Chapter twenty-four

A/N This time the author's note is at the TOP! Anyways, this chapter is going to be Bubbles' letter to Tino.

Dear Tino:

This whole year you have been very nice and kind to me, considering that you didn't like me the way I did onto you. Thanks for making my first and last graduation the best night of my life. As I will never ever forget it. I will never forget you either. I'm writing to say farewell as we'll never see each other again. I will always love you no matter where I am. No, I'm not moving, and I'm not going to a different school. My time on Earth is coming to an end, but because of that I'm going to a better place to live happily ever after. Since on Earth, no one likes me anyways. There I hope to be happy, and I'll think of you each day. Here's a poem I wrote for you, before when I didn't know you don't like me, I always hoped for this poem to come true.

Hot air balloon

I think that I might fly away, in my hot air balloon,
And hide from worldly worries on the dark side of the moon;
There's but one thing I need before I float into the blue:
I need a sky companion and I want it to be you.

We'll fly beyond the storm clouds and we'll watch from up above,
I'll cover you in rainbows as we feel each other's love;
You'll shower in the stars at midnight in our special place,
I'll dry you with a comet's tail and kiss your beaming face.

Dreamy drifting panorama, changing every day,
Every night your loving smile will be my milky way,
The moon will wane before us, sailing there in heaven's height,
For nothing else can challenge our love's everlasting light.

Venus shining on us, glowing soft at our devotion,
Our daily drifting dalliance in love's celestial ocean,
I'll write you lovers poetry, and you will be my muse;
Orion and Andromeda will oversee our cruise.

We'll sleep with clouds as pillows, maybe steal an angel's wings,
Then fly as magic lovebirds, or slide round Saturn's rings,
And should we tire of drifting and the stars all floating by,
We'll hook onto a meteor and soar across the sky.

Will you consent to be my mate on our celestial ship?
I'm ready, heart all packed with love, to last us for the trip,
Take my hand and step aboard, we're heading for the sun,
We're flying till we find the place where our two souls are one.

I love you Tino, and I WILL miss you deeply, although you'll probably forget me after a couple of months. But no matter what you think of me, I must let you know that I DO love you and I will always say it when you need comfort knowing that someone loves you. Here are just some other poems I wrote, expressing my feelings.

Eternity

I lie in bed at night and pray,

That you will think of me.

I cry until my eyelids close,

And dream-eternity.

I wake to sunlight on my face,

For a moment I forget.

Then a cloud passes by,

And I realize, this is it.

I carry on throughout the day,

Feigning joy, and feeling pain.

I long to gaze upon your face,

And share a smile, an embrace.

The day is drawing to an end,

And still I think of you.

I try to relax, yet in my mind,

I wonder what to do.

So now I lay me down to sleep,

I pray the lord, my soul will keep.

And should you chance to think of me,

Know that I love you-eternity.

Blind

From sunrise to sunset,

Every single day.

You seem to be all I think about,

And all that I will say.

So now I am wondering,

How much I mean to YOU?

Do you ever talk about me,

Do I affect what you say and do?

Then the answer hits me hard,

In the heart and in the eye.

That you don't care at all,

And you would care less if I die.

I bury my head in my pillow,

Now crying day and night.

I don't care about anything any longer,

I'd care less if I lose my sight.

What's the point anymore,

If I am nothing at all to you.

You don't even care that I exist,

Nor that I have feelings too.

You act to be really nice,

Kind and caring to me.

I can't believe I fell for that,

I have eyes, why didn't I see?

Perhaps this question I can resolve,

In my heart I will find.

The answer is simply very clear,

The whole time I was blind.

I feel like hitting myself,

Even though I know why.

I still can't get over you,

To me you're still the best guy!

Because of my stubborn heart,

My eyes still have to suffer.

From your meanness towards me,

But I will try to become tougher.

Hey, have you noticed?

I'm writing this poem about you.

Proves what I say to be true,

You're in everything that I do!

Truth

All those times when I was wondering,

How you felt about me.

Finally one day you tell me the truth,

It wasn't what I hoped to see.

All those months passed just like rain,

With wondering everyday.

The day at grad was really you?

The same with all you say.

During summer I lie on my bed,

Thinking of nothing else but you.

Recalling back to the good memories,

With tears falling down feeling blue.

They say 'last Christmas I gave you my heart,'

'But the very next day you gave it away.'

Even though being far from Christmas,

I still did so even though it's May.

I guess you just didn't want to take it,

At least you don't anymore.

How I long for that very night,

As I did much long before.

They say the truth is always best for you,

It's what I always thought.

But now thinking of how the truth may hurt,

I shouldn't believe how I was taught.

I'd rather be kept in mysteries,

I'd rather wonder everyday.

Than to grasp a heed of the truth,

To hear what you have to say.

You're all of this to me

You're the thoughts that starts each morning,

The conclusion to each day.

You're in all that I do,

And everything I say.

You're the smile on my face,

The twinkle in my eye.

The warmth inside my heart,

The fullness in my life.

I wake to sunlight on my face,

For a moment I forget.

Then a cloud passes by,

And I realize, this is it.

It would take an entire century,

If not then even more.

To forget the individual that you are,

The reasons I admire you for.

You may not realize,

How much you mean to me.

Despite your smile, your personality,

In you there's more I see.

I lie in bed at night and pray,

That you will think of me.

I cry until my eyelids close,

And dream-eternity.

The day is drawing to an end,

And still I think of you.

I try to relax, yet in my mind,

I wonder what to do.

You are all I've wanted,

You are all I need.

You are all I've dreamed of,

You are all of this to me.

Again Goodbye Tino. I know tears will fall down everyday as I think of you…farewell.

Love, Bubbles

(I'll always love you)

A/N Aww…even I'm touched! Sniff, sniff So sad! I'll be like crying thinking of this as I keep on writing the next few chapters. LOLZ!