Darkstar: OKAY I have now decided that KAI AND STEPHANIE WILL BE A SERIES! I cannot say how many fics this will be tho… so here is a mid songfic on what happens when Kai leaves…...for good….


It was dark and stormy, Kai's Funeral had ended 2 hours ago and Stephanie was depressed… really depressed, she had a black dress on and her hair was black. Black nail polish also

Crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

"Kai… Why did you leave me…." She said as she cried tears strolling down her cheeks

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/I can't seem

When she closed her eyes she could see Kai and her together again, he was behind her pushing her on a swing

To find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure

She opened her eyes… she knew what she had to do….

Crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

She got off of her bed and went to the kitchen. And grabbed something….

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
distracting/reacting
against my will I stand beside my own reflection
it's haunting how I can't seem...

She went outside to the playground where her swing was and thought back to that moment

To find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure

But she continued walking and climbed up to the tower where her and Kai always sat and talked while they just looked down at the town

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

she looked down at the wet town and just stared… tears still strolling down her cheeks

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing confusing what is real

she took the item and slit her wrists and smiled.. she was soon going to be with Kai… once again looking down at the town with that… a drop of blood strolled down her hand as a tear strolled down her cheek

there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing what is real
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/confusing what is real

she fell down… a smile on her face… her eyes closed… blood spilling out of the wound… she was finally with Kai…


SO! how was it? Please REVIEW! I NEED TO KNOW IF I SHOULD CONTIUNUE OR NOT!