Chapter 2

Recap - "Ginny," was the sole thing he said to her as he fumbled with his jean pockets. 'Ignore it and it will go away. Ignore it and it will go away', she kept repeating in her mind. "Ginny, please, listen to me," Ginny reluctantly turned to face him, realizing then how close to her he was shivers rolled up and down her spine. "I have nothing to say to you Harry. Goodnight,'' the young red head said before dashing up the stairs. Shocked, Harry turned around and flopped onto the couch, dismissing her behavior quickly he began thinking of his secret lover. Little did he know while he sat there thinking of his lover, the youngest Weasley lay crying in her room, yearning for him, his love, his touch.

The early morning light seeped through the small cracks of the 5th year girls dormitories as all but one seemed to be awake. All night the youngest Weasley had sat up, crying tears of hate and betrayal. 'Of all people to get hurt by, it had to be him' she said to herself before finally dozing off mere hours ago. But now morning was here she seemed to be spellbound to the land of dreams, but for her, they are not dreams but of memories, flashing before her eyes of Harry…of his lover.

"Gin, Ginny, wake up," one of her dorm mates Jenna called, throwing a pillow at her motionless body. The brunette approached the bed, wondering what to expect – was her roommate sleeping or was she pretending? Finally realizing the girl was asleep she pounced on her roughly in hope to get her friend up. "GINNY WAKE UP," she yelled at the top of her lungs. "Get lost Jenna, I'm asleep," Ginerva said, in a tone so soft Jenna barely heard it. "Fine, don't come crying to me when Snape takes 200 points of you for being late to his class,'' she said as she strolled out of the room, leaving the red head to her bed.

Hours later Ginny finally awoke and hopped out of bed. 'Screw Snape, that greasy haired git' she thought to herself as she made her way slowly to the large bathroom. Turning on the hot water and disposing of her night clothes, Ginny stepped slowly into the shower, relaxing instantly as the soft blanket of water overcame her body.

Without realizing it Ginny began to sing 'You have got to have the greenest eyes I've ever seen and when I wake from dreaming, I am screaming out your name'. She continued until she had sung the entire song, not even realizing that somehow it was making her think of Harry and his seductive green eyes.

She moved swiftly over to the large mirror in the bathroom as she looked at her appearance, wishing she could somehow change it – hoping it would somehow change the way things were in her life. She knew though that it would not now and would not ever.

Draping her green silk robe over her body, Ginny emerged from the bathroom, not noticing a sealed letter sitting on her bed. 'I think I'll go to the library' Ginny thought as she pulled on a set of clean clothes. Grabbing her second hand leather satchel Ginerva headed towards the library, her hair still dripping wet.

"Good afternoon Ms. Weasley," Madam Pince said as she slid through the old wooden doors. "Afternoon ma'am" Ginny said politely, heading towards the back of the library to her favorite spot. Placing her satchel down on the small table residing next to the leather lounge Ginny made her way over to the muggle section of the library, in search of a good romance novel to keep her mind off things.

Deciding on a novel called "A Guy like Tyson" the red headed girl sat down comfortably and opened to the first page. She read for 20 minutes straight, without interruption until a small first year came upon her, requesting her assistance to find a book called "A journey through time". Sitting back in her comfortable position she failed to realize the male staring at her from a distance not to far away, his eyes peering at her for moments on end where he ceased to blink.

"His eyes told her everything, they couldn't lie to her" a silky voice read from behind. Frightened, the younger girl turned around and found herself face to face with somebody whom she least expected….

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