Author- Luna P aka Nikki
Rating- R for a lemon here and there
Warning- Rape, Yaoi, lemons, assassinations, more yaoi, more lemons, blood and gore with a ton of fluff on the sides n.n
Summary- Schwartz are back, with a vengeance. A new Takatori is holding the reigns and will do anything to destroy Weiss. Will they be able to stay together and fight when everything is falling apart around them? AyaxKen YohjixOmi
Disclaimer- When Aya and Ken realise their feelings for each other and fall head over heels in love with each other I will own it. Until then, nope sorry n.n
Pairing- Aya/RanxKen is the main with hints of YohjixOmi,
WKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKChapter five- build me up and knock me down,
Ken's POV
We walked silently down the street; he had startled me earlier. The way he had been fine one minute, laughing and joking with me and then shouting at me and scowling the next. What had happened I didn't know, maybe he felt that he was being too nice, becoming something that he wasn't. I continued to analyse his strange behaviour until I walked into his back. He had stopped walking at some point and due to my mind being elsewhere I hadn't noticed, I'd just kept on and eventually walked straight into him. He didn't flinch or acknowledge the action just stared ahead.
"Uh…gomennasai…" I whispered, still he didn't move or even acknowledge my existence. I won't lie, that hurt it hurt a lot, more so than the poisonous bullet that had been removed from my stomach not that long ago. I tilted my head slightly to see what he was staring at and saw Sakura running towards us waving. There was a pang in my heart, like a bullet had just gone straight through it.
"Wait here, I need to talk to her about something, alone," I nodded understandingly and gave a weak smile even though all I really wanted to do was sit down and cry until there were no tears left to shed. Maybe it was foolish but with everything he had done for me last night I guess I'd started to believe that there was something more to it than partnership or friendship but as I watched him walk away from me and over to her that belief was shattered almost instantly.
She smiled and giggled as he walked over to her, I didn't need to see the warm smile on his face to know that it was there. I didn't need to hear his voice to know that it was soft and caring and I most certainly didn't need to stand here and watch as those two talked and laughed and so I didn't. I jogged back to Koneko and grabbed the keys for my Yamaha, next to them was another set of keys with a note attached. It was in Manx's hand writing. I smirked as I read it, that was Manx all right, always thinking two steps ahead.
'Ken, just thought I'd give you your own set of keys to the new warehouse. I know how Ran is and I know that you might want to blow off some steam alone. Manx'
I snatched both sets of keys and ran round back to the garage where the Yamaha was parked. Luckily Ran hadn't had time to lock it up of else I'd be screwed. I jumped onto the back and forced the keys into the ignition I just needed to escape the thought of those two being together for a few minutes. I was acting irrationally I could tell you that now, but there was burning within me that I couldn't ignore and it was telling me to go with my spiralling insanity and fall…
Ran's POV
I explained to Sakura about the return of Schwartz, not trying to sugar coat it for her; she needed to know that it was still dangerous for her to be around us. She stared at the ground for a while after I had broken the news to her before she returned to herself and nodded. Showing that she had understood everything I had just told her.
/Tut, tut, tut, aren't you missing something Ran/ I growled and squinted my eyes shut as the nasal German accented voice penetrated my skull for what felt like the millionth time. Didn't he have anything better to do than torment me? /Nope, not when it's in my job description. Poor Kenken, maybe I should go cheer him up. Rustic sex in a park has always been a fantasy of mine, and Farfie's for that matter./
/Touch him and I'll kill you/ I snarled, he chuckled and sent me a mental image of what he had just been talking about. I was aware that Sakura was staring at me strangely and had her hand on my shoulder but I didn't do anything about it. I was too occupied with Schuldig.
/You're not that bright are you Ran? You haven't even glanced back to see if he's still there, I'll tell you now he's not. Hope you find him before we do…/
"Ken!" Sure enough when I glanced back he wasn't there and Schuldig had left my mind. "Where did he go?" I asked to no one in particular as I glanced around for any sign of the stunning brunette. Unfortunately there wasn't one.
"Oh, he ran off about five minutes ago. It looked like he was upset about something. He was running in the direction of koneko." I stared at her in confusion, koneko? Why would he go to koneko? The roaring of the Yamaha flicked a switch in my mind and I snarled angrily. I had specifically asked him not to ride on that goddamn thing.
"I gotta go now, see ya later Ran and take care of yourself" she smiled and hugged me, I nodded and hugged back. Before seeing the black Yamaha speed off into the distance. His head turned to stare at us, the black helmet hiding his head and the tinted visor hiding his eyes, before his attention snapped back to the road.
"You too," I muttered before running off to where I had parked my Porsche. I opened the door and jumped in. I knew where he was going, I knew him and I knew how he thought so I knew where he was going and what he was going to do. He was an open book to me and I wouldn't let Schwartz hurt him, he meant too much to me. I pulled up infront of the warehouse Manx told us about and saw the Yamaha in the spot next to the door.
I quickly surveyed the grounds, there were no other cars there but that didn't mean that Schwartz weren't here. I half expected Schuldig's voice to slip into my mind and whisper 'I'm right behind you' but nothing came. I leapt from the Porsche and slammed the door behind me before running to the front door of the warehouse. The minute I entered I was surrounded by darkness. The only light was coming from a lone window at the back that had not been boarded up.
I could just about see a body moving in the black, fast and agile, the small beam of light bouncing off of the bugnuks as he twisted and twirled, jumped and leapt. He was practically dancing, the movements were so fluid and I could tell that even with that injury he was dangerous, a force to be dealt with, he hadn't noticed my entrance or if he had he didn't do anything to make me believe otherwise just continued with his training.
He flinched due to one of the moves; he had twisted the top half of his body and pulled a muscle near to where the bullet had been. He collapsed onto the floor on his hands and knees but was back up before I had a chance to go and see if he was all right. He began the dance again, each move in perfect time with a heartbeat. He looked absolutely beautiful in the dim lighting. He looked free yet hurt I couldn't help thinking that had something to do with me.
I quietly pulled one of the katana's from where it had been hanging on the wall nearest to me and crept over to where he was training. He had heard the noise of the weapon against the wall as I had removed it and was now stood facing in my direction. He could not see me I was sure of that, the darkness was concealing me from his view. His eyes narrowed and he clenched his hands shut causing the bugnuks to extend. I smirked and tightened my grip around the top of the katana.
He moved so quick that had I blinked I would have missed him jumping out of the light and over to where I was stood. I held the katana out in front of me, protectively. The clash of metal probably echoed for miles as his weapons hit into mine. I pushed him back, before leaping away and behind him he was behind me just as fast, the slightly laboured breathing was the only thing that had given him away. I swirled just in time to catch one hand with my blade, I dodged the other.
"What do you want?" He snarled, and released the catch on his bugnuks, somehow he had discovered that it was me. Probably had known it straight away but I had the feeling that I'd pissed him off and so he'd most likely been trying to kill me or injure me at least. Was it me or was he being extremely temperamental at the moment? What had that poison been? Could it have affected him in some other way?
"Why did you leave so suddenly? We were going to train together Ken. I have to monitor your progress or else you could over do it and hurt yourself even more."
"You were talking with Sakura, I figured that was more important to you." I felt like he'd just shoved his bugnuks through my heart. He sighed and removed the weapons, throwing them at the wall as he ran a hand through his hair and walked to the far side of the building. "That's how it's always been, how it always will be, it was the same with Aya-chan, 'save her' that was all that mattered to you. You didn't care if one of us had to give our lives to protect her."
"That's not true!" He chuckled and leant against the wall with the window, the light illuminating every muscle and curve on his frame. His shirt was off, sweat running down his body and shimmering in his hair. The bandages were as bright as they could be, only a few droplets of blood around the wound where he had probably ripped the injury open again with one of his attacks.
"Isn't it Ran? There were times on missions when I could see it in your eyes, I could read you clear as day. 'Throw yourselves in the line of fire, just don't let her get hurt' would it have mattered to you if I, any of us, would have gone down with the ocean tower just as long as her and Sakura were ok?" He asked as he thrust his hands into his pockets and looked at the wall to the side, was it tears I could see in his eyes or just a false reflection caused by the light?
"Of course, you're my friends," I started to walk closer to him, slowly closing the distance between us. Why was he thinking like this? Just because I had been talking to Sakura? Was that it, or had I done something else to upset him so?
"Really? So you can honestly tell me, that if Schwartz would have asked you to choose between Sakura and me you'd choose me?" I was right infront of him now, and sure enough they were tears, tears his pride refused to let him shed. I placed my hand on his shoulder and he flinched away from the touch as if it burned.
"She's an innocent Ken," His eyes narrowed and he chuckled softly,
"And I'm tainted right? I have blood on my hands, blood that can never be washed away. I have sinned, I am sin, I'm darkness, we're not white we're not pure we are darker than Schwartz, at least they admit what they do we cower behind words like justice. We are justice…I've wanted to believe that for so long, I've wanted to believe that I was pure. But I'm not…" I wanted to hug him but I couldn't everything he had just said. It had been so cold, so unlike Hidaka Ken,
"We fight for justice, we judge the men the law cannot touch," He shoved me back and growled at me.
"Who gave us the right? Who gave us the right to decide who lives and who dies? Who gave us the right to cause pain? I'm a murderer I saw that the other night, I've seen it on so many nights but I tried to ignore it tried to believe that I wasn't that I was pure that I was helping. But when I saw you with her and remembered all of these feelings I'd locked away I saw how dirty I was. The blood will never leave me, if anyone deserves to be judged it's me…"
"Ken we help people,"
"Do we? I don't think so we take peoples loved ones from them, I hate the light now, do you know that Ran? I hate teaching the kids to play soccer in the park on a warm summer's day because I see what I once was and what I am now. I used to be one of those kids; playing with my friends never once did I see myself ending up as this. I loved the sun years ago; loved to lounge around and meet people as I strolled along, now I fear that if I do that people will be able to see who I really am. The darkness shadows my sins…I now belong to the darkness…"
"No you don't,"
"I take lives, kill in cold blood, I am sin…I can't except that like you guys can, it's killing me, making me go mad. When I see Sakura in the sunlight smiling at you, I think of how I can never do that, I can't stand in the sun and smile because when I do I see the blood. I'm tainted…" I gently stroked the side of his cheek, brushing away a lone tear that had slipped down the bronzed skin.
"Then we're the same Ken, I've killed with you, I too have blood on my hands, I have sinned and I believe that it will one day tear me apart." I whispered and slowly leant in to him, my lips pressed against his in a quick gentle kiss. His eyes widened as he stared at me in confusion. I pulled away and smirked,
"You're not a murderer though Ken, you kill people because you have to, it's your job and I've never met anyone as pure as you despite the blood." I smirked before pushing into him again. His eyes fell closed this time as did mine and his lips parted allowing my tongue entrance to his mouth. I pushed my body to his, as I tasted him, the sweet taste of strawberries seemed to linger on his tongue. It drove me mad, gently I placed my arms around his body before lowering him to the floor.
"R…R…Ran," he panted and stared at me as I crawled on top of him, pinning him to the ground. I smirked at him and lowered my mouth to his neck where I bit down on the soft skin piercing the flesh with my teeth though only lightly enough to draw a drop or two of blood. "W…W…What are you…doing?" He asked as my hands moved to the top of his trousers.
"Proving to you that I care," I whispered and kissed him again he responded eagerly his tongue battling with mine in a dance for dominance that I won without even having to try. I quickly removed his trousers before allowing my hands to stroke over his chest, his body arched and twisted with every touch and I revelled in the moans that escaped his lips as I attacked his body with my mouth. A soft blush tinged his cheeks as I began to remove the white boxers, after removing the last items of clothing I took a minute to admire the beauty underneath me before ravishing his lips once again.
I then began to remove my own clothes, desperate to be as close to him as humanly possible. Desperate to be with him in the most intimate of ways, I understood that I was rushing things between us a bit but I needed this, I needed him. I'd waited for so long and now the opportunity had presented itself, I could have Hidaka Ken. I could make him mine, claim him as my koi.
I gently knocked his legs apart and positioned myself at his entrance, I had no lubrication on me and I understood that this would be painful for him but I had to show him how much I cared. It was a strange way to do it I know but in all honesty my lust for him had become unbearable. I smashed our lips together once again as I slowly began to enter him, his body arched into the sensation and he gasped. His hands grabbed hold on my shoulders.
I forced myself into him as far as possible and kissed away a tear that had slipped out of the corner of his eye. I pulled out before thrusting back in again, he yelped quietly, his fingernails dug into my back, most likely drawing blood. I lowered my lips to his neck and lightly kissed the wound I had made earlier. I slowly began to thrust in and out of him at a pace that matched our heartbeats and was not too strenuous on his healing body.
He arched and moaned with every thrust, forgetting about the pain and focusing on the pleasure. His entire body was shimmering with sweat and he glowed beautifully in the minimal white light. My hands trailed over his chest, tracing every muscle on his wonderfully sculpted body, of course the bandages made this difficult. He whimpered when I stopped, mourning the loss of the sensation. I would never forget the feel of his flesh whilst in the midst of pleasure, because it was far too perfect.
I could feel his interior muscles tighten around me, he had been bleeding for a while now, both of us had felt the liquid as it worked as a make shift lubrication. He didn't seem to mind though; his eyes were shimmering with admiration and joy. Those were the eyes of Hidaka Ken this man was Hidaka Ken and he was mine. No one could take him away from me. He called out my name as he came, his nails digging into my back and scraping down my flesh. I vaguely registered it as pain but was too overwhelmed with the pleasure to care about it.
"Ken!" I screamed as I reached my climax then I collapsed beside him and pulled him on top of me. His breathing was heavy and ghosted across my skin; this moment was perfection to me. It was everything I had ever wanted, everything I ever would want. He was my world.
/Do you love him Ran/ Maybe if things were different I would have noticed that that voice hadn't been my inner thoughts but Schuldig, but things weren't different and I was too tired to distinguish reality from fantasy right now. My senses were too blurred by the after math of pleasure for me to register anything but Ken's body resting on top of mine. His heartbeat and mine beating as one. /I said, do you love him/
/Or is it just infatuation, have you built him up this far only to knock him down? Are you cruel and malicious? Do you care for him or is he just a toy for which you will amuse yourself with/ I didn't answer, didn't see a point, I knew how I felt and there was no need for me to explain myself to anyone. I glanced down at the beauty lying on my chest to see that he was fast asleep. I bent down slightly and placed a kiss atop his head.
"I promise, I'll never hurt you Ken, you deserve to be happy and I'll try my best to make that a reality for you…" I whispered before I too followed him into the lands of slumber.
WKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKAh I hate the way that chapter turned out and the lemon was the worst I'd ever written so I'm sorry for that. Don't worry though I have planned on there being more lemons, ones that will hopefully be a lot better than that. So please just be patient, ok next chapter lots of things are planned to begin, so the next few chapters should be really action packed. Once again please review, it makes me feel happy n.n
rebellion2fate- what's Schuldig planning you ask? Well you'll just have to wait and see, I hope you enjoyed this update and that the lemon scene wasn't too unbearable I know it kinda sucked but I had to rush it so soz n.n anyhoo thank you very much for yet another review and I hope that I can get another one from you for this even though I probably don't deserve it…please n.n…
dark- You think that I write Schuldig perfect? Thanks, I thought that I was turning him a bit ooc but I guess I haven't…Yay, probably can't say the same for the rest of Schwartz though or the rest of the characters in general…oh well…thanks again for another review and I hope that I hear from you after this thanks hun n.n
shikigami-kun- Devious and underhand? Well it is Schwartz so I think we'll be seeing some of that. I hope you're not going to be disappointed and I hope that I haven't disappointed you with this chapter the only way for me to find out if to get a review…please…n.n thanks once again for another wonderful review n.n
Gillian Sillis- I am updating every Monday, yeah I think you're right and it has something to do with the time difference, I live in England if that helps any n.n you were close with the fifth of July only it was the fourth n.n and I love your reviews they give me so much to read and your criticisms help a lot. Oh on that subject I totally agree with the Manx and Birman thing, originally I was just going to have them walk out but I thought I'd try and make them a little less depressed. Really I have no excuse for that one sorry hun n.n and Yuuki and his bro will be explained in time so just wait for the huge explanation I have planned You're going in the right direction with the theory on who Yuuki wants so congrats n.n and everything to do with that will be explained over the next three chapters, yeah I know it's gonna take a lot of explaining. As for Farfie and Schu their plans are going to be a surprise so you'll have to wait for that only you won't be waiting long I can tell you that now. Thanks for your advice on the writing I am definitely enjoying myself with this one it's really nice to have a reviewer that wants the authoress to enjoy writing the story as much as they, hopefully, enjoy reading it n.n
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