SRY UGYS! i have been VERY busy with school, plus i even forgot that i had this going on! well, here is the last chapter! But right after i do this, im gonna make my sequal for this called "How Much For Happy?" it will be AWESOME! and... MORE INTENSE THEN YOU CAN IMAGINE!
Chapter 10: Guilty
Clover Brooks was in her room, packing her things. In no more than 2 hours, she would be in her mom's car, going back to Chicago. She couldn't help but feel the least bit guilty (hence the title of this chapter!) Afterall, he she had stopped Logan from raping her, she wouldn't be in this situation. Clover stopped what she was doing, and went over to sit in her pink air chair, and thought to herself : This is all my fault. None of this would have even happend, if i just didn't insist that i stay in his room. (she started to cry) Im such a slut!
Then she went searching in her luggage bag, that she already packed, and took out a 3 blade razor as she started to cry even more. She knew what she was about to do was wrong, but she had to. She has felt nothing for the past few days, and she longed to feel something, anything, again. She put the razor to her wrist. Just then Zoey cam in "Hey , i thought that i could help you with your lug- OH MY GOD!" Zoey was in shock. She was Clover standing in the middle of her room, with her eyes red and puffy, holding a razor to her wrists. "What are you doing?" Zoey said as she quietly stepped to her troubled cousion, as Zoey gently grabbed the razor away from Clover. "Making myself better." Clover said quietly as she sat back down on her air chair. "Making yourself better- by cutting yourself? i didnt know you were a cutter..." Zoey sid quietly as she sat next to Clover. "I'm not, but i was about to be." Clover said as she put her head in her manicured hands. "Cutting won't solve your problems." Zoey said "i know, but i just wanted to feel something" Clover said, "I have felt nothing but sadness for the past day, since...since...YOU KNOW!" Clover finished as she started bawling, it sort of felt good to get all the tears out again, but crying was nothing new for her. "yes, i know what your talking about. and i'm VERY sorry that your rape happend,. but its not your fault!" Zoey said as she watched her cousion cry. "Yes it is! I agreed to hang out in his room" Clover said as she started to cry harder then she has ever cried before. "No it isnt! you had no idea what was going to happen!" Zoey said, "plus if you commit suiside, you would do more then just kill yourself, you would also kill your kid!" Once Zoey said that, she knew she hit the soft spot in Clover. She stopped crying, the looked up at Zoey. "you'r right. I can't kill an innocent kid." Clover got up, wiped her face free of tears, and said "So, are you gonna help me pack or what?" As Zoey smiled.
2:00 p.m outside the school...
Clover was in the office with Nicole, Dana, and Zoey. Waiting for the office workers to tell her that her Mom was ready to pick her up, and never come back. They waited for 10 minutes till one of the workers notified her that her mom was here.
They walked out of the office, out to the front of the school, then saw a gtreen slugbug waiting for her. "well, i guess this is it" Zoey said as she waved to Her aunt in the car. "Yup" Clover said. she then said "Bye" To Dana and Nicole as she hugged them. Just then Chace (or however you spell his name) came up to her "Hey, take care of yourself ok?" he told her. "Don't worry I will" she said as she hugged him. Just then, she noticed something. Out of the cornor of her eye, she saw Logan stanging a little ways away from them, staring at her. She turned her head to look at him, straight in his eyes. then turned away. She then, climbed into her Moms car. then her mom drove off. She didnt know what was going to happen to her now, but she knows that it must be better than what happend to her...she hoped.
Well, thats it for BTHE! Keep on the lookout for "How much For Happy?" I'm writing it right after i put this up, so i will mka e SURE that i wont forget it! well, thaks for all ur support throught this writing prosess! thanx!