Lost

Disclimer: Not mine

Summary: See chapter 1

I am Olivia Benson

"I think something happened Doc." Elliot told Huang after he was sure Olivia was safely tucked away in the crib.

"What do you mean 'something happened?'" Cragen asked. He, Huang, and Elliot were all standing in his office.

"First, she called me 'El', and then she knew that I was lying, and then she kissed me. Something changed in her eyes Doc. They were back." Elliot said happily.

"The picture of the baby may have triggered something inside of her." Huang noted. "Or maybe you just being there for her all this time caused the change." He thought out loud.

"Wait a sec Doc." Cragen interrupted. "How can you tell that she's back? I mean, Olivia could always tell when Elliot was lying, and she'll been in love with him for a while. How do you know that she's not just acting on natural feelings?" He asked.

"Well, we won't know for sure until she wakes up and I get a chance to talk to her." Huang answered.

"But, this is a good sign, right?" Elliot asked, almost pleading.

"I'm optimistic." George answered.

Elliot smiled, just as something caught his attention. There was a loud crash from above their heads, followed by a scream from Olivia.

The three men looked towards the noise, and bolted to the stairs.

They bounded through the door of the crib to find Olivia lying on the floor, wrapped in a knot of blankets, hitting and kicking at the air.

"Stop…Stop!" She yelled at some unseen force in her sleep.

"Liv, Liv, wake up baby." Elliot called to her. He had knelt down to her, and was steadying her shoulders with his hands. He shook her a little to try to wake her from her terror.

Olivia suddenly opened her eyes and took a swing at Elliot. Her fist collided with his lip, and caused him to pull his face back in pain.

"Liv, Liv, it's me, it's Elliot." He soothed. "Everything's okay."

"What…what happened?" Olivia clamored. "Where am I?"

"You're in the crib, you okay?" Cragen asked.

"Yeah, I fine." She said confused. Her face suddenly became filled with dread. Her hand shot to her stomach as she asked, "Is the baby alright? He didn't hurt it, did he?"

"Yeah she's fine Liv. Don't worry she's okay." Elliot answered, smoothing a lock of loose hair behind her ear. "Just calm down."

"She?" Olivia asked strangely. "You said she? Why did you say she?" She asked.

"Because we're having a little girl." Elliot answered, matching Olivia's confusion with his own.

"When did we find that out?" She asked.

Elliot looked over to Huang. He stood to his feet. "She couldn't have relapsed, could she?" He asked, his voice filled with concern.

"I don't see how." George said, taking his turn to kneel next to Olivia.

"What are you guys talking about?" Olivia asked. "Relapse into what?"

"Your amnesia Liv." Elliot said in a hush.

"My what? I don't have… oh my God." She said slowly. It all came flooding back to her. The attack, how Brent had jumped at her; how she had prayed he didn't go for that baby. She remembered waking up, and not remembering anything except the moment she was in. She remembered her fears, how she had cried, the feeling of not knowing the people who smiled back at her in the pictures. She remembered the sonogram, and that her baby was a girl. She remembered the joy she had felt when she saw the picture, and how complete she felt. She remembered everything.

"Olivia, don't you remember?" Huang asked, trying to get to the bottom of her odd behavior.

"I remember. I remember." She said quietly, looking up to Elliot. She pushed herself off the floor, and stood in front of Elliot. "How could I have ever forgotten?" She whispered. "How could I forget the man who made my life worth living, the man who gave me a reason to take a breath each morning?" She asked.

"Olivia?" Elliot asked, cupping her head in his hands. He looked into her eyes for a moment, and staring back at him was a pair of deep brown eyes, that sparkled in a way he hadn't seen since Olivia opened her eyes.

"It's me" She whispered with a smiled.

That was all Elliot needed to know that she was back. He wrapped his arms around her waist, and pulled her close to him. His lips crashed down to hers. Olivia put a hand on the back of Elliot's head, and pulled him closer to deepen their kiss.

She placed her other hand on Elliot's chest, and pulled away for a moment. She searched his eyes, never wanting to forget them again. "I love you Elliot Stabler." She said in a whisper.

Elliot smiled widely; those words had never meant so much to him before.

"Excuse me." Cragen said suddenly. "I don't mean to interrupt this reunion, but Liv; I think Huang may want to talk to you."

"Oh, sorry." Olivia said; she and Elliot both blushed at the fact that their captain and psychiatrist had both seen the making out.

"Welcome back Liv." Cragen added as he and Elliot left the room to give Olivia and George some privacy.

"Well, first of all, I also want to welcome you back Olivia, you gave us quite a scare." George said, indicating the bed so that Olivia could sit down.

Olivia smiled, and George continued.

"First off, let's make sure you have your full memory back. Now if it's not all there, it most likely will come back within a few days." He cautioned. "What is the first memory you have?"

Olivia thought for a moment. "I was four. It was the first time I new my mother was different from the other parents. She came home smashed." She finally said.

"And the most recent memory?" George asked.

"You mean before waking up here with all of you?" She asked.

"Yes." George answered.

"Finding out that I was having a girl." Olivia smiled. "Do you wanna see a picture?" She asked, always ready to show her baby off to anyone who was willing to see it.

'I would love to." George smiled.

Olivia rummaged through her bag for a moment, and then pulled out the sonogram picture from earlier that day.

"Here she is." Olivia cooed. "Isn't she beautiful.

"Looks just like you Liv." George smiled.

"Well, yeah, if I was a little blob." Olivia smiled back.

"But she's the most adorable little blob I have ever had the pleasure of seeing." Huang answered.

"So George, am I back?" She finally asked, putting the picture aside.

"Just a few more questions." He answered. "What is your address?"

"3002 west 32nd street, apartment 3B." Olivia answered.

"What is your phone number?" He asked.

"555-8212" Olivia answered without hesitation.

"When is your birthday?"

"October 29."

"How old are you?"

"36."

Who is your husband?"

"Elliot Stabler." Olivia answered with a smile.

"When did you get married?"

"May 22nd."

"When did you find out you were pregnant?"

"June 30th."

"When id your husband's birthday?"

"January 25th."

"Okay Olivia. You seem to be okay." George smiled. "Now, you may have some difficulties remembering some minute things for a while, but you should return to normal in a couple of days." He warned.

"Thanks George." Olivia smiled.

"Hey, don't thank me. It takes a strong person to make it thorough what you did, and a determined person to make a full recovery so fast." He smiled. "Let's go down stairs."

"Oh yeah, what ever happened to Brent?" Olivia asked as she and George were walking down to the bullpen.

"Well, He had a break down in court after one of his victims testified. He confessed to every count of child molestation." George answered, causing Olivia to smile widely.

"Munch and Fin were able to add a pretty heavy count of assaulting an officer to his sentence as well." He finished.

Olivia was happy with what had happened to her attacker. As she and Huang entered the bull pen they were met with the wide, friendly smiles of Munch, Fin, Casey, and Alex.

"So, it really you?" Fin asked as Olivia entered the crowd of people.

"Yeah, it's really me." Olivia smiled, confirming what Elliot had told the room.

As Olivia made her rounds hugging her friends, an unfamiliar face entered the 1-6.

"Can I help you?" Cragen asked as the man approached them.

"Yes, I'm looking for an Olivia Benson." He said without expression.

"I'm Benson." Olivia said, confused. Why didn't she recognize this man? Did she know him?

"This is for you." He said, handing Olivia a blue folded piece of paper. He left before she was able to open it.

Olivia opened the paper slowly, and as she read it her face dropped. She reached for Elliot to keep herself standing.

"What is it?" He asked, moving so that Olivia could support herself.

She grabbed onto his shirt. "I'm being served." She breathed, not taking her eyes off the paper.

TBC... The amnesia plot is over, but there is a twist in the works! (Leaving u hanging again!)