Forbidden Love

Chapter: Prologue. This is very short.
Series: Gorillaz.
Rating: PG-13 for this chap. M for the next.
Warning: Foul language, very light angst, and slash (Murdoc/2D) in future chapters. Also some hints of Murdoc/2D in this chapter. If you don't like Yaoi, leave now. This is half love half erotic… Errrr… Yeah.
Disclaimer: I don't own Gorillaz. I only own some random characters I might put in this story later on. Gorillaz copyright to Jamie Hewlett and Damon Albarn.

----------------------Prologue: Pain and Pills-------------------------

Murdoc…. Murdoc…. Murdoc…

Why couldn't he get that name off his mind? It could never be… It would never happen… So, why did he think about it so much? The young man sobbed into a pillow that was on his large purple bed. 'Why doesn't he love me? Why? Why?' His mind screamed with anger. 'Why can't you see it, Murdoc? We were meant to be…" The younger man was in love, though his secret crush could never know of this… If Murdoc knew… He'd be dead…

He knew Murdoc only used him for his singing and as a personal punching bag, but… Why was he so attracted to the older man? The man never took showers, he smelled like the bloody landfill out back, he constantly slept with women; he was a Satanist, and most of all he was…

Murdoc… It must be his tongue. Or his devilish smile. Or his mismatched eyes, the way you could stare deep into them and know what Murdoc was thinking and how he felt. 'GOD! STOP THINKING!' his mind yelled. Though he couldn't stop thinking… He loved the bass demon player.

'SHUDDUP! SHUDDUP! SHUDDUP!' His mind screamed. Though his heart screamed 'I LOVE YOU MURDOC!' He looked at himself in the mirror. "Stuart Tusspot, you've got to stop takin' all them pills…" The man gripped his spiky blue hair and sighed. '2D, you got yourself in a mess, now… What are you going to do?' 2D's mind questioned. "I'm going to Disney world." 2D replied stupidly.

Stu-pot couldn't help but stare at himself in the mirror. His blue hair sticking up in all sorts of directions, messed up more then usual. His face tear stained, his cheeks red and puffy. His eyes were still wet from crying. A tear ran down his cheek. "Look what you're doin' to me Muds… You don't deserve me… I'm too ugly for you…" 2D choked as he sobbed falling to the floor gripping his knees close to his chest rocking back and forth for comfort.

"I love you… I love you… I love you… Though you don't love me…." 2D moaned as he sobbed uncontrollably. Pills… Pills…. Where the Hell were his pills? They always calmed him down. 2D shook fearfully as he opened up his pill bottle and popped them into his mouth.

One pill, two pill, three pill, four. It was like a Dr. Suess book. The more he hurt inside the worse he looked on the outside. He needed them, they saved him. He'd be dead by now if he didn't have his colorful M&M like pills.

2D sighed as he laid on his floor staring up at the ceiling. He stared at one imperticular spot on the ceiling thinking by just staring at it enough it would disappear.

Darkness… All 2D could see was darkness…. His eyes were heavy they started to close. "Night Muds…" Stu-pot whispered as he fell asleep dreaming about the shaggy black haired bass player. 2D knew it would never happen, Murdoc was straight as lined paper. Though still… Why couldn't Muds see it? They were meant to be…