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Chapter 8: Shuchi's Depression and a date

Shuchi's P.O.V

Since yesterday I hadn't moved. I hadn't slept I had just stared at the wall. It was bad to be rejected by yuki but now Ryuchi. I stared at the picture of me and him and tears formed. No I had to be strong.

I was not weak, not weak. I sighed and pulled myself together I had to go to the studio to record some new songs.

As I walked I heard girls talking some were uttering isn't that Shuchi Shindou I could care less what they say. I saw a girl screaming holding an eiri yuki novel saying o I got the last copy. I turned and walked.

I remember his scent his cold words his face and most of all those golden eyes. Another image Brown hair Green eyes a happy face.

Ryuchi, I gasped there he was walking down the street his happy go lucky smile on his face.

Our eyes locked, his smile disappeared and his eyes appeared sad. Why was he sad? He dumped me. As I walked past him I gave him a cold look his eyes showed sadness, regret and most of all pain. I didn't care why should I care about him? As we walked past each other I could feel his eyes boring into my back. I turned once more our eyes locked once more and I mouthed to him.

"I loved you Ryuchi Sakuma ", he just stared at me his eyes were shaking his fist clenching and I walked not bothering to look.

Ryuchi's P.O.V

I had being walking to the store to pick up some pocky. I sniffled slightly pocky that's what Shuchi had always loved. As I had came out of the store. There he was his brown hair and his violet eyes. As we walked past each other his coldness surprised me and it had hurt. I only did this because I love him. I knew how he felt for Yuki; I just wanted him to be happy. As he left he turned to me his eyes full of sorry and he uttered those words to me. It was a shot to the heart I had hurt him and he had loved me. As he walked away I fell to my knees and cried for what I had and what I lost.

Shuchi's P.O.V

As I walked to the studio my heels clicking on the ground, Hiro and fugasaki and started comforting telling me he wasn't worth it, things like that. I smiled hiding in my mask, just pretend, hide away. It doesn't matter. We recorded our songs and I left hiro was busy and Fujaski was well doing something else. God knows what; I began walking home to my empty house, when suddenly my body crashed into a person.

I looked up it was him Yuki. His cold eyes stared into mine; I gulped and said sorry and tried to walk his hand held me to his body his hot breath on my ear we were in broad daylight.

"Heard about your little boyfriend leaving you, guess that means your single eh little brat" his cold hands cooled off my hot warm hands.

I snatched my hand away and muttered back "I thought you wanted nothing to do with me ", I said turning away.

"Don't you walk away brat I'm not done talking to you", his grip was tight and at the same time loose. He pulled me forward and planted his lips onto mine. I struggled as he pushed me into an alley and ravaged my mouth. He held me to his body his long hands wove around my waist I gasped as he uttered in my ear

"How bout this little Shuchi one date with me and I'll let you go" his hot breath caressed my cheek softly. I sighed

"Fine one date then you leave me alone", he smirked and told me Saturday at noon. He smirked and said as he walked away.

"Don't worry brat well have fun" he said suggestively what was with yuki he was never like this before. I sighed I had a date with yuki.

Secretly I knew I wanted to but a date with Yuki we had only gone on one date and I had to admit it was good.

I stared at him as he walked away. The blush returned to my cheeks and some sadness also. A voice uttered in my head.

"Forgetting ryuchi so fast", it uttered a little sneer to its voice

"He left me I'm allowed to move on with my life" I sneered back.

"Move on to Eiri Yuki the same man that broke your heart just you wait you'll see I told you so",

And the voice was gone. It some aspects the voice was right but what one could little date do. It's not like it could change my mind completely. Could it? I sighed Today was Thrusday 2 more days till

The date as I call it.

Would it be like old times? Would he hold my hand? I can't believe I'm saying this but I'm a little nervous. Yet again Ryuchi appeared in my mind. I had forgotten him so easily it's like the minute he was gone

I went back to yuki completely. So maybe Ryuchi was right but that didn't mean I was gonna forget him. I felt the tear come down as I walked back home

"Ryuchi I'll never forget you",

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Sorry guys this chapter was short its just I kinda have writers block so I'm having a hard time writing story chapters lol so what did you guys think next chapter will be the date OWWW…

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"Shuchi why don't you smile", I felt his hot breath utter in my ear. "Because I'm…..