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Chapter 10: For Love

I watched his face grow distant as he watched the horizon fall. His bangs blew softly with the breeze and I knew one thing. I didn't regret ever loving him…this was truly the boy and man I fell in love with.

"What did that mean?" I asked softly. My voice brought him back to life and I stepped into the arms that opened for me. I slowly pushed my cold face into his chest and listened to his heartbeat while waiting for his answer.

"You already know," he whispered holding me close. I accepted that for now…because whatever it was I couldn't doubt his love for me… I had to trust it! I felt him move and I clung on to him making him glance down at me with questioning eyes.

"Let's stay like this a moment longer…" I begged. I knew at home with the supervision of his mother and her spies we wouldn't be touching at all.

I felt him hesitate and then nod slowly. He readjusted himself to accommodate me more and I pressed my warmer check back onto his warm chest. Here by the ocean I was content…content to be in his arms…because I never did know when tomorrow might ever come...

I felt his shiver and felt guilty as he had wrapped the blanket around me before we came down. I took off the blanket around me and threw it over him.

"You're not cold?" He asked watching my movements.

I smiled "Of course I am but you're here to warm me up" I pressed my body into his and felt his warmth envelop me.

"You want to head home?" Syaoron asked finally after the skies darken considerably.

I nodded with a sigh and got up waiting for him to do the same.

When he stood I pressed my self against him again and we walked back towards his car.

In the car there was nothing but silence and I couldn't help but glance at him. He smiled back and I leaned on him with a grin of my own…

"You could always move in…" I suggested

He braked and I pushed my arms forward to steady myself. He was faster and before I knew it his mouth was pressed to mine. My surprise wore and I kissed him back…for a reason unknown to me heh!

"What was that for?" I teased

"I'm moving in!" He stated and I laughed. He had been waiting silently for that invitation and now he got it!

A long Honk brought me back out of my dreamy romance and back on the road. I let out a burst of laughs as I realized he had stopped right in the middle of the road to kiss me.

He grinned as well and sped ahead…but for the rest of the ways he held my hand and a constant grin on his face.

He dropped me off at my house first and I looked at him. He smiled and brought his lips to mine in a small caress.

"See you later…"

I nodded and waved goodbye as I opened my door and let myself in.

"Sadako are the two asleep?"

Sadako nodded with a smile and I headed up to see my two angels. When I peeked in both was asleep with a smile.

"Night…" I whispered and crept out to my own room. Falling on my queen-sized bed I let my muscles relax and crawled under my covers. Tomorrow was going to be a long day and I didn't want to wake up late.

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I awoke and groaned. I had just left a good dream when my body told me it was time to get breakfast and pack those two kids to school.

With a sigh I headed to the bathroom. It was hard being a housewife as well. I was extra surprised when the kids were already awake inside the bathroom so I did what a good mother would do and went downstairs to prepare breakfast. Zang Zi had been a lot happier with me around more. Usually when we lived alone she'd never see me or get breakfast. She enjoyed having me home and I was happy to also be home with her. With a family I wanted to create.

I snapped out of my daze when the doorbell rang. Opening the door Syaoron leaned down to kiss me.

"Morning" I murmured and rushed him in. "Breakfast is just in the process of getting done"

"Good I thought I missed it" Syaoron said and dragged his duffel bag in.

"When are you…"

I looked at his face and I knew his mother had refused him to move out with me. I brightened up and pressed a kiss on his lips. "That's okay love…we have tonight"

He smiled with a glint of mischief.

"Later" I laughed and headed into the kitchen to see the two settling down.

"Morning" they both said and jumped up to give their father a hug when they saw who accompanied their mother in the dining room.

"How are my little devils?" Syaoron asked

"Give mommy a hard time?"

"Only as much as she deserves!" they said and sat back at their places.

"That's my kids!" Syaoron said sitting in his designated spot.

I brought in breakfast and shot a look at Syaoron who smiled back.

"Rooting the kids on again?"

"Not really" Syaoron said looking away.

I smiled "Well let's see you spend one day with them then!"

"I just meant…" Syaoron said abruptly.

"I know" I smiled "Hurry kids...I can't send you if you're going to spend extra long with breakfast.

"Mom!" Xaio Rei pouted, "you promised to meet Mrs. Zen today!"

"And I will" I looked at him "If you hurry…"

I smiled and looked as he paced himself to a faster pace. Zang Zi smiled slightly and kept eating as well. She was coming along very well with a brother to cling onto. I had already heard rumors that they were inseparable at school…even if this was still the first week. Those people who had nothing better to do than gossip had spread it even to my ears.

Xaio Rei had come a long way from the quiet whimpering boy I met months ago.

He had grown so accustomed to calling me mother that I hadn't the heart to tell him that I wasn't anymore. Besides I saw him as my son with each growing day and loved him with all my heart as he leaned against me each night and I read them stories.

"Done!" Xaio Rei said and I stood finished as well. I checked the time and smiled as I picked up the dishes. While passing by Syaoron I leaned down a placed a kiss on his closed mouth. I felt his tongue flick against my lips and I pulled away with a reprimanding glare.

As I washed the dishes I made sure everything was good and ready before I saw to it that both my children were ready. I looked at my attire and was satisfied with the simple pink Chinese dress I wore. Walking to the nearest mirror I quickly did my hair and slid a jacket over myself.

"Let's go," I said ushering them out of the house.

"You!" I pointed at Syaoron he grinned slightly as I pointed at him.

"I will call you and you will answer and tell me what Xaio Rei and Zang Zi wants as a birthday gift for tomorrow"

"I will ma'am," Syaoron said standing straighter and doing a silly salute.

I shook my head and listened to his musical laughter as I hurried to catch up with my two kids.

"Fine day isn't it?" a woman said walking a little girl as well.

"Yes fine" I smiled and shook a finger at Xaio Rei and Zang Zi to stop at the end of the block.

"I couldn't help but notice that that's Mr. Li's son isn't it? Are you the fiancée I've been hearing about of the maid?"

I should've known that it was just another hungry-for-gossip person.

"I'm actually his aunt," I said

"Oh…I didn't know"

I smiled "I figured you wouldn't…"

"That's great!" The woman said "So you're walking him to school…is that your daughter?"

"Yes she is…"

"How peculiar…she looks like Young Master Li as well…"

"Does she?" I held my voice at an edge and she got my drift by stopping her questions.

"You are beautiful…which family do you descend from?"

"I'm not Chinese," I said politely and I breathed a sigh of relief as we reached the school g round.

"Oh? You are…"

"Japanese" I replied and looked at her.

"You have such beautiful eyes"

"Thank you…" They were also my deadliest trait I was given. Innocence was a trait that fooled my enemies well…who would think such a sweet girl as myself was a killer…very few.

Xaio Rei ran up to me and bowed to the lady politely "Let's go" he said

I smiled and excused myself thankfully. I walked up to the person Xaio Rei was pulling me towards and paste a smiled on my face.

"Hello, I'm Xaio Rei's Aunt…"

"Oh! You must be the person he keeps talking about…I'm Mrs. Zen"

"Nice to meet you as well…I just wanted to meet you and see to my nephews education…you know the Li expect the best…"

"Of course…" She blabbered on and I pretended to listen and smile but I knew she was scared to loose her job. That was how the poor were. They always tried to please the rich to escape and I knew that was how my mother, sister, and I used to live to try to survive.

The bell rang thankfully and as I walked away I could already tell I was the latest gossip as I walked passed and every woman looked me up and down to judge me. I kept my appearances so of course I couldn't be marked down for that. I also opened a friendly smile to anyone who looked my way to keep the friendliness open.

I picked up my cell and dialed home.

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A/N: All right from this point of the story to the end it may not ALWAYS BE SAKURA TALKING AND NARRATING SO PAY ATTENTION!

It may sometimes come from SYAORON! HE'S THE ONLY OTHER ONE!

If you pay attention to the ….POV then you'll know whose talking!

Syaoron POV

I waited for her to come home after I finished unpacking my clothes. I sighed and slipped onto her bed. I thought about tonight and how I definitely wanted to take her here…moaning my name and rubbing against me in pure heat.

I groaned as the images passed through my head. I had to control myself before I got hornier than I was.

Looking out the balcony door I made a decision. I'd call my old buddy Xin.

"Wassup?" I said after I heard his voice

"Xaio-Lang?"

"Hell yeah…who else man?" I said with a grin.

"I can see ya totally grinning!" his voice said, "Where are ya?"

"Hong Kong" I said

"Back home? WOW! How is the queen and her faithful pet?"

I laughed that's what Xin and I referred to my mother and younger brother Xaio Ru because of their personalities. "Still groveling to them" I said

"Oh!"

"Where are you man?" I asked

"South Korea! I'm making it big with the Black Wolves here"

"Black Wolves?" I asked

"Hella Yeah! It's a gang over here! I mean they rule like half of this whole country…we're everywhere…I mean if you weren't shacked up with Suki I'd have ya join me!"

"Actually man Suki died moths ago…" I said more seriously

"Oh! Man I'm sorry! I feel ya…I mean I thought there could be no one else after Xue Er died but I came here and found a cutie name Kim Heejin…"

"But?"

"She's some else's man…my heart feels so dead like a hollow tree right now…and every time I see her…"

"Hey no worries…I mean I know this cutie I could hook ya up with…She's actually like my kid babysitter"

"What's her name? Send her pix!"

I turned around and saw her outside gardening. I snapped a quick picture when she looked up with a smile and sent it fast.

"Wow! Damn…what's her name?"

"Sadako…Kazuya Sadako" I replied with a smile

"Damn I gotta come back…lithe body…curvy…proportioned…nice smile…black hair with brown streaks…brown eyes…MY TYPE!"

I laughed "listen I got a reason to call ya up1"

"Oh…sorry…what is it?"

"Well the queen won't let me marry a girl I want…"

"Ya want me ta sneak ya out of China huh?"

"Yeah and get me back to Japan…" I concluded

"Who is she and why is she NO-NO?"

She's Suki's sister…"

"Man you intermarrying?"

"Kind of…but I finally found out she's the one man…I mean I said I loved her casually and she don't believe me yet but I think we can fit it all out I mean…My son loves her and I got a daughter with her I didn't even know about…"

"WHOA! Slow down…you got a kid with her how? So soon?"

"No…you see before Suki and me were married she said that we slept with each other and she wound up pregnant but kept it from me…"

"Wait a sec…ya didn't know ya slept with her?"

"No idea until a few weeks ago…"

"Damn ya! That's so scandalous!" his voice said with a tease

"I didn't know and sides I know she's the one…after so many months with her I know I want her but my mother wants me to marry Zhou Wei!"

"Zhou Wei? I thought ya ditch that bitch years ago?"

"I did but she's back in the picture when the queen heard of Suki's death…and she wants her wonder dog to marry the woman I want!"

"Oh Hella no!"

"Hell yes that's what she wants to pull…so I need ya to get us out of here…"

"All right…you gonna tell here?"

"No…I'll just kidnap all of them and bring them away…"

"That ain't to romantic…"

"No but it's good!"

"Yeah…just come to South Korea by tomorrow night and I got ya'll hooked up!"

"Thanks man I owe ya one"

"You do...how bout that sweet gurl Sadako?"

"We'll see if Xaio Rei will part…"

They both laughed and hung up.

As soon as I was off my phone rang again and I smiled. I changed my voice into sexy hunk then answered.

"Yes darling?"

A giggle was heard "Xaio-Lang that was SO sweet!"

Disgusted as I realized who it was and a sneer replaced my smile

"What do you want Zhou Wei?"

"You're mother volunteered you to take me shopping"

"Oh yeah…well I volunteered Xaio Ru" I hung up and my phone rang again.

"WHAT!" I asked irritated

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Sakura POV

I heard him shout at me and I blew up. This was the third time I called him and when he finally answered he yells at me?

"Bastard" I said coldly "I call three times just to hear that greeting! That's fine then the birthday presents will all come from me!" I hung up the phone and threw the phone back into my bag in anger. Damn man! If he were a man he'd call back and apologize by now!

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Syaoron had his own damn pride but he swore loudly as he realized he got irritated with the wrong woman he'd better find her and explain but when he ran out of the front door he saw her stalking home. With a sigh he ran back inside and when she walked in locking the door behind her she headed upstairs.

"Think Syaoron!" Syaoron said softly as he heard the predator approaching.

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I opened the door and saw him standing there. I dropped my bags and everything heading in a straight line to him. He masked his fear quick and I smiled an innocent one. I could tell how he reacted that he liked the stalking one better.

I threw my hand out and swung it back.

As I thought his body reacted and he flinched his eyes closed. What I really did? Why I threw myself on him and sought his mouth to taste.

Realizing this to he quickly wrapped his arms around my waist and grinded softly against me. With my own smile I pushed him down on the bed and kissed him with s drugging kiss. Swirling my tongue into his mouth I felt his tongue pick up the movement and mate with mine. I heard him groan and moved my knee to his horny self. Pressing it lightly there I saw him glance at me in surprise and my innocent eyes started back with a grin.

"You witch!" he mumbled and tugged on me. Purposely I let my elf fall on top of him and angled my boobs to fall onto his face.

PERFECT

He mumbled something about heaven and contented himself with pushing his hands into my dress. Flipping myself on the bottom I looked at his desire filled eyes and felt a grin come onto my face. I couldn't help it. Here he wanted it and I would win!

HA

With an innocent look I cowered by looking away and pushed up lightly against his arousal. He groaned another long one and grunted as he rubbed his hard self against me. I forced a blush onto my face to gain a grin on his face and I let him suck on my nipple while I squirmed a little fake…okay maybe it affected me just a little…A LOT but I still faked half of it out…

When he attempted to move lower I rolled him underneath and left. When he looked at me as his passion covered eyes unclouded I could see his disappointment.

"You should be glad I came to pick you up to go shopping with me," I said with an emotionless voice. It was hard to hide my grin but a professional like me did it!

"You are so mean!" he said and crossed his arm in a stubborn boy way…

"Are you coming or not?" asked

That did it and he grumbled the whole way there hiding his erection.

When a driver came to pick us up in the Li limo I let him go first and shook my head as he placed his hand over his erection in an attempt to hide it.

"You want me to get rid of it?" I asked innocently

"You might as well since you caused it," he snapped

I looked up offended but his glare softened.

When the driver closed the door I held his hand and leaned against him. I pulled out a pocketknife and he moved away.

"Hey! You had better not cut my baby off"

I frowned at him and he saw my put it away. I started to fondle him and it sprang more to life in my hands. He groaned and asked if I was trying to get rid of it or make it harder to hold.

With a sigh I bent down to unzip his pants and move his boxers aside.

"Oh hell yeah" Syaoron said as his length came out and I looked at it. He reached for me but I pulled away from him.

"Not bad "I concluded looking at his length. Slowly I traced his length with my lip and he swore.

"For Chris sake Saku just…"

I cut him off when I opened my mouth for him to plunge in. He let a sigh of relief out as I took him fully into my mouth. This was actually the first time I had to do this so I was unsure…because if the many roles I played I never went far enough with them then given them a good touch of places before they died…

As I experimented I noticed the harder I sucked and the more I used my tongue the more he like…finally I felt him swear and tasted something salty inside my mouth… I quickly removed my mouth and used my hands to get him off. When he finished I reached for a tissue and wiped it clean before tucking it back in his pants. When I looked up he pulled me to him and kissed me.

"Thank you…" he whispered

I smiled and looked him straight in the eye " this is the last time…"

I saw his face fall and I buried my face into his chest…

"Oh I see you're shy…"

I hit him!

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"Sir…he's planning to run for it…back to Japan…"

"I see…Stop him tonight, don't let him leave his room…"

"Don't you see darling" The man said pushing his dick back into her wetness "he's forgotten about you…you are nothing more than my toy now…"

"No…"

"That's what you're mouth says but you're body wants me…"

He pulled out "unless you don't…"

"Please…"

"Please? but you just said…"

"You created this so finish it…"

"As you wish my dear…" he plunged in again and again….

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The kids could barely wait till tomorrow. Tomorrow they were turning six and that meant they'd get more responsibility!

I tucked them both in and smiled. Syaoron had left earlier. He said he decided to pack some clothes from all of them to give to the less fortunate and I had agreed to that. He wanted to pack some of his to and said he might be by later.

I smiled at thought of today and climbed on my bed with sweet dream ahead of me…I never knew or expected what was to come next….

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Syaoron finished packing and he headed to the door to leave but he saw so many guards guarding him

"I have orders to keep him from leaving " Yelan announced to the guards "If he leaves it's on all of your head make sure Young Master Li doesn't leave tonight or tomorrow!"

Syaoron swore! His mother must've found out about the plan of leaving tonight. He jumped down his balcony to the tree trunk and two guards ran after him and he swung his duffel bag at them. He didn't take martial arts class for no reason. Punching the guards rushing at him he ducked as they swung their punches and slid between two running a distance before swinging his duffel bag at three of the guards knocking them out. Using the wall he climbed and swung his leg out making contact with four guards jaw and kicked another in the chest landing on top of him. Throwing his duffel bag to the top he hauled himself up and over. When he got to the other side he swore as he saw the crowd waiting for him and he ran along side the wall and jumped down to a tree and down to a car top setting off whoever's alarm to the car.

Not caring he lunged towards the end of the block to get on his motorcycle he had hidden and headed to get his family…it looked like nice and easy was out…he had already contacted Xin who was already waiting at the docks to take them to South Korea.

Syaoron looked and knew it was hopeless as he saw millions of guards guarding their house everywhere. There was no way he could get in if there were some tailing him to! And he didn't want to endanger them.

Racing past he went to the docks he needed backup…

Upon arriving there he saw his friend who quickly pulled him and his bike into the boat.

"We gotta go," said Xin

"My family…"

"We'll come back for them…the Police is hightailing us and so is the queen according to my sources…don't worry we'll get them next week when the things lay cool again…"

Syaoron stared at Hong Kong Port that was now infested with his mother's men and closed his eyes in defeat…He felt tears touch his eyes and spill down his cheeks…all he could do was hope they were going to be okay for a week…

"Wait for me…" he said softly into the night as silent tears dripped down from his weary amber eyes…He clenched his fist and knew if he had his way they would all be getting out of the cursed Li clan now…

He watched as the land his family was stuck on got smaller and smaller…finally after a while he felt Xin pull him inside the ship for a bottle of beer…something he needed to drown on…

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"Let me see that WITCH!"

I awoke and heard Sadako yelling at someone and recognized Yelan-Sama and Xaio Ru's voice….

The only thought that passed my head was what did they want today and why were they yelling at Sadako.

Quickly readying myself I looked at myself and headed down. I raised an eyebrow in suspicion.

"Witch where did you put my son!" Yelan demanded all of a sudden.

I registered a moment of surprise and looked at her "he came home last night…"

"I know that and ran off in the middle of the night! All he left was a note saying sorry!"

The first thought that came to my mind was that he had run off in fear…he hadn't even explain to me…and after yesterday…

I felt a pain hit my heart hard….I hadn't felt this much pain since I overheard him ask Suki to marry him…Old pains flooded back into mind and I hated the hurt that seeped in with a surge. The wall I broke down hardened and I felt the pain heal as my face changed ad the mask came upon my face again…I felt the emotionless facade appear and my happiness had no meaning again…there was no emotion in me…

"Ma" Xaio Ru said "Sakura doesn't look like she had anything to do with it…just leave her alone…"

"I!" Yelan looked at her son and sighed "Fine…Let's GO!" she shouted and they all turned away. As soon as they were gone I moved to a chair and plopped myself down…I couldn't believe he did this to me…to his kids…I felt broken…

"Sakura?" Sadako asked "The kids are scared should I comfort them?"

I looked up with an emotionless face and Sadako gasped as she realized the change within me

"Of course Sadako…assure then that everything will be fine…I believe we overstayed our welcome here, pack up Sadako…we head back to Taiwan as soon as possible"

"Your mission…"

"He's gone! How am I suppose to protect him if he's GONE!" I said under a strained voice and she knew well than to push more. Sadako rushed away with a phone in hand to arrange everything.

Clenching my hand I decided to call Tomoyo…

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Syaoron arrived in Seoul, South Korea.

"What do you think man? Xin grinned "it's the best here…plus you'll learn to speak Korean soon to!"

Syaoron nodded "can you send inquiries on my family"

Xin sighed "You married men! Alright" He pulled out his cell phone and Syaoron blocked his words out as he looked where he came from hoping they were okay with his sudden disappearance.

"Done man…now let's get you settled!" Xin said and lead the way. With a sigh Syaoron followed.

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"Wei?" Tomoyo said professionally.

"Moyo…"

"Saku?"

"yea…I want you to do me a huge favor"

"what?"

"I want you to find me information about South Korea houses"

"why so soon? What about the assassin and Syaoron?"

"He left us…I need a safe place for my kids and I need to conduct business with Dragon Brothers to finish Madam s off!"

Tomoyo heard the sincerity of left and she knew she shouldn't push for details!

"alright! I can do that in a flash and call back b y the end of the day and do you want me to transfer funds back to Taiwan?"

"Do that for me!" I said coldly " don't forget to pack up for me as well"

"I won't" Tomoyo like Sadako noticed that X was definitely back on duty… she knew better than to question sakura of why this happened and instead busied herself trying to do things for Sakura.

"well I can finish quickly and send all the receipts back to you in a day or two How's that?"

"Fine!" I said and sighed. I knew I was being a little to hash and taking out my frustration on her but where else was I to put it? The kids were mad there dad was gone and worse I lied to them that he would meet us in a new home away from their grandma…a total lie! I didn't even know where the damn man was! For god's sake how could I even worry about him when I had enough troubles to worry about.

"ship my things ahead as well Moyo!"

"Done!"

"Thanks"

"No prob"

The line went dead and Tomoyo sighed . X was definitely back…she didn't even say goodbye.

"So much for a friendly call" Tomoyo muttered and got to work so she could finish this for Sakura. It was clear sakura was frustrated.

"Glad I'm not stuck with a guy!" Tomoyo said and started looking up houses and transferring funds.

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In less than a week Tomoyo had called back and everything was done. The house stood empty and Sakura patted her kids heads as the solemnly entered the car hat would take them to the dicks. Yelan and Xaio Ru were gone on another Mahjong trip so they were free to run without explanation. Sadako entered and sighed as she looked at my face. I'm sure I didn't look that bad but then again everyone had become accustomed to the weak Sakura and haven't expected to see me back…But I had trusted him and I thought we had something going…I guess my foolish hopes were to much again…

With one last sigh I entered the car and the driver started the car. This time I hope to god I was running from my past and it'd stay that way…all I really needed to focus on was this Madam S who I'm sure killed my sister since her next target was Syaoron. Wherever that bastard was it was no business of hers if he died!

I knew those words hurt but I wanted to believe them so much even if my heart wouldn't allow anything to touch him… but then again I had told myself repeating to myself that he left his son as well…

Without a look back I noticed we approached the docks…

I stared past the sea to Taiwan…home to Zang Zi and me….

The car hit a bump and I looked out the window and saw us heading straight towards the water…civilians wee screaming and I saw the driver knocked out. Xaio Rei panicked and Sadako held him. She stared helpless at me and I closed the window. There was no escape so the best we could do was open the door and hope to get out. I grabbed Zang Zi who saw the ocean rushing at her. She'd closed her eyes and hadn't wanted to look. I held Sadako in the other side and I felt people scream as we plunged. With the door open I felt the water touch my feet automatically and rise. Xaio Rei buried his head in defeat on Sadako's shoulder. I felt us drift out into the ocean and I struggled but we were stuck. Zang Zi could swim so I let her out but my dress was caught on the door. I tugged but nothing worked…the car rolled to a deeper part and it pulled me wit it. Sadako who didn't know how to swim pushed Xaio Rei who also knew how to swim away but Xaio Rei and her were stuck inside the car as the rushing water prevented them from exiting…

I closed my eyes…we wouldn't make it…

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Xin "Thanks…"

"Any news on them…" Syaoron asked moving closer

Xin face was solemn for a minute or two then he met Syaoron's eyes…

"I'm sorry man but yesterday they were going to Taiwan and…the driver knocked out driving them all into the ocean…"

"NO YOURE LYING!" Syaoron turned away and attempted to run out but Xin held him.

"Don't go crazy man…we can't change Fate…"

"NO THEY CAN'T LEAVE ME…OUR LIVE WAS JUST ABOUT TO START…THE RIGHT WAY…SAKURA!" Syaoron reached for the untouchable and struggled but Xin held on with his men.

After Syaoron clamed down Xin helped him scatter cherry blossoms that took a whole day to gather into the ocean.

"There are exactly 1000 blossoms scattered in Xin said with a smile.

Syaoron was silent as he pushed his last one into the ocean

"Hey man…cheer up…I was exactly like tat when Xue Er died…I thought nothing would make sense anymore…to bad that girl Sadako drowned as well…I thought she'd be a good girlfriend…"

Syaoron stood"Xin I'd like to join The Black Wolves"

"What?" Xin said and turned to look at Syaoron whose eyes hardened into an emotionless color.

"I know the Queen and her puppy must have something to do with this…if I can build my strength I can take revenge on what they did to my family…"

Xin smiled "Okay man…let's go meet the BOSS!"

Xin walked to his Mitsubishi eclipse and waited for Syaoron to enter as well.

"Goodbye Sakura…My children…my future…"Syaoron whispered to the wind and turned away from his past.

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"Welcome to the Gang!" The old man grinned. "You are a talented recruit…I couldn't remember the last decent one we had…"

He coughed and smiled at Syaoron "I know my time draws near boy…but I need an inheritor…that's the only thing that my thread hangs on now…you look like a worthy candidate but I must be sure first…so I'll let you control this gang if you can successfully complete a mission I'm giving out to others as well. If you complete it then you are the one I've been waiting for.

Syaoron nodded and looked at the old man "I shall not fail you if you believe"

"Young man…there's more to you're past then you say…I can see your emotionless eyes tell a story you hide…although no one else can see I see you're pain…what did happen?"

"Things came between my family…"

"That's enough…you don't have to tell me…but let me tell you…when I lost the one I love because a foolish act I did I repent by joining this gang and spent the rest of my life honoring her. Every year on her birthday I still visit her grave and place a single White rose on her grave as she told me she wanted… but eventually you'll find happiness just as I did with my second wife…"

Syaoron nodded and doubted it greatly…no one could replace his Sakura…

"Don't doubt me my boy…everyone good always gets another chance somewhere…"

Syaoron nodded and was surprised this man understood him so well. After a quick bow he left and walked away. Syaoron knew he was going to try his best and accept the facts for what they were now…it's been two weeks since he found out about Sakura and his families death. Here he was a changed man…

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The first task was to break Dragon Brother's land and add it to Black Wolves.

Syaoron watched as Candidates returned unsuccessful and he felt a grip of fear and of pride for going in.

He saw the Dragon Brother Gang laugh. Look another one…who wants to take him this time or should I just shoot him?" one laughed

Swinging his pistol he aimed at Syaoron and was surprised when Syaoron was suddenly in front of him holding the trigger from being pulled.

"Get Him!"

Many rushed at him but it only reminded him of that night where he left his family. Angered he hit with precision and took them out in no time. He had no idea how far he advance but he soon realize when Xin pushed his arm away and noticed he'd taken more territory than needed.

"Well done!" the gang leader said beaming at him "You definitely didn't disappoint my hopes!" Syaoron nodded but he knew he felt like fighting more only…

"Keep that temper under control!" the Old man said and Syaoron nodded knowing he said it for the best only…

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In honor of their victory the Black Wolves were having a huge banquet…especially since today the boss would be resigning! It would be in honor of the leaving of one boss and the coming of a new one.

"Black Wolves assemble!" the old man said as he stood at the head of the long table."I Yoon, Hye Sung! Have seen all of you mature and grow…I've been there with you as we matured and became one of the biggest Gang here…I was once one of you…standing here waiting for orders only. But today I have decided to resign and let Li Syaoron take over my place as you're leader. He has shown great potential to move this gang forward and that's all I ask for! Bounded by code I ask all of you to accept him!"

A roar of applause went up as many patted Syaoron on the back and congratulated him. He twisted his face into a small smile and nodded as they addressed him.

"Meeting adjourned!" the old man said with a smile and ushered Syaoron to his side.

Syaoron walked to the head of the table feeling a great responsibility settle and he welcomed it as he had never welcomed any responsibility before.

He had waved good-bye to sakura and his kids one last time already…he had decided to move on Lie the boss said and leave the past where it belonged.

"Sarang Hae (I love you) Sakura" Syaoron whispered as he walked. In the past week he had picked up bits of Korean…and this was these were the words he wanted to say to Sakura…but never had the chance…

With a last thought before reaching the boss he threw all his regret, past, and love behind his shoulder. It was time to close sakura and his Chapter…. this chapter of his life was over and he was moving on…From now on it'll be just him…"Goodbye the ones I love!" He thought and looked at the boss. He shook his boss's hand and smiled at the crowd that went wild for the new leader…this was his family now…and he had to protect this family better than the last…that was his Promise.

"Syaoron…now you may choose you're mate!" the boss said…"any one you want for tonight…"

Syaoron didn't want any…they were all very pretty Wolf Girls but none seemed to compare with Sakura…

"Are you not taking my present to you?" Hye Sung asked

Syaoron knew he couldn't disrespect him so he walked up to the girls and pulled the tallest girl with Brown eyes like Sakura. Everyone cheered and marked her as Syaoron's mate for the night and longer if he wanted…Unknown to them was that he only would sleep with her tonight and the rest of life would be devoted to honoring Sakura only…

"Ying Fa; Wo Ai ni…from now on…Li Xaiolang has gone on with you and may you keep him near…"

A/N: so how did every one like the end? LOL we'll see if I continue his life! HAHA or maybe this is just another chapter and the real ending is not here…review and we'll see Smile don't be mad I killed Sakura though

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