Disclaimer: For Chps 1-to the end of the stories..
I don't own the char of JKR aka Harry Potter Co. I do own the poems before and after the story. Thanks.
Notes: Thanks SO much for the reviews! Especially TEENY-WEENY! Responses at the end. :
"..." Other char. Talking
'..' is harry's thoughts...
Note: he is talking/thinking but when other are talking the ('...') is when he's thinking to himself while they're talking. Also a lot of this is what is happening and his thoughts jumbled together somewhat. It's going to get clearer as it progresses, just he's still in the "Dursley" mindset...it could get worse, but...who Knows? I DO have some twists in store for Mr. Potter in the future. I CAN say this much, I'm not really inclined to DARK! Harry so i'm sorry for those who envisioned a Dark! Harry.
Chapter Four
Previously:
I take my wand out and say the words, hoping I was just dreaming. " I solemnly swear I am up to no good"
I smile...at Msrs. Prongs, Padfoot, Moony...and "wormtail.
The day.
has just begun.
So it had, as Dumbledore in all his false authority stepped into the office..Irony bites.
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Holding fast
the column grows
this sorrow unleashed
i wish upon none
this writing muse
has stripped clean the barrier
a self infliction
i noticed
and it fell apart
this machine
is broken
don't look for the pieces
i've lost all of them
this singing prelude
to the fall
a warning to you
the ghosts of my memory
this labryinth of disgust
and self-hatred
Now..On to the Story..(Cheerio)
"Mr. Potter," began Dumbledore.
Old Coot...
"...must...not...caught...wandering...
"...sir..."
Liar. It's all your fault...right?
"...Good Night."
Snape stalked inside the small room as Dumbledore walked out humming. He stared at me, I could tell he wanted to give me detention...it didn't matter.
Why...
He stared at the old parchment in my pocket but whisked away as I followed him. He mentioned something but I was busy watching the portraits...
so active and
talking.
The ringing...the laughter...
darkness...
Falling...
"NOT HARRY!...
Take him and Go...he's here...go..."
A bright light exploded on my eyes. I opened them and saw a sterily clean room, and a nurse in the back of the room murmering to herself inside a closet.
I groaned..the Hospital Wing.
I had closed my eyes in my despair, not seeing Madame Pomphrey walking briskly to my side until...
"Mr. Potter, so good of you to awaken...
passed out...wouldn't...
up...
Professor...
brought...
here..."
I still had my eyes closed. For a moment, i could still hear the laughter echoing. I wanted to grab my head in pain, but I just stared at the nurse blankly. If I squinted hard enough, i could see red hair and green eyes and a gentle smile...but it never was.
the pictures...they haunt my memories...
red hair, green eyes
messy black hair, grey eyes...
red eyes...
death.
blood.
pain...
"go...Be careful Mr. Potter." said the nurse dismissing to my first class.
If only I could run away from my mind.
Peace begotten into hell
"Potter...Potter.." whispered a voice next to me in Potions. I was concentrated on the swirling colors, magic blending with the ingredients.
I don't listen to Malfoy, not at all. All I see is an older face holding me down, killing me. It's all dream...It's all dream, I'm supposed to convince myself...but it doesn't work.
Whatever he said, he smirks and turns away. I'm lost again. But I know somehow what to do.
A sight to fall, a tall tower and rushing winds.
It's not a bad idea...not yet.
"Our celebrity...mix...potions..."
'Slut...whore...
"Dismally completed...
'Stay still...rip...tear...
They combine...the voices...it's all the same. I see the look in the eyes of group in the back, the same glint in...His...eyes. I blink and turn away. Suddenly...
Hogwarts...seems...
hollow and sinister...
I can almost feel the empty wind...
it's coming...
something...is going to..find me...
kill...
me...
it's all over...
is it?
End of Chapter.
do not wander
nor linger in these lines
i've fallen
this you know
so leave now
these words were not meant
to be seen
to be spoken
just falling verses
of a broken
child.
Now Responses:
Teeny-Weeny: I LOVE YOU! As soon as I read your review I decided to start this story up again, I had almost given it up. I was working on my other fic Firestarter (18 chps!) so I finally decided to return to this one. I WAS thinking of D/HP, but now Im not sure, i have some twists in store for harry. He's more broken than he seems, but he'll get through. I had this chapter written before, but it was deleted; which sucks cuz i had explained how he knew about the map. In this one i hinted it a bit. You'll find out next chapter for sure. Thanks for the review!
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