A/n: wow! This is probably going to suck because of major writer's block…….but here it is anyways!
School. It's always so rejecting, yet in many situations, so appealing. It can always give you a sense of awakening, yet it mostly makes your dreams stand out boldly. With all of the stress in one day, all of the thought patterns and scheming you must go through, imagine trying to avoid your best friend at the same time. It's one thing, trying to maneuver through the giant almost jail-ish learning facility in which you spend probably more than a third of your life attending, but when add avoiding the most wonderful person that you've ever met; the center of your world; your soul mate, it really adds to the already large problems at stake.
Come up to meet you tell you I'm sorryYou don't know how lovely you are
I have to find you tell you I need you
And tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and nurse me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming in tails
Heads on a science apart
When you need someone so much that their presence is the very thing that keeps your heart beating day by day, the very fiber of your being, then it is quite complicating to truly admit deep feelings and unnerving emotions, no matter how close you are. The only problem with avoiding the very center of your heart is that you may completely lose them. The only thing harder than facing your soul mate is losing your soul mate. And so starts the never-ending thought process that may determine the rest of you renowned life.
Nobody said it was easyIt's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
Living in such a complex world can really keep your head spinning and your heart on edge, but you must always remember to not let the right moment slip away. Time is not concrete. You can't hold it in your hand, and you can't save it, so when an opportunity knocks, answer the door. Strangely, all of these thoughts can make one quite exhausted, and strangely irritable, as we are soon to discover.
"Miss Teslow, are you with us?" Ms. Wilson asked Keely sternly.
Keely only mumbled, still lost in her own tragic strategies and thoughts, but her silence only got her into more trouble.
"Miss Teslow," her impatient science teacher repeated, "your lack of sleep is your own problem, but please pay attention to my class. You are wasting valuable time!"
Keely yawned and quickly muttered, "Yes maim," before drowning in her thoughts once more. She had no clue what she was supposed to do. How was she truly sure that he loved her? How did she know that yesterday wasn't a dream? Everything seemed to merge together as her jumbled emotions angered her even further. She tried to make it all go away.
What if there was no lieNothing wrong, nothing right
What if there was no time
And no reason or rhyme
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life
What if I got it wrong
And no poet or song
Could put right what I got wrong
Or make you feel I belong
She wasn't ready for a risk. She knew she couldn't take the chance. He meant everything to her, and losing him would mean a loss of everything she cared for; everything she loved. So, in itself, time had destroyed the beauty it had created, leaving a young teen to figure out love and destiny on her own. She couldn't function, couldn't breath. These thoughts had taken over her body, mind, and soul; controlling her every movement, and bringing on a great depression of emptiness.
What if you should decideThat you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life
Ooh ooh-ooh, that's right
Let's take a breath, try to hold it inside
Ooh ooh-ooh, that's right
How can you know it if you don't even try
Ooh ooh-ooh that's right
She finally made a decision, just as the bell rang, releasing her from that cold prison of knowledge and pain. Before she knew it, she was home; still deep within her thoughts. Her plan had worked, she knew it had. The only problem now was getting the courage to face the risk and embrace on the journey, but courage seems scarce to us small people in such a big world; such a giant cycle.
Every step that you takeCould be your biggest mistake
It could bend or it could break
That's the risk that you take
What if you should decide
That you don't want me there by your side
That you don't want me there in your life
Keely's thoughts were interrupted by a soft tap on the window. Startled that someone was lurking on her property late at night, she cautiously made her way to the window and gently opened it to see Phil in her front yard, hand full of pebbles. Keely couldn't help but giggle at his pathetic adorableness. She quickly ran down the stairs and opened the front door.
Phil smiled goofily at her, not quite knowing what to say.
"Hey, Keels," he managed nervously. "What's shaking?"
A warm, sarcastic, and predictable smile spread across Keely's face as she forgot her many thoughts and worries.
"Come here, you," she said happily; diving into unknown risk that she could feel in his presence, and uncertainty that she could taste in his long kiss, but love got the best of her. All of those thoughts were neatly filed away and forgotten as one of the most beautiful relationships bloomed right in front of Pickford's eager eyes, and that is all that needs to be said.
Ooh ooh-ooh, that's rightLet's take a breath, try to hold it inside
Ooh ooh-ooh, that's right
How can you know if you don't even try
Ooh ooh-ooh, that's right
A/n: hope ya'll liked it…random candy for reviews..Oh yeah…the first song was "The Scientist" and the second one was "What If" they were both by Coldplay! GO COLDPLAY!Disclaimer: I don't own "The Scientist" or "What If"