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Time: 2200
The Ryn sent us to Onadax. Dad and I split up to find out contact. Dad ended up getting throw out of a bar. Go figure. It was definitely staged, though. There was a riot in town. Word on the street was that one of our agents had stolen some money and was trying to leave with it. I don't know where that story came from, neither did my parents. I wasn't able to make it back to the Falcon. I barely made it to the Pride of Selonia before the mob came down on me.
Jag stayed with Tahiri in the med wing. I'm worried about her. I don't want her to wake up alone. He hurried to meet me when I walked in the door. He was worried about me.
We didn't find the Ryn, but Droma found us. He told us that he had been trying to join the Ryn network. He asked if we were going to Esfandia. There is a relay base there to the Unknown Regions. It's under attack. We had no idea. If we don't do something, there is no way for anyone to contact Jacen. They could discover something important or be in need of help and we can't hear it!
We're going to Esfandia.
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Time: 1200
I'm in the med wing with Tahiri. She hasn't changed. She's still in a coma like state. I don't know what to do. I can't let her die. Riina cannot take over her body.
If Riina did take over, would I be able to kill her? Mom told Jag and I about Anakin's vision. Riina would be very dangerous. Would I be able to stop her? She would look like Tahiri, but be Vong. I know that Jag would kill her if necessary. The look on his face had said so after mom told us. I don't know if I could, though.
Jag is with the Twin Suns. I
have two hours until they arrive. I can at least help her. Maybe all
she needs is a little reinforcement.
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Time: 1500
Wow. The events of the past few days were just...whoa.
I'll start at the beginning. I entered Tahiri's mind to try and help her. I saw her fighting Riina. It was unlike anything I had ever expirenced. It was like going through mud. Riina thought me a threat and tried to go after me. I tried to leave, but it was like I was in a mental prison. I couldn't leave. I watched Riina and Tahiri fight. Riina cut off Tahiri's hand, and then hers was gone! Anything they did to the other, they did to themselves!
I didn't know what to do. Then I heard the most wonderful and joyous statement I have ever heard. I heard Jag say I love you, Jaina. Please come back to me... I wasn't sure if he actually said it, but he did!
When I awoke, he was there. I told him I heard what he said. I didn't say I love him back, but he understood. I really do love him. I wish we had figured it out earlier.
Jag didn't have any reservations about the new Tahiri. Riina and Tahiri combined. Its going to take some getting used to.
Tahiri tricked the Vong into letting us go down to the relay base on Esfandia. I guess the Imperials joined the fight. So did the Ryn network. I can't believe they actually have fighters. Droma is the head Ryn. I heard that from Dad, who heard it from Tahiri.
Back to the battle. A group of us went down to the planet. I was injured. My envirosuit failed. I went back to the base with Droma and caught the traitor, Tegg the Ugnaught. I don't know the whole story with him yet. We won, though.
The worst part is that I was hit on the head and am grounded. I am so bored. I helped mom test the transmitor. Mom had gotten ahold of Uncle Luke, Aunt Mara, and Jacen. They found Zonama Sekot and are bringing it back. I don't know any of the details. I wasn't there when they talked. I'll grill Jacen about it when he gets back.
I'm waiting for Jag to finish with the squadron. We haven't seen much of eachother in the past few days. Since I can't fly, he has to do all the squadron work. I feel kind of guilty, but the doctor said probably by tomorrow I'll be okay. My balance is kind of off.
I got all that out. I still don't know everything that happened and quick frankly, I really don't care. Tahiri is fine and we won. I know she is a lot better because she told Jag and I that if Anakin were around, he would tell us to get a room! She's healing. Plus, Jag and I figured out how we really feel about it eachother.
Jag is back. Got to go!
Time: 1500
My so-called "vacation" is over. I wasn't even on Mon Cal two days when I had to leave again. This time, it was for Duro. Force do I hate that planet. It's not even a planet, really. The Duros don't even live on it!
Well, the Duros pilots broke orders and ruined the mission. The attack was a trick to draw away reinforcements from a base. They were slaughtered. I had to stay in formation and watch. It was horrible. If they had only followed orders... Well, there is no sense dwelling on that. There is no time.
Time to revert into real space.
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Time:
2330
This evening, my squadron and I were at a "tapcafe" (so they said) on the Galsol strip. My newest pilot, Raf Othrem, kept toasting everything. It's unfortunate to know that his attitude will change soon. It always does. We start out hopeful, then crash, its a fight just to survive.
Lensi, a Duros I flew with at Sernpidal, blamed me for her people's deaths. Jag and Lowies jumped up in his face. Lowie backed down, but Jag warned him. I don't think he would have done the same for anyone else. Itt's touching, though I can handle myself.
I simply told Lensi that the Duros should have obeyed orders and that I believe Wedge did the right thing. I do. I didn't know either. It was better that way. He left, with the insigna he had ripped off and thrown to me.
I have to admit, Jag did a lot of the talking. He snapped at him about the loses of war. He is right. This is war. Everyone has lost something.
Afterwards, Jag and I left. We walked along the strip for a bit, not that there is anythere or anything. It was just nice to spend a little time together.
I can't believe I thought I didn't want this relationship. What was I thinking?
Well, I guess I have to account genes in it. Let's face it, when it comes to romance, my family is not the greatest. Sure, Uncle Luke can turn Darth Vader, destroy a Death Star, and resurrect the Jedi Order, but when it came to getting married? Clueless. Mom and Dad. Fought for three years, then took forever to get married. Plus, let's not forget the Isolder fiasco. I have to wonder how my grandparents faired. I hoped they got with it faster than their children did.
I need
to sleep.
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Time: 1600
I think the name Solo equals the word captured.
So I will start at the beginning. A huge attack was planned at Bilbringi. There were three group: Wedge, Kre'fey, and Pellaeon. Wedge's group, where I was, would arrive first. The others would be called for. Just our luck, the Vong make some new device and the Holonet is down. Wedge can't call for back up. Plus, the Vong learned Dad's Solo Slingshot. I will never let him forget it.
The skips started sending out grutchins. Wedge ordered us to take them off his hull with our exhaust. The old methods of shocking them doesn't work. Wedge then ordered us two tasks. I sent Jag, Five, and Six to find Kre'fey. He was not happy about leaving me at all. I took the rest of the squadron to find the Golan Battle Station. I found it, alright. I boarded it and was taken prisoner. My squadron was disabled and held too. The crew needed a motivator to use the hyperdrive they had installed. They put together all the ones from our X-Wings. I managed to mess up the coordinates so they had to take out an interdictor. Mom and Dad came to rescue me. It was kind of amusing, actually. Dad knocked out the guy who held a blaster to my head. Everyone was scared of him.
Well, the station saved us all. Pellaeon arrived. I guess the pilot of a TIE with Mom and Dad was killed. I think it was his son. I'm sure of it.
I asked about Jag.
Kre'fey was involved in a battle. I hope Jag's safe.
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Time: 1945
I'm back on Mon Cal. Jag's safe, thank the Force. He came back with Kre'fey the other day. I don't think he's left my side, not that I want him to. Today we were outside in the tide pools. I've been through them before, but today it was different. It was much more beautiful. I have to admit, as much as I hate the Vong, I am glad that in a way, they brought Jag to me.