Sean sat at home. It wasnt really his home but his Parents. It had been almost three months since he had eft the love of his life. He thought it had been for the best but he had never been more wrong about anything in his life. He'd tried to call her several time but could never bring himself to leave a message. Everytime he heard her voice on their answering machine he would choke up and hung up the phone. He leaned over with his head in his hands .
"Honey are you going to come eat dinner?" His mom popped her head into his room.
"Just give me a minute please, mom." He sat up wiping his eyes and sniveling the tears away.
"Honey...everytime I come in here you are upset. This was suppose to time to help you but you are only getting worse." she sat on the bed beside him and rubbed his back.
"Im sorry mom I just cant forgive myself for leaving her...when she needed me the most." He leaned over to his mom and cried into her shoulder.
"I've never seen you this distraught over anything...maybe you should..." she started to say with a gulp.
" I cant just leave you, mom... You need me just as much as she does...I mean look how good you and dad are doing since I came back. Youve been going to your meeting and everything." He sat up and looked her in the face.
"Well tommorrows friday...maybe you could go for the weekend and see her." his mom suggested.
"But how would I get there?" he shrugged.
"Take my car... I mean its no beauty but it will get you from A to Z." she smiled at er beloved son.
" Are you sure?" he cocked his head to the side in a questioning manor.
"Yes... I think it would do you some good to go and visit your friends and your love."she nodded.
"Thanks mom." he threw his arms around her and hugged her.
"I know what its like son I was young once too son." she laughed at his enthusiasm. She missed the time she used to spend with her son when he was younger before things started to get out of control.
"This is great mom!" he laughed. She loved seeing her son happy again.
" You know maybe one weekend you could bring her here to meet me and your father."she suggested.
"Maybe." he shrugged.
"Well cmon lets go get some dinner." she stood up and started off to the diningroom. Sean got up and followed his mom.
The next morning Sean decided to leave early so her could make it in time to pick Ellie up From School. He'd packed his bag the night before so that he could leave early. He was sitting outside the school feeling nervous about going inside. He still felt bad about Rick but it outweighed his wanting to see Ellie. He got out of the car and walked up to the doors just as the last bell rang. He entered the doors.
"Hey Sean, what are you doing here?" he heard a familiar voice behind him. He turned around to see Marco behind him.
"Hey Marco you seen Ellie?" Sean asked.
"She didnt come to school today." he shrugged.
"Why?" Sean raised an eyebrow at him.
"I guess shes sick, she hasnt been feeling good lately." he shrugged.
"I gotta go!" Sean turned on his heel. All sorts of things running through his head.
"Sean...wait let me go with you." Marco put his hand on his shoulder.
"Go where?" Alex walked up giving Sean a weird look.
"To see Ellie." Marco said
"Maybe I should go." Alex realized what the commotion was all about.
" well if your coming come on." Sean said impatiently and walked off.
Marco and Alex followed.
"Hey Marco...can I talk to you?" Dylan put his hand on Marco's shoulder just as he was about to get in the car.
"I don't have time for this.." Sean growled annoyed.
"Go on without me." Marco said.
Alex jumped in the car and they sped off.
They pulled up to Sean's old apartment.
"Why is Jay's car here?" Alex asked as Sean jumped out off the car.
"I dunno but were about to find out."Sean huffed.
"I dunno if I want to know." Alex said under her breathe as she followed Sean to the door.
Sean used his key to unlock the door. He opened the door to find clothes strewed all over his livingroom.
"Oh my god." Alex mumbled picking up one of Jay's shoes off the floor.
"Ellie."Sean sobbed