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Chapter 10: You're Leaving Japan

Yuki's P.O.V

I smiled happily for the first time in years I could not believe it me and Shuchi together again, now how to break the news to Kyo. As I walked toward my apartment I opened the door kyo was standing at the door his chest revealed sweat gleamed off his perfect body. I looked at him with a serious face

Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drives me
Into madness
I know I can stop the pain
If I will it all away

"Kyo, we need to talk" I swept my blonde hair out of my face as I said it. He just stared at me blankly; his voice spoke clearly into the room

"You know it doesn't surprise me the minute your lover comes back you go crawling back to him" his voice hard and cold and lacked its usual warmth.

"Kyo, I'm sorry" I uttered he looked away his eyes closed tightly and he said softly "You Eiri Yuki are really a cold hearted bastard", and he picked up his belongings and left. I almost felt bad he left, almost though not really.

I stared at the picture frame of us and lay it down, "Goodbye Kyo"

I uttered to the picture as I tossed it in the garbage. I stared at my new novel I had just finished when shuchi was gone I would send it out tomorrow. I would name it my pink haired lover. It was funny because in the book the main character was a pink haired guy.

Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep never die)

I yawned tiredly and went to my mailbox lets see , bills, junk mail, bills, the next letter was a soft envelope inside was a note. It was a letter from my sister.

I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow I know
That there's much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be
Blinded by tears
I can stop the pain
If I will it all away

Dear Eiri, I am not happy to talk about this but, you have to come home certain events have come up and its time to come home you can write your books anywhere. The reasons you have to come home is but one you are to be married I know you said you already said no to iaka(sorry if I spelt her name wrong). Her father has informed our families that if you do not go through with this we will loose the house.

So Eiri we have sent a limo to get you it will be arriving in 2 days.

Love your sister.

I clutched the note, in a sense I had no choice I couldn't let them take away the house even though my father was annoying as hell. I had to go; I had to leave my Shuchi again. I had to break to tell him I might as well do it now.

Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep never die)

As I was about to go to bed I heard a loud rapping on the door and I opened it their stood in a cute little white top and black pair of pants stood Shuchi. His brown hair combed down he looked positively adorable. His violet eyes gleamed into mine and I smiled sadly at him.

He leaned forward and pushed me down and straddled me and leaned in to kiss me. I kissed him back closing my eyes I let the tears drop slowly he didn't notice but I did and pushed him away and smiled and left the room. I heard a gasp and an angry.

"Yuki how could you"? I turned to see him reading the letter. "You told me you loved me ,you told me you wanted me you lied you were engaged this whole time and you never told me and now your leaving why do you bother to play with my heart" His eyes watered and he ran quickly away dropping the letter.

Fallen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
She beckons me
Shall I give in
Upon my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I've fallen for
I rise to meet the end

"Wait you don't understand" I shouted after his retreating form. Just like all those years ago the same thing. I was running after him and he was running away. Maybe it was better this way I wouldn't be in his way anymore, I felt the hot tears stream faster and I fell to my knees.

I slowly reached for the phone and dialed my sister's number. I sniffled slightly and I heard her pick up.

I said very slowly and sadly "Hey, I'm coming home" I heard her reply a very happy yay and we departed I hung up the phone.

Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep never die)

I clutched my pillow as I fell into my bed Shuchi,Shuchi that's all I thought about. I remembered his tears, I remembered his face, and most of all I remember his scent. The scent of love

Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep never die)

I cried harder,"Don't leave me alone why can't I ever have you" I shouted to a magazine of Shuchi.

Don't turn away
(Don't give in to the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep never die

"Never sleep, never die" I uttered to the magazine of Shuchi . "Where ever you are, whatever you do, no one will love you like I do"

Servatis a pereculum.
Servatis a maleficum

I closed my eyes and dreamt of a day I would hold him, Kiss him, and love him. Call him a brat and be his forever.

"Please make a miracle happen "I uttered to the sky through my window. As I slept I held onto a picture of Shuchi smiling happily and his usual pink hair on his head.

He looked so happy, and he was mine.

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