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Chapter 11: I Wont Give up

Shuchi's P.O.V

How he could do that, He didn't even tell me he was leaving yet again he got my hopes up and then smashed them piece by piece.

I stared at Yuki's apartment building and closed my eyes I didn't need him," Goodbye Eiri Yuki don't come back anytime soon." I said softly and walked away. I never looked back; I would never look back again.

As I walked further, my tears streamed silently dropping silently on the cement ground. I hadn't bothered to read the beginning of the letter what I saw was he leaving and he was leaving in 2 days. That's all that mattered.

I stared at the sky it was starting to darken and droop. I sadly looked away what a perfect ending to a perfect day the rain pelted me gently my clothing softly getting soaked I didn't care. I had nothing, No love,

I had my music I guess I could look forward to that,

My feet clicked on the ground I headed toward work today was one of our concerts I had rushed in quickly putting on a happy face. Our band had thought of a new song. We were going to sing it at our new concert.

1 Hour later…

We had arrived at Zep Tokyo club house I saw all the screaming crowds. I sighed as I headed toward the front of the stage the crowd cheered and I uttered gently to the crowd

"Id like for you to hear our new song Feeling me" I cleared my throat and started to sing.

Feeling Me

Destroying Me

Eating me, gently away.

Haunting my dreams

Close your sweet Golden eyes.

As I sang my voice sent a soft melancholy sense to the song,

I could almost see him sitting their staring at me with those golden eyes. He was destroying me killing me slowly. I coughed out the next words as a few single tears trickled down my perfect face, my violet eyes staring at the crowd ahead of me.

Destroying Me

Eating my soul

You haunt my dreams

I see your face

You're Feeling me.

You know I'm ok; I know your ok but are you really ok? Yuki.

I remember hearing you calling me back, but I ran what were you going to say O shuchi I played with your heart. Please stop hurting me.

He's coming

He's coming

Don't hurt me

Just leave me alone.

The words poured out faster and faster, as did the tears. Where do I belong? Or on this stage with the cheering crowds or in bed with someone who loves me and cares for me. Tell me where I belong?

Do I belong in his arms,The man who hurts me or in the arms of a real love.

Destroying Me

Eating my soul

You haunt my dreams

I see your face

You feeling me

I knew the ending of the song was near but I hummed the part before the end and sighed in my mind. Everytime I try to hold you, you would push me away but maybe that's what I like.

I can't forget you Yuki, I just can't Yuki you have to know you cant see the world through a mirror you have to know life is full of love and care , Life is full of ups and downs and when life gets hard you cant just give up. You can't just forget because

I won't let you, because Eiri Yuki I Love you I wont let you forget.

You're feeling me

Feeling me

Feel me.

The crowd cheered happily and I smiled back at them and started to sing the rage beat and the blind game and many others.

I stared at the crowd. No matter where you are Yuki I'll find you and I'll will get you.

I stared at the crowd and smiled. A real smile I smiled a real smile.

In two days Yuki was leaving and in those two days I had to get Yuki back.

I just had to.

The crowd cheered as we exited the stage and I looked in the audience I swore I saw a mess of blonde hair in the crowd shining. Was it Yuki?

Nah it couldn't have being

As I walked away I failed to notice the blonde look at me it was Eiri Yuki.

End chapter sorry for the short chapter I wrote the song in this chapter I hope you all liked it. Anywho…shuchi is trying to get yuki back I wonder will he get him back. Remember to review! ta ta for now. Next chapter ull find out how yuki's family lost their house.