All right I'm back I know I was gone for a long while and I apologize but my computer went computer and haven't been able to get on. I have decided to continue and finish this story after recently getting a review to please continue. So here you are.
CHANHE OF DESTINY CHAPTER 3
"I'm home mom" Usagi yelled as I walked through the door.
"Hi honey how was your date?"
"Pretty good Mamoru and I have decided to take a little break for a while."
"Did something happen between you two?"
"No I just thought that we might need a break from one another to think things threw mom. But I'm really tired so I'm going to go to bed night mom."
She walked up the stairs and to her room before her mom could start asking anymore questions. The last thing she wanted to do tonight was answer a bunch of questions; she knew she would get enough of them tomorrow at the meeting. Lying down on her bed she started to wonder if she really was doing the right thing. What would happen if the girls rejected her, especially Rei, she wouldn't know what she would do. She needed the girls to be there for her. Deciding to get an early night sleep she got up and turned off the lights. At that exact moment Luna decided to make herself present.
"Usagi what's this I hear you broke up with Mamoru? Do you have any idea on how this could affect the future? Honestly do you not think?" Luna yelled as she hopped onto the young girl's bed. Wondering what had possessed the girl do such a thing?
"Luna I don't need this. Yes I do think. Believe me I have done nothing but think about this lately. I know the consequences, but I think its worth. I can't just go on and keep pretending Luna; I can't just let Destiny have its way if it means that I will be unhappy for the rest of my life. I'm sorry Luna but I'm going to bed we have a meeting tomorrow and I don't want to be late for it."
Next Morning at the temple
Walking up the steps of the shrine, she started to wonder what they were going to say, how they would react. Taking a big breath she walked into the room, all the girls were already there sitting around the table talking, when they saw her walk in they all went silent and looked up at her. She looked around but couldn't find Mamoru or Chibiusa. "Where are Chibiusa and Mamoru?"
"Well Chibiusa decided to sleep over at Mamoru's last night, and then he called this morning to say that they weren't going to be coming over for the meeting. Not that you can really blame him Usagi, you broke his heart last night and really didn't give him any clear reason as to why." Makato explained.
"Ya Usagi I thought you and Mamoru were deeply in love with one another. You always seem to want to be with, getting really excited whenever you two have a date come up; I mean what's the change, why do you all of a sudden decide to break up with him out of the blue. Chibiusa had been complaining to me on how you wouldn't shut up about the date you two were supposed to go on last night then you go and cancel it and break up with the guy I just don't understand it." Rei blurted, not understanding what was going through her friends mind.
"I know. I was excited about the date but it was more because I really wanted to see the movie. But I really need time to think everything through, I just don't think I feel the same way for him anymore, and I don't want to stay with him just cause our future, of what destiny has decided. I mean technically I shouldn't even know about it, no one should know their future. I don't want to jeopardize everything for everyone especially Chibiusa but I can't keep pretending. I tried really I did, I thought that maybe I was wrong or that it was just going to take time to grow feelings for him again. I might have loved him back in the Silver Millennium but now all I see him as is a friend, a big brother almost. Not a boyfriend in which I will marry and spend the rest of my life with, which I might add is a very long life. I'm sorry guys" Tears now building up in her eyes. She really didn't want to hurt anyone.
"Its ok Usa, it just came to a shock to everyone, I guess we just always thought of you two as the perfect couple, but if this is what you want then we will support you a hundred percent." Minako replied getting up off the floor to comfort her friend.
"That's right Usagi were with you no matter what you can't get rid of us you're stuck with us for life." Makato said laughing getting up putting an arm around her princess.
"Though you need to go and tell him this Usagi, he still thinks he still might have a chance of getting back together with you. Yet by the sounds of it you have made up your mind and won't be going back to him." Ami stated being as logical as ever no matter what's going on.
"I know I'll stop by his place latter when I go to pick Chibiusa up and talk to him then. Though thanks guys for understanding and supporting me, it means a lot." Plopping down in front of the table she saw that there were some muffins sitting on a plate. "Yay Makato you made you muffins I love you so much!" Everyone laughed and sat back down and got to business as Usagi started to dig into the muffins.
Once the meeting was over and done with, Usagi made her way over to Mamoru's all the time thinking on how she was going to tell him this, and how to deal with Chibiusa, the little girl was going to be crushed, but she would make sure nothing happened to her she'd make sure she would still exist. Reaching his apartment she knocked on his door and waited. A couple of minuets later Mamoru answered the door and looked down at Usagi "Hi why don't you come on in. I'm guessing you cam over to finish what we were talking about last night sense we really didn't get to finish. Don't worry Chibiusa is lying down in my room having a nap."
"Thanks." Walking over to the couch in the living room she sat down. Taking a deep breath she began. "I'm sorry Mamoru if I ever led you on, it wasn't my intentions, I truly thought that if I gave it time that would be able to find feelings for you like I once had in the Silver Millennium. I still have of yet found these feelings for you, instead I see as a friend and as an older brother, but not a lover. I'm sorry if I have hurt you but I would love to still be friends with you."
"Its ok, I guess I could see this coming, I didn't quite see or feel the bond I remember us having, but even though I still very much love you and its going to take some time for me to get use this Usagi. Though I have one question for you what about Chibiusa, this will mean that she wont be born."
"No I will find a way for to be born, I love her to much to let this mean she wont be born, I have figured a way so that she will still be. I understand and will give you all the room you need, but when your ready to be friends with me again please give me a call."
"Wait what way have you found for Chibiusa?"
"You will find out in do time. Now I need to be taking Chibiusa home."
Getting up she went to Mamoru's bedroom and gently woke Chibiusa up. "Hey sweetie time to go home."
"Usagi? Did you and Mamoru work it all out?"
"Yes and we have decided that its best if we see other people. But don't worry nothings going to happen to you we wouldn't let it." Usagi took the young girl in her arms and just held her there for a few minutes. "But if we don't hurry up we'll be late for dinner and we don't want that now do we?" The little girl nodded and got off the bed and took hold of Usagi's hand.
Well there you are. Now that I have a computer I will continue on with this story. SSW
