This is a bit different from the previous chapter but the next one will be back to normal. Thanks to everyone who reviewed you know who you are so I won't list you Keep reviewing please!! It can be good comments or bad comments I don't mind, remember HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY unless you'll get killed for it, or thrown out of your school/home/country, whatever

Kai's feelings

I don't understand

I'm wondering why

I'm feeling alone

Trying not to cry

I feel no one cares

And they'd rather not see

The one in the corner

The one that is me

I don't fit into groups

Can't talk 'bout their stuff

I'm finding things hard

I'm finding life tough

Nobody knows

How I feel inside

I wish I could talk

I wish to confide

I want to tell you

I want to let it go

I want to feel wanted

I don't want to feel low

I feel so depressed

I just want to scream

I want to wake up

Tell me this is a dream

I feel so down

I feel so blue

I wish I could spill

My secrets to you

I don't want you to crowd

I just want some space

To sort myself out

Coz I'm a disgrace

My best friends all hate me

No care they show

I've let down the team

I want you to know

My life's such a mess

I'm lonely and hurt

I don't know how to cope

I'm feeling like dirt

I hide my true secrets

My feelings aren't told

I can hardly relax

Let my thoughts unfold

I'm worried 'bout tomorrow

I can't sleep at night

I can't move forward

I'm losing the fight

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