It Surprises Me

School has started again, so the updates won't come so quickly like you were used to. Thank you all for the nice reviews! I'm very cranky that I can't answer them… Does somebody know why it's forbidden to answer to reviews? Or does somebody know were I can get contact with the operators of this site? I tried to find an e-mail address, but found none… Anyway, here's chapter six, the end is nearing… n.n enjoy!

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Joey's POV

He hates me, he hates me, he hates me... This sentence repeats itself in my head with every step I take. He hates me? He wants me to stay away?… It hurts me terribly. A tear rolls down my cheek. This wouldn't be so hard if I just forgot about Kaiba. That I could throw my feelings away… It's like I'm loving him more then ever. He hurts me, I love him more… That's just stupid.

I'm hurting myself.

"I must make an end to all this." I say silently to myself.

I haven't felt so desperate before in my life… I don't care about anything anymore, I just want it to stop. The only thing I can think of is Kaiba, and he even doesn't want me around... Stay away he says? I'll stay away all right. He'll see me again one more time and then…

Goodbye Joey Wheeler.

I arrive at my home again and open the door. I can already hear my father sleeping on the couch. I quickly go to his room and open his closet. I move some things, reach out for something and quickly put it in my pocket. I close the closet and leave the house again. I rub the tears out of my eyes and look at my pocket.

I'll stop it all with this.

I go back to school and enter the building. The halls are empty and quiet. The lessons have already started. I want to see Kaiba one last time and then… Am I sure I want to do this?... I can't take the pain anymore… So I guess it is then… I sigh loudly and arrive at the door of my class. I knock and open the door. Everyone looks at me as I enter the room.

"You're late mister Wheeler."

"I know, sorry sir… I'm still a little bit sick of yesterday…"

"O yes, that's possible, you can't help it then. Please take your seat mister Wheeler."

I walk to my seat, feeling all eyes are still fixed on me. My eyes trail of to Kaiba. He looks at me too. I sit down at my desk, the teacher continuing the lesson again. Slowly almost everyone looks away. I look at my knees, then at my pocket. It's still there… But this is not a good place… I raise my hand.

"Yes mister Wheeler?"

"Can I go to the toilet sir?" I ask. The teacher raises an eyebrow. "Feeling a little bit sick." I add quickly.

The look on the teacher's face turns to normal again. "Yes, but hurry up then."

I swallow and stand up. "I will sir."

Everyone looks at me again. I open the door and look at Kaiba once more. Our eyes meet.

This is the last time.

I open the door and leave the class, hurrying myself to the boy's toilets. I close the door behind me and walk further till I am in the middle of the room. My hand goes down my pocket and goes out again. A tear rolls down again, another one quickly follows. This is the best thing to do right? I'm not doing anything stupid? He wanted me to stay away right? Well… I-I will then…

The door flies open and I turn around. My eyes go wide.

"Joey!"

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Seto's POV

I hate hime, I hate him, I hate him… I'm trying to get this sentence in my head, but it's like something tries to keep it out. The lesson has already started and Wheeler is still gone… I wonder where he went to… There's nothing wrong with that, I bet there are more people who wonder where he is… But are there more with the same feeling of guilt like me? They always say there's a little step between love and hate.

Am I taking that step?

A knock on the door and Wheeler steps in the room. Inside myself, I let out a sigh. Everyone looks at him, including me.

"You're late mister Wheeler." The teacher says.

"I know, sorry sir… I'm still a little bit sick of yesterday…"

"O yes, that's possible, you can't help it then. Please take your seat mister Wheeler."

Wheeler isn't sick at all. I know that. I know he walked away after I… told him he had to stay away from me… He walks towards his desk. He looks at me and then sits down. The teacher's voice sounds trough the room again and almost everyone stops looking at Wheeler. I keep watching him. The look on his face shows he's very upset… He's hesitating about something. But what? He's looking at his knees, and then his eyes trail of to his pocket. I can see there's something in it.

He raises his hand.

"Yes Mister Wheeler?"

"Can I go to the toilet sir?" He asks. The teacher raises an eyebrow. "Feeling a little bit sick." He adds quickly.

This seems enough for the teacher. "Yes, but hurry up then."

Wheeler stands up. "I will sir."

He walks away from his desk. I look at his pocket, trying to see what's in it. Then I can see it. My eyes go wide for a second and it's like me heart just stopped a beat.

A gun.

Wheeler opens the door and looks at me. Our eyes meet and then he disappears, closing the door behind him. I can't think normal anymore and look at my desk… This is just like that dream I had... The toilets, the gun…

Is he going to shoot himself?

I push my chair away, standing up. The teacher looks at me surprised. I almost run out of class.

"Mister Kaiba what..?" The teacher tries.

"Have to go to the toilet." I say quickly opening the door and closing it again.

I run trough the halls. My mind is racing. I have to stop him… he'll kill himself if I don't do something…

This is my fault.

I arrive at the toilets and throw the door open.

"Joey!"

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End of chapter six! Not very nice of me to stop at a place like this… n.n I'll update as fast as I can, I promise! Hope you liked it and till the next chapter!