangerously.

"Why do you care, I see the way you act around Sakuma you just use him", he shouted through anger. His hands holding me tightly as he spoke

I gripped him and I shouted back "You think I don't see it, you and kyo how you only pay attention to me when I'm in the room", his eyes glittered dangerously from that comment.

"So what if I do brat I remember a time when all you wanted was my attention", he spoke softly. My eyes widened a few tears trickled down falling faster and faster. My mask it was crumbling, no I had to be strong.

"Stop it, that's all in the past what's done is done don't bring up what is dead, It's not like you miss me or anything ", I shouted a few tears trickling on his red shirt. His hand reached forward and wiped away the tears more came. My beautiful mask was crumbling I had worked so hard to keep it up, now it was disappearing. I clutched him harder and held onto him and cried. He held me stroking my back. His laptop landed on the ground as he held me.

"Do you really love Ryuchi, Shuchi", I stopped moving as he said that.

Our eyes locked what do I say? I did love him. Didn't I?

"I don't know now, why did you have to be here why did you have to walk back in my life? Do you know how hard it was to forget you? How many nights I grieved after what you did to me. Don't think your sweet words will get you in my good graces I'll never forget what you did to me. How that hurt to see you with another man. I was just your plaything you never cared. I loved you and maybe deep down I still do", the words came out faster and faster and my mask broke and I broke down and cried.

"I truly hate you Eiri Yuki" my voice full of venom. His hands released me and pulled me against him tightly and uttered next to my ear

"I could never hate you Shuchi Shindou", I gasped and he released me he bent down and picked up his laptop he got and up and walked away his footsteps getting smaller and smaller. I stood their recalling the words.

"I could never hate you Shuchi Shindou", I cried and clutched the tree tightly. Those words hurt more than anything. Those words were of love and I had said all those horrible things. Yet they were true though. I will not forget what he did. I will not. I will not fall in love. I have Ryuchi hes all I need isn't he?

I got up staring at the tree. We had kissed it was as wrong as wrong could get. Never again would I let my heart fall victim to Eiri Yuki.

I put my mask back in its place. I head toward where I and Ryuchi lived. I saw him sitting on the couch holding his teddy he must have being waiting for me. I picked him and I carried him to bed. I stared at Ryuchi only seeing Yuki all I could see was yuki.

I clutched him tightly holding him. As we slept I moved his hair out of the way. I kissed his forehead. I felt the room get dizzy as I fainted to most people that looked like I had fallen asleep. In my unconscious those words were their

"I could never hate you Shuchi shindou", as I fell asleep I felt myself go to dream land. It was different this time colder ,darker , less beautiful.

Enter Dream Sequence…

I walked down the cold dark street it was the park. Yet it seemed different colder and darker. The trees were twisted in to dark shapes and demons haunted my every step. I had walked for quite a bit and I had come to the end of the road. I saw a man sitting their his back turned to me I could see his blonde hair. I walked toward him and turned it was him. Eiri Yuki he looked different. His eyes filled with dark anger. Pitch black wings surrounding his figure a black outfit adored him silk black pants a dark fishnet shirt covering him with leather gloves adoring his hands and a collar around his neck with a gleaming silver cross. Before I could react I was pinned to the wall by this demon. His wings trapping me to the wall his hands caressing my body his face came close to my skin.

His hot breath caressed my skin causing me to shiver. His voice brought me to my senses. "Forgotten me already" he uttered.

I snapped back into reality pushing him away. "You cheated on me you forgot me", I shouted white wings surrounding me a pair of silk white pants adored my body a white fishnet shirt and white leather jacket. White leather gloved with studs adored my hands and the white collar gleamed with a silver cross. He moved forward pushing me against the ground pinning me down his face hovering above mine his eyes burning brightly.

"You were always my other half, only you complete me", he growled in my ear. I pushed him away again. "Stop sputtering nonsense if I was your other half why would you cheat on me", I shouted back my wings glowing. His eyes became downcast a soft utter came from his throat "All you did was work, work, work never had time for me I was lonely what did you expect me to do", his black wings surrounding him in sadness. I felt my sympathy rise and I moved forward embracing him. "Why didn't you tell me before that happened", I said softly my wings encasing him in white feathers. His tears trickled on my skin "I wanted to, but I couldn't I know how important your music was to you", I gasped and held him closer and we kissed his dark energy surrounding me, my light encasing him.

I felt light headed could this dream be true? No it's just a dream.

The sky brightened and he smiled softly "Don't forget this dream it is the truth ", the sky lightened completely leaving me alone and I woke up.

End dream.

I gasped the dream. Was it true? I remember the dream yuki saying don't forget the dream. I saw Ryuchi sleeping soundly beside me I stroked his hair lovely did I really want Yuki back? Would I give it all up for him?

It was 11 am I left a note I needed to think. To remember, I needed to sort out the facts I needed to talk to Yuki.

I ran toward his door knocking I heard an angry I'm coming I'm coming. He opened the door and

End chapter

MWahahha cliffy lol anyway so It seems our young shuchi is thinking of yuki again. Now the dream thing it seemed right that's all if you don't understand its like a metaphor for how yuki feels but he cant say it.