Author- Luna P aka Nikki
Rating- R for a lemon here and there
Warning- Rape, Yaoi, lemons, assassinations, more yaoi, more lemons, blood and gore with a ton of fluff on the sides n.n
Summary- Schwartz are back, with a vengeance. A new Takatori is holding the reigns and will do anything to destroy Weiss. Will they be able to stay together and fight when everything is falling apart around them? AyaxKen YohjixOmi
Disclaimer- When Aya and Ken realise their feelings for each other and fall head over heels in love with each other I will own it. Until then, nope sorry n.n
Pairing- Aya/RanxKen is the main with hints of YohjixOmi,
WKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWK Chapter ten- Inbetween old and newRan's POV
The mission was simple enough, nothing that the three of us couldn't handle. Go in dispose of all guards in the warehouse, find Yuuki, eliminate Yuuki. Still our minds were not in the correct frame to be dealing with such a mission. Ken had yet to return and we had heard nothing from him for nearly a week now, I had been to the warehouses owned by Kritiker on more than one occasion to find that they were still locked and upon closer inspection had not been used in days.
On the table in the back room of Koneko there lay the red and black roses, still thriving and flourishing beautifully. Aya-chan refused to let me throw them away, saying that they were Ken's and he would decide what he wanted to do with them upon his return. She was trying to stay open minded and optimistic but just like the rest of us she saw the chance of him returning safe and sound slowly diminishing. I felt like that arrangement haunted me, they would not die just stood proud in the crystal vase, blowing from side to side in the breeze. Mocking me for what I had lost.
The box with the heart inside had been disposed of, none of us could stand to see such a horrid thing and none of us wanted to watch it decay either. The words imprinted on the box lid swam around my mind everyday 'curiosity killed the cat' to Schwartz Weiss were kittens, our code names were those of cats what had they meant by that? Why had they given that drug to Ken? What did they have planned? I couldn't even try to understand them anymore, all I knew now was that I hadn't heard from Schuldig since Ken had been missing and neither had the rest of Weiss.
It was like a neon sigh flashing in the dark, they had Ken and all we knew was that they were going to use him to their advantage, whatever that might be. I sighed as I stared up at the building, one light was on in the skyscraper about halfway up, no doubt that was where Yuuki was. I turned to face the other two members of Weiss and unsheathed my katana.
"Lets go, but be careful and keep your eyes open, I feel Schwartz have something planned. Look at what you are doing I do not want Ken to get hurt they may be using him as a shield or a deterrent if either of you find him contact the rest of us immediately. We will continue on with the mission and whoever found him will take him to safety understood?" Omi nodded, Yohji sighed and dropped his cigarette onto the floor, stamping on it and grinding the object into the floor.
"Do you really think that they will have brought him here?" The blond asked staring up at the building and the dark midnight clouds looming above. I didn't answer the question for a while. Just thought about it and how to phrase my answer, I chuckled and locked my eyes with his.
"It is Schwartz we are dealing with here, is it not? And Schwartz are known for their conniving underhanded manipulating ways are they not? There is no length they will not go to, to defeat us. I do not wish for them to have brought Ken here, I do not wish for them to use him against us mainly I have no way of knowing if he is in that building. Nevertheless it strikes me as something that Schwartz would do to throw us of guard, we must not allow that to happen."
"Understood," the two chorused and gave a nod of understanding. Yohji signalled that he would take the south entrance and I nodded gently before motioning for him to go. Omi smiled weakly before taking another glance up at the building before him.
"It's strange, going on a mission without Ken, I keep expecting to hear his voice or something. I can't remember a time before now when it was just the three of us, Koneko seems so quiet without him." I couldn't deny that, nothing seemed as bright or cheerful without Ken. We had had kids from his soccer team coming in all week and asking where he was. We had told them that he'd gone to see his family for a while and that he'd be back soon. I don't think there was a single one of them that believed it but they left without questioning us any further.
That was when I had known for sure that he had been captured, never would Hidaka Ken have just upped and left without telling the kids where he was. He would never abandon them, no matter what happened. He loved them and thought far too much of them to betray them.
"You're right, he's the life and soul of the team, even Yohji seems quieter without him, you are not your usual genki self and I…well I am Fujimiya Ran as cold as always." The younger was quiet for a moment before he turned to face me, his lips parted as if he was going to speak yet he did not, "what's on your mind Omi?" I asked softly. He smiled and shifted uncomfortably before turning his gaze to the floor.
"Do you love him…" I froze, what could I say? The answer was yes, of course I loved him but for some reason I couldn't get the words to leave my lips. As if Omi believed I didn't know who he was talking about he rephrased his question. "Ken, do you love Ken?" I sighed and ran a hand through my hair, hoping that Yohji would give the signal for this whole thing to kick off right there and then so that I wouldn't have to answer, yet he did not.
"I was never any good at answering such personal question…why? Did it appear as though I didn't?" Omi chuckled softly and absentmindedly twirled one of his darts in his hand.
"No…well…" he blushed a deep shade of crimson and smiled softly, "it was obvious to Yohji myself and Aya-chan what you two had actually been doing at that warehouse…we were happy for you both…then…we watched you with Sakura. Since when are you so touchy feely with anyone?" I blinked a few times, was that how Ken had seen it? All I had ever viewed Sakura as was a sister or a friend never anything more than that so why did people keep thinking that there was more to it than that?
"She is like another sister to me, truth be told I have always had a weakness for seeing people cry. When I saw her so upset she reminded me of Aya-chan once, a long time ago when we were children after she'd fallen over and grazed her knees. There's still a part of me that feels emotion Omi and when I saw her like that, looking exactly like Aya-chan on that day I couldn't help but comfort her." A soft chuckle escaped Omi's lips and he threw the dart at a guard that had just been arriving for the night shift. The man collapsed on the floor a few metres behind us and he started to twirl another dart to replace the one he had lost.
"Oh, of course, I'm sorry it's just I've never seen you act like that… I was paying more attention to Ken… he looked so hurt…" I froze, had I hurt him by acting like that around Sakura, was that why he had acted so defensively when I was shouting at him? Did he believe that I had used him? "And was it just me or did he keep mentioning Schuldig?"
"What do you mean?" I asked my interest peaked, I hadn't noticed anything of the sort, then again I had been trying to puzzle out what was wrong with him. Damn it, I should have listened to him then I could have stopped all of this from happening, I had to find him now, I had to explain what had happened.
"Uh…I can't remember now, just when you two were fighting he said something about Schuldig being right, then he screamed for Schuldig to shut up or something. I personally didn't link any of it together until the other day when Manx and Birman mentioned about the drug and what it could do. I strongly believe that Schuldig was in his head at the time and that he made Ken think things were more than they actually were." I nodded and growled turning away and staring up at the one room with the light glowing brightly from within.
"I agree, still it is partially my fault, I should have noticed instead of getting so angry at him. Can you keep a secret Omi?" He nodded and thus I continued, "I was jealous, of Schuldig and Farfarello, the way he looked at the bouquet and the necklace. He was so happy and it was so beautiful, he didn't even hesitate to put it on. I don't know why but I was jealous because they'd given him something that had made him so happy and they are our enemies."
"In other words it was a misunderstanding on both of your parts, not to rush the two of you with this conversation or anything but I can't complete the whole mission by myself so here's the signal for the two of you to move in and back me up!" Yohji's voice yelled into my ear via the communication device in my right ear.
"Ok, Omi, you take the west entrance I'll take care of the rest, meet up with Yohji and head for the room up there, the one alight, I'll hazard a guess and say that either Yuuki is there or a surprise from Schwartz is." Omi nodded and grabbed a handful of darts before running over to the west entrance. I took a deep breath and stared down at my katana, even whispered a prayer which was something I hadn't done in such a long time. Then I walked over to the building and stepped in through the door.
There were no guards to greet me which was disappointing because I needed to feel the cold blade of my katana slice through blood and limbs. I needed to fight to free myself of the pain within my heart. I snarled a little but continued on down the hallway. We had memorised the blue prints of this skyscraper, knew it as well as the goddamned architect and I was under the firm belief that the closer I got to the room in the centre of the building the more security there would be.
It was on the second floor when I finally bumped into another human being; infact there wasn't just one but four. Four security guards stood at the end of the corridor before the stairs to the next floor. Their eyes were fixed onto me, studying every single move I made, guns at the ready; I chuckled and ran towards them, katana ready to cut through blood or even steel if it had to. I could hear the bullets being fired from the guns, sense them as they drove past me and sliced through the air making a whistling sound.
Somehow I dodged everyone of them until I was right infront of the four guards, I smirked at them before lifting my katana, by the time I brought it back to my side all of them were dead. I was aware that I was acting ruthlessly tonight but so what, the man that I loved had been taken away from me and I needed something to strip me of the overwhelming anger I felt about it. These men had just been in the wrong place at the wrong time. It wasn't until the forth floor that I met up with Omi and Yohji, they had disposed of all of the targets on the fourth level and so we moved up again.
I went first followed by Omi and Yohji was watching our backs, I stepped out into the hall but immediately back stepped onto the staircase. Omi 'umphed' when he walked into my back and glanced at me questioningly, upon seeing we had stopped Yohji ran over to us and looked round the corner to view what I had seen only moments ago.
"What is it?" Omi asked leaning into Yohji and trying to see but failing, the blond shook his head and placed his hands on Omi's shoulders pushing the other away from the corner and behind me.
"There are about twenty guards alone in that hallway, each armed with two semi-automatics and several hand grenades, we're going to have to be very careful here. They're all edgy anything could set them off and make them open fire on us, that is what we really don't want." Yohji explained and glanced between Omi and myself, "what do you think we should do Ran?" I sighed and glanced around the corner, looking up and surveying every part of the corridor.
"There," I muttered and glanced over our heads I smirked and nodded up, they followed my gaze to see a vent above us that led to a small vent in the hallway above the guards. "Omi I need you to go up into that vent and crawl along until you get over those men, can you remember the air conditioning system from the blue prints?" He nodded and I continued "good, I need you to distract them, drop a smoke grenade from above that will give Yohji and myself time to get into position. We'll take it from there."
"Ok, give me a boost," the teen explained, it took about a minute for Omi to do as I had instructed. The second we saw the smoke in the hallway we were off, I took the far side and Yohji took the other. The smoke lasted for about three minutes and once it began to clear Yohji flipped the tab on his watch and his wire sprang out like a spider's web capturing over half of them men within it. He smirked and pushed his sunglasses up before casually waving his free hand and whispering what I felt had become his trademarked speech.
"If you want to live, stay very still," however this little warning had done nothing because several of the men reached for one of their guns or a grenade. The blond wire master just sighed and whispered a soft "my apologies to those of you who'd done as I asked…" before pulling on the wire and decapitating all of the men within his trap.
This was when the others began to panic, I quickly unsheathed my katana and charged forward, I sliced through two of the guards in one go and unarmed another. I was going to let him escape but as he ran off he tried to steal one of the grenades from one of his dismembered companions I nodded at Yohji to take him out. Wire flew at him from every angle and captured the boy in an intricate web that could only be seen if the light shined on it in the correct way. He struggled for a few moments before becoming motionless, a second later he was dropped to the floor as the wire retracted.
One of the men came up behind me, attempting to shoot me at point blank range, I turned around before he had a chance to fire and knocked the semi-automatic from his grasp. He whimpered in fear and tried to remove his handgun from the holster but my katana had sliced off his arm before he could get to it. He screamed in pain and fear and I found the sound blood curdling and sad without one more word I brought the sword up over my head and brought it straight back down piercing the guards heart with one swift blow.
"Ran, watch out," I heard Omi's voice call and dropped to the floor just as several darts flew past me and struck three of the men. They gasped and choked as the fast acting poison worked it's way into their blood stream and shut down their vital organs instantaneously. Only two guards remained now, they went to run towards us, guns pointed and grenades ready to be pulled and thrown. Before they could even pull the pins or fire the triggers Yohji's wire had them frozen where they were.
"Remember what I said to your friends." These two didn't move but one tried to casually pull the pin out of his grenade, with a shake of my head I charged forward and slashed the two diagonally through their shoulders. We sighed and shared the same look of victory before we made our way to the door with the light shining out from underneath it in the very centre of the hallway and therefore the building.
"On the count of three we break it down understood?" I asked, the two of them nodded and as I stood infront of the door Omi ran to my left and Yohji to my right. "One," I began and lifted my katana, "Two," Omi readied his darts and Yohji lifted his left arm. We were ready for anything…or so I believed…"THREE!" With that I kicked down the door and we stepped inside. There was no light on, just fire surrounding the lone chair in the centre of the room.
The three of us froze, in the middle of the ring of fire a brunette was sat, his arms tied behind his back and his head bowed, his legs were tied together and his head was down staring at the floor. We knew who it was even before he'd lifted his head and I found myself unable to move because of it. Fire danced around him and caused shadows to play across his body, all I could hear now was my heart pounding in my chest, like the ticking of a bomb.
"Ken?" I choked on the name, it couldn't be him, I prayed that it wasn't him but when he lifted his head and opened his eyes to reveal two ocean coloured orbs shimmering in the fire light. There was no denying that that man was Hidaka Ken, my Hidaka Ken, my lover… tears streaked his cheeks and he shook his head from side to side sending them flying in every direction. His hair danced around him as his head moved and I knew that if I hadn't been in love with him before then I would have no doubt fallen for him right then and there.
"What are you doing here!" He screamed, I felt tears well in my own eyes as I stepped closer to him, the flames stopping me from running over and hugging him only I knew that not even they would stop me for long. I went to run to him but he screamed out for me to stop, I did, my eyes asking why. He smiled softly and motioned with his head for us to glance at the walls around us.
"Shit!" Yohji growled as he noticed the explosives set up all around the room, each had a clock that was steadily ticking down, only one minute remained on each of the devices. "Come on, get Ken we have to get out of here," the three of us moved forward but he screamed out 'no' again and we all stopped in our tracks. "Stop trying to be a hero Ken, we're not leaving without you," Yohji growled,
"Stop it, all of you stop it! GO! There isn't time to save me, I was foolish I allowed myself to get captured, I refuse to make you guys pay the price for that mistake! Please, go, you only have a few seconds before the whole building collapses!" He screamed, I shook my head and moved even closer, "Ran please don't! I'm sorry I'm so sorry I really cared for you Ran, and if you truly care for me you have to prove it to me now, will you do that Ran?" His voice was so soft and calm, I nodded softly and he smiled at the three of us.
"Yohji, you're my best friend and I love ya man, I want you to do me a favour and get Omi out of here safe and sound. I know how you guys feel for each other there's more than just good friendship there, please act on that now, don't make the mistake I did. Please go," they nodded and passed me a look, saying that they'd wait for me, I shook my head and told them to go but they refused. "Ran, I love you, and I want you to do one last thing for me…"
"Anything, I'd do anything you asked me to," I whispered a tear slipping from my left eye, God I was crying, I can't believe I was crying. I didn't cry yet I couldn't help it seeing him like this. It was all I could do. I could hear the clocks counting down, could see him wince as the fire got closer and began to singe his skin.
"Good, go, leave me now, I want you to live on Ran…live, get married, have children, forget about me…perhaps if things had been different between us we could have gone further but it wasn't meant to be. All I want you to do for me now, is get yourself and Omi and Yohji out of here alive…that is my last wish Ran… will you honour it for me…"
"No, I'm not leaving you!"
"I know, I'm leaving you, Yohji" his eyes shimmered with tears as he pleaded with his best friends "Omi," the younger was now weeping as he clung to Yohji's side, all I felt like doing was collapsing, he glanced over at the time, thirty seconds remained. With a deep breath he pushed down the tears and stared at me mouthing 'I love you' before glancing over at Omi and Yohji,
"Ken-kun, please let us help you!" Omi pleaded Ken just chuckled and shook his head,
"I'm cool with it, at least I'm going out in a blaze of glory now please Omi, Yohji, take Ran and get out of here, do it for me, show me how much you care…survive…for me." The two nodded softly as tears streamed down their faces, I shook my head and collapsed onto the floor. The next thing I knew they had hold of me and I had no strength left to fight back, the fire was so close to him now. The heat causing his hair to dance around him as the fire shimmered within the ocean eyes that I wished held the power to extinguish the flames. "I love you…"
"KEEEEENNN!" I screamed but the next thing I knew I had been knocked out and when I awoke Omi and Yohji were crouched infront of me on the floor outside of the building as it exploded and collapsed before our eyes. "NO KEN!" I shouted and tried to run forwards but Bombay and Balinese held me back, I kicked and screamed within their grasps trying to get free but to no avail.
"Stop it Ran, it's too late…he's gone…" Yohji muttered, tears falling from his eyes,
"You bastards, how could you let him? How could we let him? We should have saved him; I told you Schwartz was planning something like this! SHIT! NO! WHY? Ken…why?" I begged as I collapsed onto the floor, hitting the ground with my fist and crying into the floor… I could hear Omi burst into tears beside me and I could vaguely see Yohji run over to him and hold him in his arms as he whispered 'shh' and stroked the younger boys' hair.
"I'm so sorry Ken," Yohji told the heavens as he and Omi fell beside me on the concrete. I snarled and grabbed hold of my katana throwing it into a tree off to my side before I proceeded to scream at the heavens like a demented madman.
"Why? Why him? Why did you take him from me? I loved him soo much…why…tell me why…" No answer came that night and I knew that it never would…
WKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWKWK……………Is that the end of Ken? Hm? Strange wasn't it? Am I pulling a Dallas? Do I have something else planned? Can anyone guess what I have planned for next time? Because remember this CAN NOT be the end because I still have to deal with Schwartz and Yuuki and seeing as it's a Ken centric fic…hm…think on it and tell me in a review what you guys think is going on n.n
AA- Yay I'm glad to see that you like it, that makes writing the fic all the more worthwhile hope to see you again real soon n.n Thanks once again n.n
shikigami-kun- Yay I'm soo glad you're not bored and dead yet…uh… that didn't sound right ahh you know what I mean, thanks once again for the review and I hope that this chapter prompts another one from you, not hinting at it or anything though n.n thanks again hun and yes our poor little Kenken is struggling to break free from the lies but I don't think he managed to do it in time…what a shame (cries and runs away to write the next chapter)
SilverwingedAngle- OK things are just getting creepy, we got the same game around the same time and are stuck in the same place…well I'm not anymore, yep I got past those five targets, though it did take me about half an hour and I got a D for the stage clearing time (pouts) but at least I did it n.n. If you're still stuck then tell me in a review and I'll explain exactly how I did it (smiles proudly and pats self on back.) You asked about my wrist (blushes) oh how I'd love to say that I hurt it during martial arts of playing basketball, maybe even riding a motorcycle but truth be told I did it on the playstation 2. Yep apparently because I don't really use my left hand it was not use to the sudden strain that was placed upon it and it gave up on me or something like that I can't really remember what the doctor said now sad ne? And when I said that your reviews were interesting it was a compliment, I used to do a similar thing at the beginning and end of my chapters. Check my beyblade fics if you don't believe me n.n if I didn't like it I'd be blunt I'm not one to sugar coat something or beat around the bush but I LOVE your reviews they make me laugh so keep um up (steals you're silent reader cape of doom and burns it whilst laughing maniacally.) And I agree Seig is drop dead gorgeous but I just love the white haired guys like Victor, it's a weakness of mine is it just me though or would Seig and Victor make a cute couple? Tell me what you think, please review and I hope I hear from you again real soon n.n
Gillian Sillis- Yay I'm glad you liked the title and I kinda was a dead give-away to what I had planned for the chapter wasn't it?
I'm sorry to hear about what happened with your group I know exactly how you feel, if people you know can't feel positive about you and who you are then it's really hard for you to feel positive about yourself. I think it's horrible when you can't trust someone enough to tell them something personnel without having the fear that they will run off and tell it to the next person that walks past. Trust is a VERY fragile thing once it's been broken it takes and eternity to be regained if it is ever to be regained at all. So as I said I'm really upset to hear that people have been treating you so cruelly and have you down. (Passes you Kumagoro and a box of chocolates) these always make me feel better and I'll give you lots of good vibes happy thoughts and huggles to stop you from feeling down.
You've been so kind to me over these past however many weeks we've been talking and have helped me with a lot of things that have been making me feel down so I can't understand why people wouldn't like you then again from what I've heard you're like me and for some reason people don't really like me. Try not to focus too much on the negative things that were said to you, I like you and I like talking to you, if that's any consolation that is n.n
Farfie's rapist? Other anime's? I don't have any idea what you're talking about. (Smiles innocently.) Lets go down the list, I watched, Yu Yu Hakusho, DBZ, DBGT, Nightwalker, Weiss Kreuz (obviously), Yu-Gi-Oh, Pokemon (yep still into that n.n), Gravitation (Kumagoro and Ryuichi Sakuma rock!) and, it almost slipped my mind, Beyblade n.n Yes I'm a HUGE KaixRei fangirl. I have three fics for them at the mo, Hidden in Darkness, Truth and lies and Fallen which got more reviews that I'd ever imagined, 550 to date (smiles happily) but every fic does better than I think it will I've been told I'm my own worst critic. (Shrugs.) Go figure n.n I never thought for a second that anyone would pick up on that so you get (glances around room) a RanxKen plushie set. Basically a Ran plushie and a Ken plushie with magnets in their hands so that they can hold hand and in their mouths so that they can kiss and… well… other places (smiles innocently) wow I haven't given out a plushie set in almost a year now n.n so concrats hun.
(Gillie goes to hit Nikki, Nikki ducks and runs away to hide underneath her bed whilst phoning her beloved K-san, Yami no Bakura, Yami no Malik and Malik to be her bodyguards. Then cowers behind them.) I'm sorry! I didn't mean it like that of course no one should blame themselves if they are raped! I just need you to understand that those are NOT my personal views on the situation! I'm trying to become a lawyer (yes the scum of the earth, but I want to help people n.n) for Kami-sama's sake. So PLEASE don't think I meant it, it was just what I felt I had to have Farfarello say in order to lure Ken over to their side, kind of a back up thing for if Kenken found out that it was him and not Ran, Ken would have fought against them more then. Also Farfarello doesn't seem the kind to blame anyone except for Kami-sama for anything, oh I feel really bad now I soo want to go back and rewrite it I never meant for it to be interpreted in that way. (Huggles Kumagoro plushie and Malik) I hope you believe that that is in no way shape or form how I feel I believe that if something so awful ever does happen to anyone it is not their fault at all hence why I want to help bring people who do these horrible things to justice and see them suffer for their crimes. I cannot express in words how truly sorry I am for even making you think that was how I felt I'm soo sorry and you were right to want to hit me (but please don't I bruise easily, Malik huggles Nikki protectively.) I'm really sorry,
Anyhoo moving on swiftly, I also have a major problem with trusting people I too have been betrayed frequently and my trust in human kind has somewhat shattered to the point where I believe all we are truly here for is to betray and be betrayed. And yes people don't seem to be able to understand that and just perceive it as the fact that I don't like them or something but that's not the case at all and I can't ever seem to get people to understand my point of view and see things as I do so it's really nice to finally talk with someone who gets where I'm coming from with it. I think though I have come to terms with being lonely, before my boyfriend at present came along I didn't think their was anyone out there that would even try to get close to me, I guess I was always acting as something resembling that as and ice queen but he took the time to get close and realise that where I actually expressed myself was in my writing. And of course I feel I can trust you because of the fact that you share so many of the problems that I myself do so thank you for helping me understand that there are people out there that will understand and except me and my strange ways n.n
I completely understand you're explanation it was very clear and I got the message loud and clear n.n you're right when people have been hurt they feel that if they hurt themselves even more then that pain won't seem as bad as it did as first. They believe that it's a quick and efficient way to move on but it's not infact in the long run it's not going to get them anywhere but after going through an ordeal such as rape sometimes people don't know what to do and it is understandable that they react in such ways. Again if that doesn't make sense or if it's made me sound completely insensitive again just tell me and I will apologise and rephrase it before you can count to three n.n I'm going to be worried about that for the rest of my life now.
Interesting sex? Tsk, tsk, tsk what a one track mind you have my dear girl, ha, ha though I do agree they could all feel everything they'd all be uke's and all be seme's at the same time n.n fun! (Squeals like the fangirl that she is and runs off to draft it right now) No wait I must finish the review reply first and where was I running to? I'm sat right infront of my Goddamned computer, ignore what I just said I just had some pokey and am stuck on a sugar high n.n
Him you ask? Well it was going to be a surprise and a shock plot development but you seem to be able to see through me like I'm a piece of glass, I've said it before and I'll say it again, am I that predictable or are you psychic? Cause it's one of the two I swear (crosses fingers and prays for the psychic thing to be true because she doesn't wish to be predictable) ha, ha, anyhoo very good deductive skills, ah another idea, maybe you're a detective… just keep you're thoughts in mind I think they'll come in useful later if you catch my drift Detective Sillis n.n
ABUSE! (Runs behind K-san YnBakura YnMalik and Malik once again) you told me to mark your words so I did (pouts and cries) why do you hate me Gillie? (Cries buckets and rubs head. Malik: oh well look at it this way Nikki at least there was nothing in there to get hurt) WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! Nobody loves me!
OH don't worry about Schuldig hun, he's not making a mistake at all, it's Schuldig remember, in other words he was LYING! Yep Ken won't be Ken anymore which is one hell of a challenge for me because I always try to keep people as in character as they are but Kenken's going to have to do a complete one eighty, wonderful, I should have made that clearer but oh well you know now n.n he was lying because he's a nasty evil man who I love dearly but not as much as Farfie (glomps Farfie) n.n
Yep Aya-chan is in here for a little bit of the cool strong girl because I hate Sakura so it couldn't be her, there won't be much of her in the story but what we do see of her she'll be the one trying to keep everything together whilst it's tumbling down, best go get some glue Aya, wanna help Gillie? (Smiles happily and runs off to go get some glue to stick Koneko and everyone's lives back together.) n.n
So you were looking forward to this huh…wanna rethink it? Bye, bye Kenken, joking, joking something's telling me he'll be back n.n but not as the Ken we all know and love what a shame and if they all make it out alive then good on them cause lord knows I'm doing everything within my power for an explosive finale that will hopefully blow everyone's socks off, ha, ha I love that expression…
As for your reply of my reply, I'm glad that you understood my explanation on Ran I too would have gone and looked for Ken but I didn't want Ran to so he didn't. I'm sorry for making you cry, I think I've apologised more in this reply that in the last year but I'm also glad that they brought a smile to your face. I'm no psychiatrist and no empath but I do understand people emotions and I know what I would feel like if such a thing happened to someone I love. I think that you're an incredibly brave person for have going through such a thing, and being able to step out into the world with a smile on your face and hopefully in your heart. At the end of the day, there is little more that you can do but try to live your life whilst never forgetting all of the good times that you shared with him.
I think the reason I was talking about my e-mail address was actually pretty selfish of me, I've slowly begun to realise how much help you've given me throughout the course of this fic, you've made me understand a lot about myself as well as my writing and as the end of the fanfiction begins to be seen just below the horizon I've realised that I won't be able to talk things through with you anymore because we only talk through the fic which will be sad because I don't really have anyone to talk to with some of the issues I've faced. Not that I'm a loner or anything just the friends that I have don't really care or don't understand or both n.n don't worry about it though it's cool n.n
I too believe that being sensitive is better than being a cold hearted bastard as I said earlier I used to act like something resembling that of an ice queen but have slowly, much like Ran in this fic, learned to thaw myself and let my emotions shine through of course I've been told I'm a little too emotional now (guys please make up your minds on which you prefer jeez)
Yami no Matsuei definitely should have been longer, in the manga they went more into Hisoka's past with his family and stuff which I think was really helpful because in the anime you only got told that he was locked up and he knows some martial arts woohoo that explains him. Of course I have to ask this who is your favourite character in the anime, mine is Watari I just love the guy and he has (in the dub) Eric Stuart for a voice actor and Eric Stuart is like my God or course though Tsuzuki has Dan Green who's birthday is one day before mine, his is on the seventh of February and mine is on the eighth so I feel a strong bond to him, and am soo in love with his voice. I really want to go to Anime con to meet them and I'd love to work with them but it's little more than a dream, anyhoo I'm babbling n.n
(Huggles her Farfie that was just given to her by Gillie then watches as Gillie takes Ken and pushes Farfie aside chasing after them) Hold on who said that you could have Kenken! He's not even Ken anymore he's (ha ha not telling just yet) so bring him back this instant! (Gillie and Ken board plane to some unknown location) Gillie? Ken? Ah not again, (dresses up as a suitcase and boards plane in luggage, just like Shuichi n.n) YOU WILL NOT ESCAPE!
And yes it was really just my best friend but the fact that not even Alex, one of the guys that I had become really close to over the past two years stuck up for me and said something like 'hold on a minute you can't say that to her' was really mean I mean I would have, hell I have on several occasions, done the same for him and for him to just stand there and watch without saying anything was too cruel for words really. So I guess were both in the same boat, you wanna steer or should I?
And will I let Ran and Ken end up together or will I snatch one cruelly from the others arms whilst said other becomes little than a hollow shell? What does this chapter say to you? Ha, ha, hope to see ya soon hun
(Turns off the hologram that Gillie was just deflecting with the shield and jumps Gillie from behind whilst laughing triumphantly and singing 'spicy marmalade' that she was just listening to on her NEW Gravitation vocal CD, which rocks! I wanna go watch Mad Soldiers in concert! Yeah that would rock…uh…ignore me n.n)
Huggles Gillie and hands her a new box of tissues with which to dry her eyes n.n