Disclaimer: I don't own KND. I don't even own this story. This is EccEntRic Freak's story. I just am altering it…It's ok that I borrow it, right? Read first, then you can alert or whatever, EccEntRic Freak. Read this with the song, White Flag in your head.
Complications of Love and Life- Songfic
I looked at her and saw the anxiety on her face. And I was suddenly desperate to know what she meant to say. "What is it?" I asked her eagerly. As I looked into her eyes, I saw an unfamiliar discomfort in them and I wanted to know what it meant. "What were you going to say…?" I asked her in a gentler way. Her eyes started to fill with tears.
I know you
think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But
if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense
in that?
"I loved you, Wally…" She said to me.
I promise I'm
not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
It was impossible to explain how I felt at that moment. I felt a bizarre amount of bliss rising within but at the same time a peculiar type of sorrow revealed itself.
I will go
down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and
always will be
"That's great…!" I found myself saying as I suddenly held on to her hands, "Now we can be together"
She didn't say anything yet I didn't bother to know why. All I did was lean towards her and kiss her. Although my lips pressed against hers, her lips didn't press back. She was sitting still with her eyes straight down and her hands showed no sign of interest in holding onto mine. When I drew myself back I looked at her and wondered why she showed no response. At that time the sorrow inside me started to dominate over the bliss until it disappeared and the agonizing pain was the only feeling left. Swallowing suddenly became a challenge to me as I started to sense that things wouldn't be going the way I hoped it would.
I know I left
too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused
nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then
I'm sure that that makes sense
"What's wrong…?" I asked her nervously.
She kept her eyes staring down while she spoke. "We can't be together Wally…"
I will go
down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and
always will be
"W-what…?"My disbelief spoke out on its own.
And when we
meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be
there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you
will think
That I've moved on...
"I can't…" She tried to continue, "I can't just get out of a serious relationship with Chad just because you and I failed to confess our feelings for each other in time…"
I will go
down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and
always will be.
My eyes tried to look into hers but only saw her eyelids and eyelashes pointing down.
I will go
down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and
always will be.
"I'm sorry but I can't give you what you want…" She said, "I'm with Chad now…I'm happy…"
And she left.
I will go
down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and
always will be…