Chapter 1 These memories I feel? They seem to eat away at my soul, and crush my bones. Why can't I let go? -Kida
I wrote those words in my small, tattered, green journal, then jammed it into my brown backpack. Which was stuffed with food, pens, and a torn picture of me and my parents. I never really had a strong relationship with my parents, nor did they have a strong relationship together. They both probably didn't get along, because they were never married, or loved me, because I was an accident. You heard me, an accident. My mother, didn't even have feelings for my dad, because he had forced her to make love to him! He makes me want to barf! I hated my dad for what he had done to my mother, and still do! When I was around 5 years old, I over heard my mother and father's argument ,saying that I was an accident, that she never wanted a child anyways, and why he go's out late at night, to go drinking with his friends.
But as I sit here ,and look at the picture of my mother and father. I wonder why they look so happy standing next to each other, and smiling? I slid the picture into my backpack ,and laid down on the dirt ground. I gazed upat the stars, and started wondering how my parents were doing without me? I had ran away from my house, ran into the forest, and ended up were I am now. The stars reminded me of Paradise! The peaceful , happy place in the sky ,that I've always dreamed of going to! Although I don't want to die right no , I still would like to visit all of the people who have died before me.
The moon was so bueatiful, and seemed to rap me in it's light. Like God was sending down his angels to Earth. I grabbed my backpack,which was laying face down on the dirt,and slid it under my head.Then i placed my head on top of it, and went to sleep,hoping for a peaceful dream.
I felt the morning's sun against my soft,tan skin,and felt refreshed. I took a deep breath,and opened my eyes. "What the heck!Where the hell amI?" The warmth I felt from the sun, wasn't from the sun at all! It was from the warm tempature off the red and black walls, which surronded me. I stood up, and tryed to walk to the front door. But was suddenly stopped by a small,tight,metal cuff around my ankle, which was attached to a short chain, which was bolted to the floor."Ah,what the?Someone,anyone?"I paniked. I tryed tugging,yanking,bitting,and twisting the chain,trying tobreak free, but it wouldn't give in! Tears of fear and confusion ran slowly down my cheeks. "Please,anyone?Where,where am I?"I saidshaken, and with fright in my voice.