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Time: 0945
I'm 17 now. Dad sent me a message, as did mom. I talked to Jacen, but it just isn't the same. Anakin, however, showed up from Yavin IV. He came to my door early yesterday morning and told me since Jacen was with Aunt Mara and Uncle Luke, he had come to be with me. It was sweet of him. I know that I shouldn't be selfish, there is a war going on, but come on! Jacen and I should at least get to see one of our parents! Sometimes I wonder if they really wanted us at all. Time: 1235
It's been awhile. Great news! Aunt Mara is getting better! There was this defector and her familiar gave Dad healing tears. I don't know the whole story yet. I'm just glad she is healing. Plus, Dad and Anakin made up! Dad left, though. Time: 1345
I'm currently on a brief leave from Rogue Squadron. Anakin has been asked to go to Centerpoint Station to activate it. He and Jacen got into a huge arguement about it. Jacen is going with him. I hope that they do the right thing.

Time: 0939
I have a lot of time of my hands write now. I went into EV. It's a long story I really don't want to get into. I have to make this entry a voice recording. I was sent to Duro. I guess Dad is doing refugee work. They couldn't find Mom, surprise surprise. She is never there when I need her. I can't see! I almost DIED!

Calm down, Jaina. There's no sense is getting mad. It won't do any good. Anyway, speaking of my parents, Jacen told me about a HUGE arguement mom and dad had. I guess it was so horrible he won't repeat what they said.

I don't think my family is going to make it through this war.

Time: 2200
I'm on Duro, settlement 32. Blurs now have edges. Some weird worm things were found.

I am about to knock Jacen upside the head. He refuses to use to Force because he is afraid he will fall. Come on, Jacen, stop hiding! Are all little brothers this infuriating? Time: 2230
What a day! We had to evacuate. These mynock looking things were eating away at the door. We have to go through decontamination. Mom showed up. She was here all the time. She and Dad made up, I think. I hope so. Time: 1036
I got my head shaved. So did mom. Mine was chopped short enough because of my accident. I don't like it. I know I had to do it, but I still don't like it. Come on, bald? I'm 17! I shouldn't be bald! Mom shaved her head too! How unreal is that? She's never cut her hair. I remember when Jacen, Anakin, and I were kidnapped, the first night we were all together, mom had us in her lap, her long hair covering us. I remember thinking that it was a blanket that would hide us from the evil people. Now it's gone. Dad walked her to it. He misses it, but he's happier that they are getting better.

There is this annoying Hutt here. He is so annoying. Nobody trusts him. I've been keeping an eye on him some times. He keeps trying to convince me that he wants to hurt the Vong. Yeah, right. Time: 2000
Aunt Mara, Anakin, and Uncle Luke are here. One of the Jedi disappeared. Guess who else is here? Nom Anor. I hate him. He was working for mom, but never was around her so she didn't know he was a Vong. Mara and I escaped from him. Mom is ordering an evacuation. I have to go. Time: 1230
Oh my stars. I'm on the Falcon. Mom might die. She was beaten by the Vong. Jacen decided to use the Force and saved her life. She is so weak. Her legs are covered in blood.

The Duro double-crossed us. They think the Vong won't hurt them. Boy, are they in for a surprise. We were able to get a lot of people off Duro.

Dad is in with mom. I gave her a sedative so she would try to help. I love that about her, but it's going to get her killed. She told me that she was amazed I came back. She knows how upset I am at her. It's hard to be mad at her now. I hope we get to a med center soon.

Time: 1200
Mom will be okay. I am so happy to hear that. She still has to stay in the Bacta Tank, but she will survive. I don't know what I would have done if I lost her. I know Dad would just fall apart. I don't think he would recover. She's going to be fine.

Time: 1745
Kyp is such an idiot. Uncle Luke called the Jedi together for a meeting and what does Kyp do? Go off and leave. He drives me crazy! Sure, I do think that we should be doing something, but Uncle Luke is IN CHARGE.

Anakin had an idea. The Vong are near the Academy. Aunt Mara is going to get ahold of Karrade to get the trainees off the planet. Time: 1800
I hate Borsk Fey'la. I know hate is of the Dark Side, but come on, it's Fey'la. The Bothan deservse to be shot. He SET UP THE JEDI ACADEMY for capture. I am so mad at him. The New Republic has abandoned the Jedi. Fine, it's their own fault. That's why I haven't been called back to the Squadron. It would cause a huge political deal. Ugh.

Oh, yeah. Anakin went to Yavin IV by himself. We can't go after him though. Jacen and I have to go find Booster Terrik to use his Star Destroyer. I told Uncle Luke that if we didn't find him in a week, I'm going to Yavin myself.

There is good news. AUNT MARA IS PREGNANT! Apparently, Jacen already knew. He's known since Duro. I was surprised. Sure, she's in good shape, but isn't she a little old for kids? I'm not going to say anything, though. I like my head where it is, thank you. I hope that the disease is gone for good. Aunt Mara and Uncle Luke need a break. Of course, with this war, that's not going to happen. Time: 2300
Finally found Booster. We made it to Yavin IV just in time. Tahiri was shaped by a Vong. I guess they didn't finish. Anakin teamed up with a Vong. Very strange. The Vong DIED for him. Then Anakin complimented Jacen and I. It was strange.

I have to go. Anakin doesn't know about Aunt Mara yet.

Time: 1330
I flew today. I was bored so I took my X-Wing out. I was out when Aunt Mara called me. Apparently, Uncle Luke is under arrest. He and Aunt Mara decided to leave. The Rogues tried to help. I hate out current Chief of State. I know anger and hate is of the Dark Side, but you can't tell me Master Yoda loved everybody.

To make matters worse, I am currently going after Kyp Durron. Uncle Luke is FINALLY going to do something. Unfortunatly, it means I have to try and convince Kyp to come back. I am not looking forward to it. I don't know what Uncle Luke think's he is going to accomplish. Kyp doesn't listen to anyone.

I am going to get some sleep.

Time: 2000
Wow, a lot has happened. Let me start from where I left off.

I found him. He found something. When the Rogues went to Sernpidal, we noticed something growing, but now... I don't know how to describe it. I took it to the Rogues. The military leaders decided to go after. Forget the politics. They weren't too happy about seeing Kyp. I have had some annoying conversations with him lately. He is so arrogant. Plus, he is attractive and he knows it.

Hold on. Did I just think Kyp was attractive? No, he's not. He's the annoying guy who insults my uncle. Not attractive. No way. Thought erased and gone.

The military mission, right. Okay, anyways, we all flew out to this... thing. I don't know what to call it. Wedge actually flew with me. It was amazing! I couldn't believe it. I was a little rusty, but I think I worked the kinks out. I about died, too. I wasn't scared, more like I accepted it. It's a weird feeling.

Aunt Mara is dying. I felt her during the battle. Right now I am on my way to to see her.

Oh, I saved this for last. I don't want to go back to Kyp, but here it is. He asked me to be his apprentice. I'm MARA'S, not his. Plus, he totally manipulated me into getting the military to go there. He used me. I did, however, insult him and slapped him. I slapped him HARD. He deserved it too. Grrr.

Alright, well, I'm coming out of hyperspace soon. I hope Aunt Mara is okay. Time: 1234
Aunt Mara is okay! My cousin's name is Ben. The disease is completely gone! I'm so happy for her and Uncle Luke! I hope that this stupid war ends soon so Ben doesn't get sent away like my brothers and I were.

Fey'la talked to Uncle Luke. He told Uncle Luke he was no longer under arrest.

I was able to enjoy one of the perks of being an older sister. Anakin kissed Tahirir. I managed to get it out of her. It is so much fun giving him a hard time about it. I love it.

Mom and Dad want me to come eat dinner with them.

Time: 1200
Ben is adorable! Tionne and Kam found somewhere to build a Jedi safe house. It's being worked on as I write this. I am going to run some supplies there later on today. Mom has recovered well. She loves Ben. Aunt Mara doesn't share him that much. It's kind of strange seeing Aunt Mara like that.

I had time this morning to think. I scanned through and found my entries about Jag. I haven't heard from him in long time. I wonder where and how he is? I kind of miss his cockiness. It was... charming.

Charming? What am I thinking? Who knows, Mom and Dad banter like no tomorrow so who knows?

Ack! Jaina, what did I tell you about thinking about that stuff? Don't.

Anyways, next topic. Kyp. I left a red mark on his cheek. Aunt Mara was amused. She's not too happy about Kyp wanting me to be his apprentice.

Time for a supply run! Time: 2300
I caught Anakin and Tahiri. That was funny! They were in a practice room, kissing. It was great! Of course, I had to run away from the fly objects hurled my way.

Supply run went alright. The base is almost done.

Time: 1200

Yesterday was Anakin's seventeenth birthday. Mom and Dad threw a small party for him. I had to find him. I found him in a storage room with Tahiri. Needless to say, they were rather preoccupied. I thought Anakin was going to kill me. It was so funny! Jacen and I will be nineteen soon. The past few years have gone by so fast from the war.

Time: 0850

Jacen and I had our birthday yesterday. I haven't had a chance to write in here for awhile. I've been busy finishing the Jedi Base, Eclipse. Mom is doing a lot better. Her legs aren't weak anymore. Dad seems to be okay again. He has gotten more overprotective, though. I guess that's better than hating everyone.

Time: 1930

Lusa is dead. She was at home; where she was suppose to be safe. A voxyn killed her. The Vong made some new sadistic creature called a voxyn that hunts and kills Jedi. I'm nervous. What if that thing finds us? What if Mom or Ben or Anakin or Jacen are caught by it?

Apparently, the voxyn are clones. We have to kill the Queen, but how?

Time: 0850

We are going after the voxyn queen. Anakin had an idea to take a strike team to Myrkr. I'm going with him. We leave tomorrow. I hope this works. Jacen is coming too. I hope he and Anakin can put their differences aside. If we don't kill the Queen, more Jedi will die.

I hope we all make it back alive.