Why Me?
Ed's POV
The Emcee: What Ed thinks before his fight with Peter. R&R, enjoy.
Why me? Why did I chose this, to become a vampire? I never thought that it could actually happen. But now... I just don't know what to do. Knowing that I'll die at any moment, whether by Charley's hands or Peter's, it doesn't matter. As I wait in Charley's house, I start to think about if the choice I chose was a good one. Yes, I was an "outsider", not like all the other kids at my school, but I didn't mind it too much. I had Charley there for me. So, did I make the right choice?
No. I don't think I did. But I can't turn back now. What's done is done. Besides, I'm not alone anymore, I'm no longer an "outsider". So why should I complain? I hear foot steps approaching the house. It's almost time to do what I was sent here to do. And still, I am debating with myself. Even though I know it is futile, I cannot help myself.
The door opens and heavy foot steps enter. It must be Peter, it has to be him. Charley's probably off to save his girlfriend. Oh well, it doesn't matter anymore. Nothing matters anymore. He's now coming up the stairs. I get myself ready, knowing that I might not make it. But one question still remains in my head: why me?