disclaimer! I dont own anything of Hellsing!

Talk about a major Writers block! . I wasn't able to think much up on this chapter so If it sounds stupid to you I'm sorry! I'm going tomake the next chapter better,Ipromise!

-bows low to the ground- So sorry!

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Order 3: Anger, Sadness, and Alone

The moon was just rising. It has been a week since her induction in to the organization and no has called upon her for help, but she didn't mind. She rather not be messed with. Instead, Aaron walked around the grounds, visions of her past when she was a fledgling vampire popping up in her mind:

Aucard took her to a small town just out side of the Hellsing boundary line.

"What are we doing here, master?" Aaron asked innocently.

Alucard said nothing he just stood there, his back to her. He looked up at hte full moon and all of it's brilliance. Aaron walked up and stood next to him and looked up at him. Alucard looked down into the face full of trust, "You do realize you are my slave right?"

"Yes, otherwise I'd be calling you master for no reason." She said giggling a little bit. She watched, as he bit into his wrist, with a look of interest, "What are you doing?"

He held his wirst out to her, his blood dripping onto the ground, "Drink my blood."

Aaron looked up at him in surprise, "What? why!"

"Drink it and you will become your own vampire, with your own will..." Alucard said this sternly adn yet there was a hint of something else in his voice, "You will not have to listen to anyone, and go anywhere you wish."

Aaron looked up into his eyes, "but I dont want to go anywhere, Master. I want to stay with you."

"Drink it!" He barked, "Or I will end your undead life as easily as I started it. Do as your master says!"

Aaron looked up at him in fear and then looked down at his wrist that was wet with the rich liquid scarlet that was his blood. She she took his arm in her hands and opened her mouth so that her sharp fangs were seen. She clamped down and sucked on the wound gently, a wonderful sensation filled her body as she drank her masters blood.

She suddenly felt the butt end of a gun collide with her head and she blacked out.

When she awoke she was propped against a wall inside a windowless, abandoned shed somewhere in the town. She peeked out side and saw that it was night. She looked around for the familiar tall figure, but Alucard was no where in site. Usually she felt his mind in constant contact with his when she was his slave, but the comforting contact was gone. She had no way to communicate with him.

"M-master Alucard?" she called stepping out of the shed. No answer.

She was alone and it scared her.

She growled lightly, a small ember of anger igniting the rest of her emotions. She balled her hands into fists and screeched up at the sky, "How dare he? How dare he!"

"Having a little attack of emotions are we, Aaron?" Came a familiar, silky voice from the night. He walked up to her from no where.

"Alucard, I didn't realize you were spying on me. I must have really been preoccupied if I didn't...,"Aaron said, an edge to her voice, "What do you want?"

"Why such a harsh voice?" Alcard said mockingly, "What is it that is on your mind, exactly, that has you all up in a fluster?"

"You ask as if you are actually interested. That is surprising!" Aaron said, smirking, "I'm sorry, but I really dont feel like talking about it right now."

Alucard frowned slightly, "Very well..."

"What's the matter, Alucard? Have you realized that you can't make me tell you? That you can't force me to? I geuss being a independant vampire has it's ups! I know it's definitely has it's downs...," Aaron smirk melted away leaving nothing.

"What are it's downs," Alucard said smoothly.

"...feeling alone...," Aaron said turning away, "It's the only reason I entered this stupid Hellsing Organization thing any way...It's the thought of being alone...For eternity..."

Alucard didn't answer he just stood there watching the girl through his glasses for a moment. His eyes clouded, unreadable, as always. He tilted his head down and looked at her over them, "You're pitiful..."

Aaron just turned and looked at him defiantly, "Yeah? So what if I am? You not so great yourself either you know!" She growled rather loudly at him. She looked away saying quietly, "I hate you so much sometimes..."

She went to look at him again and he was gone. a small smile tugged at her lips, "Damn coward..."

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Aaron walked into the room and saw the policegirl sitting there on the floor, by her bed, lookin at a picture. A look of sadness on her face. Seras looked up and shoved the picture in her pocket, "H-hi!"

Aaron grunted at her and walked over to the table reaching for the small bag of blood, "Whats up?"

Seras looked at her a moment and then looked down, "Nothing..."

A moment of silence passed inbetween them, Aaron downing the blood bag, before Aaron suddenly asked, "What do you think of Alucard?"

A thoughtful look passed over Seras' face before she said, "He's a jerk. He's rude and malicious too!"

Aaron laughedand said, "Tell me something I dont know."

"There are those extremely rare times, though, when he looks troubled, acted gentle, and was kind..."

Aaron noticed that Seras touched her neck and, unthinkingly, touched hers as well. She brushed two faded scars with her fingertips. You wouldn't know they were there unless you knew what to look for. A piece of memory flashing in her mind:

"Do you want to die?" Came a silky voice from the dark. The figure, who's voise it was, apppeared in front of her. A small smile on his lips at the look of a young bleeding girl, a dagger stuck in her chest.

"N-no," She whispered, in awe at the man that was in front of her. He was handsome and had such a kind and curious look in his eye.

"Do you want to come with me?" He asked tilting his head slightly at the question. Aaron nodded. He kneeled, his face close to hers. He licked the blood off of her lips and smiled down at her. She closed her eyes as he gently tilted her head back, baring her neck to him. She felt his fangs peirce her flesh as her hand involuntarily jerked up and touched his cheek...

Aaron shook her head and notice Seras looking up at her with mild curiousity from the floor next to her bed, "What?"

"You had peculiar look just then, you know?"

Aaron smiled inwardly, "Just remembering days of old..."

Seras looked at her curiously, "um...so anyway what was is it like to be your own vampire..."

"It is..." She paused for a moment, "...very lonely..."

"Oh...well..." Seras slumped lightly, then perked up, "Well it's got to be better than having Alucard treating you like some moron! God, I hate him sometimes! I wish I had drank his blood when I had the chance!"

Aaron smiled sadly at the floor, not saying anything, Seras reminded her slightly of a small child. She felt Seras' red eyes resting on her, the same eyes that Alucard has...the same that she had...Aaron ran a hand threw her hair thensaid, "I'm going to bed."

"Sleep well then," Seras said as Aaron slid into her coffin and put the cover on and let the comforting silence lull her to sleep.