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Time: 1200

Jag has gone back to the Vanguards. The Twin Suns are filled once again. I've been working my new pilots for hours upon end. Jag runs his squadron ragged too. Of course, they are Chiss, so they are used to it. My pilots are convinced I spend hours concocting ways to torture them.

They'll thank me when they live to see the next fight.

No one has heard from Uncle Luke. I can still feel Jacen, but he's distant. I miss him. Hopefully they will return soon with a way to end this war.
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Time: 1200

I've just returned from our latest battle. Kyp's squadron flew with us. Jag was suppose to. I was sent out before him. Kyp talked to him right before he left. The Vanguards' orders changed. They had to stay on Mon Cal. Something big is brewing. He told Kyp to tell me that he loves me, which brightened my spirits. It always does to hear him say that.

The Vong have a new weapon. Its some strange type of skip. They looked like voxyn. They were hard to kill. The Vong are learning. They've been finding ways to get around our tactics. If we want to win this war, we had better come up with some new ones and fast!

The worst part of the whole ordeal was how much damage the Falcon had. It was in horrible condition! I imagine it still is. No one has heard from them.

I cannot lose my parents. They have to survive. I just can't lose anybody else in this war. It will kill me.

I can't wait any longer. I need to go check again.
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Time: 1300

They still haven't returned.

I had a small argument with Jag. I'm not entirely sure what it was about. It was just plain dumb.

What's going on? Am I pushing him away? Are we falling out of love?

Maybe I'm just too worried. That has to be it. I'm just really worried about Mom and Dad.

Kyp found me. He offered to go with me if I try to find them. I'm not sure if I should or not. I'm not 100 sure of the danger they are in.

I'll wait.
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Time: 0900

Something big is happening. I'm not sure what though.

We had a meeting, the Jedi. Well, the dozen or so of us that could come. If we don't hear from Uncle Luke in a week, we are sending a strike team to Corescant to find the Prophet. Kyp mentioned it was starting to sound like Myrkr. I cannnot do another Myrkr again. I can't. I lost too much to relive it. I hope Uncle Luke contacts us. I don't want to have to do it again.
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Time: 1700

Mom and Dad are finally back. They're safe, thank the Force.

The heretics interupted a huge ceremony and got away with over three hundred Alliance prisoners. The purpose for the sacrifice was for an attack on Mon Calamari. The plans thus far are to divert battle groups so we can retake Corescant.

I think its a bad idea. Corescant is gone. We need to hold what we have.

A lot of beings are going to die. I don't want to lose anyone in my family. Haven't we paid this galaxy enough? My grandfather was Darth krffing Vader! If that wasn't enough, Mom, Dad, and Uncle Luke have given their lives basically to the galaxy. Chewie is dead. Anakin is dead. Jacen is... well who knows about Jacen. I'm basically at the galaxy's beck and call. I hate it all.

What if we win? What am I suppose to do then? I'm a fighter pilot. There is nothing for me to do. All I know is war. What then?

I just don't know.
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Time: 2000

I saw holos of Corescant today. Why are we even bothering? Its not the place I lived. Its a foreign wasteland. Its just not worth it. Let the Vong keep it. We are going to have to do something with them. They can have it.

Of course the High Command isn't taking anything Jacen said into consideration. He was there. He was in the kriffing heart of it. He knows what he is talking about. Plus, that was awhile ago. Its only gotten worse. To be in High Command, is it a requirement not to have a brain or ounce of common sense? No wonder there are so many wars. Stupid beings run everything.

It just isn't worth it.
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Time: 2245

That was way to close.

My brain is frazzled. I'll try to relay this the best I can.

We were rimward of the Tion Hegemony. The Vong armada came out of hyperspace. We jumped to Mon Cal. There were so many Vong ships. I have never seen so many in one place. Intelligence underestimated the amount. I can't even begin to describe all the event. It was so overwhelming.

Cappie was destroyed. I suffered severe damage. At one point, I had three clawcraft on my tail. Jag took care of them for me. Jag saved my life, thank the Force. I'm so glad he is looking out for me.

We were ordered to withdraw. I barely made it.

It's strange to think back. Awhile ago, I would not have minded dying. I would have welcomed it. Now, I'm grateful to be saved. This war has changed me many times over. I went from naive teenager to cocky pilot to dark, depressed, suicidal being to a hardened fighter. I don't know what I am now. I don't think I will ever know.
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Time: 1300

Jag is gone. He left with the Twin Suns and Vanguards. We were able to spend a little time together. I miss him. I hope he isn't killed. I can't lose him.

Please, Jag, where ever your going, come back to me.
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Time: 1420

Jacen is back! He has been gone for almost a year! Uncle Luke and Aunt Mara too. Oh yeah, and everyone else. I'm more happy about Jacen though.

I guess Zonoma Sekot brought them here. I'm on my way. This is one of the longest jumps I've ever done. I can't believe he has been gone so long.

Finally! Time to leave hyperspace!
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Time: 1500

Zonoma Sekot is a strange planet. Its beautiful, but it has to weird effect on everyone. It makes me a little wary.

Jacen has changed... again. I need to talk to him soon. I need to know what's going on with my twin.

Harrar, a Vong priest, ironically, for Yun-Harla, is on Zonoma Sekot. Somehow he is going to help us end the war. I don't know how yet. Details are still sketchy.

Oh yeah, I had to leave my X-Wing in orbit. I'm not very happy about that, although Dad is just irriated to no end at leaving the Falcon.

I'm going to find Jacen.
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Time: 1600

How could I not get at least one seed-partner?

How?

I'm a pilot!

I should have one. It makes sense. I fly. Jacen says that Sekot has something in mind for me. I don't want a planet deciding my fate. I will decide my own, thank you very much and I am going to fly. Whether its my X-Wing or a Sekotan ship, I will be up there, I promise you.
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