Disclaimer: see post 1

Time: 2200
Everything is going well with the squadron. I've been helping screen pilots. Wedge and Tycho are helping. They catch the same people I do without the Force! I guess its just years of expirence. I've flown against them in sims. They ROYALLY kick my butt.

Uncle Luke called a Jedi meeting, but I couldn't go. He told everyone that the New Republic isn't going to back they Jedi. Jacen told me Kyp wasn't very happy about it. Jacen and Ganner are going on a military mission with Corran though.

Dad had me, Anakin, and Jacen meet him at home. He looked so... just bad. He had gotten even thinner, his hair is a lot longer, and he hasn't shaven. I'm not sure what he wanted. He started to talk about losing Chewie, then Anakin said something, not to make him mad or anything, and dad clammed up. I don't understand him at all. Mom is off saving the galaxy again. I know it's important, but can't she stop to help her husband? And us? It would be nice if, just for once, I could go home and know she will be there. Jacen told me that he has heard dad snap at mom, but shouldn't she be doing something for him? She lost her planet, she should know about this.

I need to get some sleep. Time: 1200
Dad stopped by this morning. I was in the hanger, working on my X-Wing. He asked about the X-Wing and gave me a few tips on repairs. I noticed that he didn't offer to help. I guess it reminds him of Chewie. He didn't stay long. He told me goodby and that I had better be careful. It was nice to see him.

I am leaving soon for the mission with Corran. I'll get to spend some time with Jacen before hand. I've missed him.

It's time to get going. Time: 1745
I had a talk with Colonel Darklighter. Jacen's shuttle had exploded on the way down to Garqi. I thought he was dead, but Colonel Darklighter told me it was a secret mission. He had a long talk with me about who's who and such. It was surprising.

I found out what the Vong are doing with Sernpidal. It makes me sick. They are GROWING stuff there. They destroyed a planet, killed thousands, killed Chewie, just to grown stuff. I hope this war ends soon.

Time: 2345
Guess what happened? We were at Ithor and suddenly these Chiss show up in their clawcrafts. Clawcraft are kind of like TIE fighters, only not. Anyways, they are good. I ask Spike Lead who he is and this is the response I get and I quote, "We're simply the best combat pilots in the galaxy." Says who? It made me so mad. He thinks he is sooooo much better than us. It's Baron Soontir Fel's son. Whoever that is. I don't know the Baron's linage, nor do I care. Well, I need to sleep before tomorrow. Time: 2200
Normally, I love simming. I hate it with the Chiss. Spike Lead hunts down and kills the best one. He has killed me so many times it is unreal. Oooo, I just want to kick him in a very painful place for men. Time: 2300
I have met Spike Lead. He is the cockiest, stuck-up, best-looking... okay, I have to admit it, he is very nice to look it, pilot today. His named is Colonel Jagged Fel. Here's what happened. I had to go to this stupid reception on Tafanda Bay because I'm a Jedi and a Solo, which drives me CRAZY! I had an interesting talk with Ganner. He has really changed. He is still pretty good looking, even with that scar. The Imperials came. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention earlier that they came to help. The Chiss came next. Jag walked right by the politicians! He greated the military people and then went right to me! He was amazed I was a Jedi and then a tough kill and great pilot. I guess he is Wedge's nephew. He told off the politicians, mainly Fey'la. That was awesome. I have always wanted to do that. He accused Jag of being afraid of aliens. Hello, he lived with the Chiss who are aliens! Duh, Borsk! Jag has, well had, four siblings. His older brother and younger sister have died. Five is a lot of kids. My parents, when they were around, would have gone nuts. I need to get some sleep. Time: 1200
I don't have a lot of time. I go into battle soon. I had another chat with Jag today. He said that I needed to be grim. Okay? He's strange, but in a cute way. Hold it right there, Jaina. You are not going to fall for a guy who likes being grim. No way. He may be... gifted in appearance, but I am not going there. Now is not the time.

Time: 1230
Though my parents did... Time: 1245
No. I have to go fight. It WILL NOT HAPPEN. Time: 2000
Anni is dead. She died in battle. I sent a message out to her family. I talked with Anakin. He told me some stuff mom said. Elegos is dead too. So is Daeshara'cor. Corran had a fight. I don't want to talk about it anymore.

Time: 1925

Chewie's funeral was today. It wasn't technically a funeral, more of a memorial service. He has been gone for six months. I sat next to Dad. I tried to help him. I know that it's usually reversed. Lando couldn't make it. I'm not sure why. Aunt Mara is suffering relapse. It's not looking good for her. I hope she makes it. The other people who had this weird disease have died. I know that everyone loses in a war. We lost Chewie, but do we have to lose Mara too? My family has suffered so much. Why? I don't think there is an answer.

After the service, Dad told me he envied 3PO. He wished he couldn't feel. I tried to get him to eat something, but he wouldn't. I saw Malla give him a bowcaster of Chewie's a a really big bag. I did get him to smile. Then we found out that Waroo and Lowie were going to continue the life debt. Dad said no. He was angry about it. I think he felt like Chewie was being replaced. He did say that Chewie died saving Anakin's life, not that Anakin left him. I know dad hasn't talked to Anakin yet. I hope he does soon.

Time: 1234

We left today, a day earlier than planned. Dad got into it with Uncle Luke. Then Dad decided he wasn't going. I took the Falcon back home with mom. Uncle Luke was called the Yavin IV. Mom was really quiet the whole way back to Coruscant. She mentioned that dad was proud of what I had done. I was glad to pilot the Falcon, though. Dad rarely lets other people fly his ship. One day, I want a ship of my own.

Time: 2000

I just talked to Anakin. He said that he found out from Uncle Luke that Aunt Mara is getting worse. I'm really worried about her. I hope she will be okay.

Dad left. Mom went to Ord Mantell, but at least we know where she is. Dad didn't tell anybody where he was going, not even mom. Anakin told me that he went to say goodbye. He said that Dad didn't even take the Falcon. That's weird. I hope he's okay.