If Only I loved you More
By: PyrokineticFeral
Disclaimer: I dont own any characters in this story, but I do own the ideas.
Authors Notes: Ah, testing week is finally over and spring break has arrived. Along with spring break, came many new ideas! I hope you all enjoy them. I've decided to reply to the reviews before I start the chapter this time. I hope no one minds.
Review Replies: To my newest reviewers, Kakarots-Frying-Pan and akuma-river: Im glad you both came across the story and Im glad you've enjoyed it! Kakarots, I hope you check out my other Gravitation fics, once I get them up :), akuma-river, your starting to figure things out so soon!
Syaoran is kawaii, Yeah, the article really played with Yuki's mind. It goes to show that the media really can ruin things...keep an eye out for more camera men...
Uncertainty, Gasp! Hiro is gone...but him going to New York is very important, you'll see it all fall into place.
Kitty in the Box, Kitazawa will never die! Atleast not until the end of the fic .
Swang, Guren, DarkMetalAngel of Destruction, here are your updates!
Chapter 5
Crashing Down Around Me
Shuichi stood infront of the microphone with a depressed look on his face, staring off into space. Tatsuha had convinced him to not go visit Yuki, but every bone of his body was telling him to dash out and visit his lover.He needed to be there with Yuki, let him know that Shuichi needed him.
If only K hadnt been standing at the door with a gun.He began to consider the option ofrisking his life in an attempt to fight K for his gun and make a break for it.
He had finally had all the details to his plan worked out but then,his cell phone rang. By the ring, he knew who it was. It was his best friend.
"Shuichi" Hiro spoke. Wherever he was, it was loud. He could hear many different voices talking in the background. Most of them were in english."We need to talk".
"Hiro, where are you? We need to practice" Shuichi said into the phone. They had a concert coming up in less than two days. They had alot of work to do.
Suguru moved out from behind the synthesizer and closer to Shuichi, to try to listen in on the conversation.
Sakano took off his glasses and wiped them against his jacket, already beginning to have a nervous break down. Something was wrong, he knew it. He could feel it.
"I wont be able to make it to practice...or to the next concert." Hiro stated "Ayaka asked me to come to New York with her last night, and I just couldnt say no" He felt bad letting his best friend down, but he was sure Shuichi would understand. Shuichi had been willing to give up everything to be with Yuki.
It was because of that, that Hiro was sure that Shu would understand how he felt about Ayaka.
Shuichi stared with wide eyes. First, he was attacked outside his "Home", then Yuki gets mad at him, then Yuki got raped..and now his best friend had left him.
"Hiro..." he said quietly, glancing down.He was quiet as Hiro continued to speak on the phone, then he quietly hung up.
K lowered his shades and rested his rifle against his shoulder. "Well?"
"Hiro...quit the band"
Sakano dropped his glasses and quickly bent over to pick them up. "H-he what? Oh dear..today cant get any worse!" But indeed, it did, for the next cell phone to ring was Sakano's, and it was Tohma on the other line.
Nervously, he answered the phone. He rarely spoke, but nodded many times. Finally, the call ended with a "yes sir" and Sakano looked to Shuichi.
"Mr. Eiri Yuki wants to see you" Sakano told the pink haired musician.
Shuichi nodded once, confused. Was Yuki no longer mad at him?
K allowed him to leave, so Shuichi raced towards the hospital and didnt even bother asking what room Yuki was in. He simply went door to door to door until he saw his lovers name across the door.
When he came to the door, he stopped for a moment to listen in. Yuki was saying something to Tohma, and Tohma for once, was protesting. He opened the door just a bit, and peeked inside. "Yuki?" he said gently.
Tohma looked up and sighed. "I will come visit later Eiri" Tohma spoke, before leaving the room.
Shuichi stood at the foot of the bed, looking at Yuki, smiling gently. "I was so glad when you said you wanted to see me I thought you-"
"Shut up"
Shuichi quickly shut up and blinked "But Yuki I thought you-"
"I wanted you to come so I can tell you to get your things out of my apartment. I dont want you there anymore. I dont want to see you anymore period."
"W-what?"
"You heard me. I want you gone. For good this time Shuichi"
"But I-" Shuichi protested, but was silenced by Yuki as he threw the news paper containing the article of Shuichi and Tatsuha in the car together.
The paper hit Shuichi in the face, and warm tears sprung to his eyes. So Yuki had finally had it, and with Hirogone, he really had no one now.
Silently, he nodded. "Okay Yuki, you'll never see me again. I promise". He kept his head lowered, staring at the ground for a moment.
Yuki was suprised. Shuichi wasnt fighting back. He was actually giving in. He let Shuichi leave, and remained silent, listening. He was sure he'd hear the boy outside crying, but he didnt.
Shuichi was really gone.
A/N: Shuichi Shindou goes missing. Yuki realizes his mistake. Hiro gets into trouble while in New York. Stay tuned for more Drama!