AN: for you dummies- I mean faithful readers If you've seen the GT movie, you know Goku jr. didn't remember his first SSJ transformation. It's that same concept with Katie in the last chapter.

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Chapter 29: Restored Spirit

Forgotten Love

How can you know me,

And how can you love me,

When I don't even know who I am…

Why does love hurt?

If I only could remember

I'd be whole again…

3rd P.O.V.

"But Vegeta, don't you think that will push her too fast?" Bulma asked. Vegeta had just explained his plan to his mate, Supreme Kai, and Codie.

"Grandpa, what if she gets hurt? She doesn't remember transforming yesterday, and this… it just seems too much too soon."

"Codie, I know your mother very well. Even at the age she believes to be right now, she was a powerful warrior. She took on Frieza all by herself, knowing already that she couldn't win. I was the one who was honored to call her daughter at the wedding, not she to call me father. This will work, I know it to be so."

"But Vegeta, what if this makes her worse?"

"I saw her fight yesterday, like her old self again. I know what I'm doing." Vegeta said, and his tone let no arguments win over.

1st P.O.V.

It was my third day of amnesia, and writing was the only thing helping. The stories didn't help, and going to HFIL seemed to make it worse. I was told I transformed SSJ yesterday, but I didn't remember that.

I put the pencil down and looked out the window. My old journal was destroyed over forty years ago, but to me I was still in my young writer phase, so I had a pad of paper and jotted down whatever came to mind.

Codie told me I was a writer and I had a book series called New Destiny that was a hit. I didn't believe it until I saw the copies of my books in the study of our house. When I saw my name on those books I couldn't deny it. I even started to read the first one.

But in my notebook now I only had sketches of Mirai, pictures of him I got from fragments of memories. I had a sketch of him in a tuxedo, one of him as stone, and one of him blind, the pupils of his eyes gone and only the white to show. The last two disturbed me.

Then there were memories of Cell. A joke about toilet paper, reading blueprints, seeing him Perfect for the first time, and Dragonfly.

Cell, Mirai, and I had been through a lot together from what I gathered, but it was still a jigsaw. I needed the whole, and I'd accept the pain if only to remember the good.

There was a knock at the door, startling me out of my depressing thought, and Vegeta came in.

"Come with me." his statement was simple, but it was forceful, so I followed him.

He went out of my 'house', down the hall, and out the door. We went across the yard, and he opened the Gravity Room door.

He stepped inside, and nervously I followed. He turned to face me and stood there, not moving or speaking.

"Vegeta? What are we doing?" he looked at me and smirked. Suddenly his power shot to SSJ level.

"Gatlik Gun!" Vegeta fired at me, and I barely dodged it in time.

"Vegeta! What are you doing!"

He responded by coming at me, charging with a punch at full strength. I barely avoided that as well.

"What are you doing! Stop this!" he didn't listen and I kept dodging his Ki filled hits and kicks.

"Quit dodging! Fight me!"

"I can't, you're too strong for me!" I cried, screaming as I barely got out of the way of a Ki blast.

"I can't see how any offspring of mine could fall for such a pathetic warrior as you!" he said, powering up his Final Flash.

"What Mirai and I had was true, I know it was!"

"Then why did you forget! Final Flash!"

The attack came right at me. I couldn't dodge it, and I sure as hell couldn't block or deflect it. I was going to die.

Suddenly that primal feeling came over me again, and once more those doors opened. This time I was fully aware of the changes, and I didn't fight the power. I let it take me over completely.

I stood, SSJ, and my Ki evaporated and sizzled against the Final Flash, erasing it.

"You want to play rough? Let's play rough!" I cried. Memories returned as I powered up.

I saw my wedding.

I saw Codie as a baby, squeezing his own tail and crying.

I saw SSJ4 Goku fighting Golden Oozaru Bebi-Vegeta.

I saw Vegeta dying because of me when I was Majin.

I saw Roxx turn my friends to stone, and Drazark kill Goku.

I saw 17 and I sparring and laughing.

I charged at Vegeta and went on the offensive, but that didn't last long as he surpassed me to Ultra SSJ.

"You're still pathetic! Just like your friend Cell, and that runt of a Sayjin you bore to him."

"Shut up about my family! Leave them out of this!" I went to punch him, but he did a tornado kick and sent me to the wall. I slid to the floor, barely seeing straight.

He's not playing around, he's going to kill me! What is he thinking?

He powered up his next finisher, Big Bang Attack.

"I don't know why you're doing this, Vegeta, but I will end it!" I stood up, shaky and panting. His attack was ready.

"Big Bang Attack!"

I can't stop it on my own! I need more strength!

The blast came at me, and suddenly the primal feeling grew deep down. I felt rage, uncontrollable rage toward Vegeta, but then more memories came to me.

I saw Vegeta helping me learn to perform a Gatlik Gun. Vegeta learning of my Bonding to Mirai. The act of Bonding with Mirai, and that wonderful evening we shared. I saw Goku teaching me the Genkai Dama, and I saw myself warp a Super Gatlik Wave at Super 17. Mirai, Kanji, and Andy falling before Super 17. Chi-chi teaching me how to cook. Being Bulma's assistant at Capsule Corporation.

Then alternate timeline memories came. Fighting Cyborg Frieza, becoming Android 22, training Trunks and Gohan. Seeing all my friends die due to 17 and 18. Fighting Kooler, Goku dying of the heart virus. The orca, Mama, beached. ALOCS playing chess. Self-destructing to stop the Androids in vain.

Then, some memories from the illusion. A baby brother I never knew. Being forced to marry Frieza, and in refusing being raped. See Vegeta, dying in a jail cell, and then becoming the leader in a war. Cell sacrificing himself to save me. Sayjins at war.

My Ki skyrocketed, and SSJ2 was in my grasp. Vegeta's Big Bang was nothing now, and I pushed it back at him. After the hit, he powered up to meet my strength.

"You are still nothing!" Vegeta cried, coming at me. He was stronger than me, and I couldn't figure it out. Wherever I had power, he had more. He was stronger, smarter, faster, and more agile.

I have to stop this! He can't beat me! I couldn't beat Super 17, and that took my family away! I lost my mate… I lost my children… I lost myself!

I roared in anger, and my power shot past SSJ2 straight to SSJ3.

"I can't lose! Last time I lost I lost my family! I can never lose!"

I hit Vegeta, and he hit the back wall. He didn't get up, but sat there, smirking at me while panting. I was screaming, my memories were all returning.

Gravity Room

3 days earlier

I went to train in the Gravity Room to relieve stress. My family was gone, and only Codie and I remained. I had to get it off my mind for a while. Goku would get the Dragonballs back.

I hope he does, anyway.

I raised the gravity to 850x, and began to stretch in the intense gravity. My mind kept replaying the death of my family, and I couldn't shut it off. It was a bloody loop that had no end.

I was in shock, like when Roxx informed me that he had already destroyed my home. I felt nothing, or at least tried to.

I started to punch and kick wildly at the air. Mirai's face kept floating in my mind. I was angry with myself, and at Super 17.

Frustrated that I couldn't get results at this level, I turned the gravity to 900x.

Why couldn't I stop him? If I could only have remembered about him, and that he absorbed Ki, I could have ended it quickly. If I hadn't wasted all that time fighting Kooler, I could have saved Goku from going to HFIL, and then Super 17 wouldn't have been able to kill Mirai or Andy or Kanji.

It hurts… it hurts so much without him. It almost makes me wish I never came here. Damn that council!

In anger I switched up the gravity again, going to 1000x.

I shot a blast, and it reflected off the walls, and I did my best to dodge, block, or deflect it.

If only the pain would go away!

Then the blast got away from me, and it hit me full on. I hit the back wall, and then nothing.

I fell to my knees, remembering everything. I remembered it all clearly, even the things I was having trouble remembering before.

"I remember. I know what I did, I know what happened. Dammit, I remember!" I hit the floor with my fist as tears also hit the ground, and I released SSJ3 form. Vegeta powered down, and shakily he walked over to me. He knelt down next to me, putting a hand on my back to comfort me.

"There's the Katrin I know." He said, smirking. He helped me to my feet, and then left, without another word.

"Thanks, Vegeta." I said as the Gravity Room doors closed.

I went out of the Gravity Room, and I walked in shortly behind Vegeta. He stood near the wall as I entered, and the others were asking him all kinds of questions. Vegeta ignored them, smirking and crossing his arms in his usual stance. It would have been perfect if his hair was still in the infamous black flame style.

"Maybe I could answer some of those questions." I said, putting my fists on my hips and shifting my weight.

"Mom!" Codie ran to me, hugging me. He was crying, and I couldn't help but join in.

"It's alright Codie, I'm back. I'm really back. And I promise, I will never leave you again."