I was looking at all the full house fics, and i realized that there are no songfics! If you wrote one, then i missed it.
it's to "Goodbye to you" by Michelle Branch. How DJ felt, the little kid when her mom died.
Disclimer- I own nothing. If I take over the world with all of my toasters then well that's a different story…
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
DJ sat at her desk. Staring at the wall. Her mom. Gone.
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
But, she did cry. She cried long and hard, tears just crawling down her cheeks.
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
DJ wanted to remember what her mom's voice sounded like. She couldn't. For one horrible second, she couldn't remember her mom's voice. But, then it came back to her. She cried out in relief, relief that she could still here her mom's laugh ringing in her ears.
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
Her life wouldhave to start again. Her dad said that her uncle would be coming to live with them, and Joey. That would be okay, but could she let go of the past that easily? could she let go of coming home from school, and not hearing her mom call out to her, to come into the kitchen and have a snack? No. She would never get over that.
And I said,
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
She did love her mom, and always would. Her dad, Joey, or uncle Jesse would never replace her.
still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
How could she survive with out a mom?
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
If she closed her eyes, all she could see was her mom's smiling face.A smile that she would keep with her for the rest of her life.
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
"Goodbye mom," she said aloud.
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
DJ wanted her mom back, she needed her mom back, to rais her, to take care of her...
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
But she would get over it. She would, eventually. She promised her mom, her mom in heaven, that she would get over everything and just be herself. Her smart, funny, self. She could hear her dad calling from downstairs. "Just a minute dad!" she called back. She looked out the window. "Goodbye mom," she said again, and this time it was for real. DJ smiled, and went downstairs to join her family.
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star.
snifsnif so sad...
hm... what other songfics should I do?
RR and Tell me!