Chapter 2 for Kinjita Koisuru: Forbidden Love! My only review taught me it wasn't about the reviews to keep writing, it's your passion. So thank you!

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Kinjita Koisuru: Forbidden Love

Fireworks and Heartbreaks

Chapter 2

Seconds before falling off the roof I was hesitant, thinking of what I was about to do. Am I being over dramatic or what? I thought. Forget this I'm not going to kill myself just for that stupid Toya! But just as I picked up the rope I slipped and….

…. "Oh my gosh!" My mother yelled. "Toya, you saved him!" Meiko announced to everyone. Right before my butt hit the ground my wrist was pulled. I didn't want to admit that I didn't want to kill myself. I didn't want to look like a dork in front of everyone. "Are you stupid or something?" He yelled at me. "Why don't you just leave me alone, why do you even care." I turned my head stubbornly with a humph. "C'mon, let's get outta here." He totally switched his attitude and offered me a hand. He actually cares about me, cool!

"Yuki you baka, what were you thinking?" My mother scolded. "I'm sorry, I didn't know what I was thinking, ehe…" Silently I walked out of the party. Nai and Meiko ran up to me and hugged me. "What the hell were you thinking?" Nai yelled. "Yeah, what's wrong?" Meiko added. "Guys, just leave me alone," I pushed them away and ran home. "Let's talk to him later, kay?" Meiko suggested putting her hands in her pockets. "I wonder what's bothering him." Nai said totally changing the subject.

Later when I avoided my family and was alone in my room I started to cry. I didn't know why, maybe it was pain, forbidden love? Was I just being over dramatic? I just didn't know. At 12 I fell asleep in tears. The next day the phone started ringing and it woke me up. I was really grumpy. "Damn it!" I yelled picking up the phone. "What?" "Ehh, is Yuki there?" A familiar voice asked. "Yeah, who's askin?" "Um, Toya." He answered. At that moment, my eyes widened. "Oh, hi." I said rolling my eyes. "Yeah, I just called to ask if you were alright." he said nervously. What was with him, his feelings and mood totally changed, and why was he being nice, he is such a dick…"2 things, I'm fine and why are you calling so early in the morning?" "Uh, it's 1 in the afternoon." He answered. "What!" I looked at the clock and it was 1:05. "Oh well, that was very thoughtful of you, bye!" I said quickly hanging up. "B-" But it was too late, I had hung up on him.

"Yukito, were gonna eat." My sister said coming in. "I'm not hungry." Well, actually, I was STARVING to death, but I couldn't of just come down there like nothing happened. They would be asking a bucket of questions like "What's Wrong", or "What's wrong with you." But the thing that was weird was that they didn't come and talk to me about it. Were they that disappointed in me? After laying in bed thinking I remembered what had just happened earlier. FLASHBACK "Ehh, is Yuki there?" A familiar voice asked. "Yeah, who's askin?" "Um, Toya." He answered. At that moment, my eyes widened. "Oh, hi." I said rolling my eyes. "Yeah, I just called to ask if you were alright." he said nervously. "He actually cared, oh my gosh!" "What was that, what's wrong?" My mother yelled frantically opening the door. "Oh, gomen nasai, it was nothing, ehe…" I was acting so plastic, you could so tell I was lying. But she bought it. "Ok then." As soon as my mom left I started jumping up and down. "There could be a chance!"

"I think, I'm in love." I said to my best buddy, Takasha.

"Really, seriously?"

"YES!"

"Cool, well I have to go, if there's anymore news just call me!"

She hanged up and I jumped onto the couch. It was 6 pm and the sun was starting to set. The view of the sky was beautiful. "Wow, I never noticed how romantic the sky looks." I said after looking out the window. "I wonder what Toya is doing right now…"

At Toya's house Toya and Kim were kissing. There was heavy breathing and rolling around in the bed. The kiss broke when Kim started to giggle. "You are a better kisser then ever hon." Kim said attempting to take of his shirt. But Toya brushed her off. "What, what's wrong?" She asked. "I'm not ready." He said getting of the bed. "But hon, we've been together for 2 years, c'mon." She said trying to persuade him. "I can't." He said quietly. "But-" Toya was sick of her now. "I said no, okay!" There was silence for 5 seconds. "Okay then, if you don't want to…" She said between sniffles. She suddenly got off the bed and ran out. "Wait, Kim, c'mon, I'm sorry!" He said, but she was gone. "Damn it!" He punched the wall and made a hole. His knuckles started to bleed.

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"Dad got the fireworks Yuki!" my sister, Athena cheered. It was now the Fourth of July, it was 7 pm. "Really, cool!" I hadn't seen Toya in awhile, and my love started to simmer down. I went into the garage to check it out. "What the heck, all these suck!" I complained. "Hey Yuki!" Meiko yelled waving. "Hi!" I called Meiko, I could see her sisters, but there were 2 other figures there with them. It was too dark to see. "Who could that be?" "Yuki that could be Toya." Athena mentioned coming out of the house. We decided to go with them. She was right it was Toya. "Hey, do you have fireworks?" Meiko asked. "Uh, yes." I said not staring at Toya talking to my sister. "Hello, Yuki!" Meiko was waving her hand in front of my face. It took me 5 seconds until I noticed. "What, oh, sorry."

While we were watching the colors of green, blue and silver fly up into the air I kept trying to stand by Toya with my sister right by my side. But every time I went by him Meiko called me to play with fireworks. "He's gorgeous huh?" My sister said. "Yeah, but don't try taking him, he's been claimed by mwah." I said acting stuck-up. After all the fireworks were finished we all went to my house for our fireworks. My aunt/best friend was there and I was telling her how much I was in love. Toya was sitting on a car when I passed him. He tapped my shoulder and I turned around and said hi. My face was starting to turn red and I quickly turned my head around. I inhaled deeply and exhaled loudly.

After our fireworks were done we started a few conversations, I decided to start a little small talk. "Hey Toya, are you taller then me?" "Naw, I don't think so." He stood right next to me, and yes I blushed! Then my sister started a war, "Are you taller then me Toya?" She asked menacingly. "I'm 5"2', you?" "I'm 5"2'!" She said flirtatiously. This girl was trying to steal my man, but that was not going to happen!

1 HOUR later

"HAHA, you lost!" Toya yelled. Toya and my sister Athena were playing 21. They seemed to have lots in common. And I was now furious with jealousy. "Don't they look so cute together?" Meiko asked coming behind the chair I was sitting in. "Who?" "ATHENA and TOYA." She whispered. The mere thought of it made me dizzy, it repeated in my head over and over again. "ATHENA and TOYA"

"ATHENA and TOYA"

"ATHENA and TOYA"

"Uh, yeah I guess." Luckily, before anymore romance could ooze out of those two my mom came to get us. Good timing, and before I left I waited for my sister who was talking to Toya, in private. "I'm going to kill her." I said with my arms crossed. When she finally got back we started walking home. "Oh my gosh, I am so crushing on him!" She cheered. "Yeah, uh, I'm so happy for you!" I know I was in denial, but she's my best friend, I decided to not clobber her. But I knew, that I was hecka jealous, but this is nothing to what is gonna happen next.

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