Ellie woke up and looked around. She looked at the clock. It was a little past midnight. Sean was laying beside her. She wasnt used to him lying next to her anymore. She leaned over and kissed him on the forehead. She started to get up

"Mmm..don't go." he grumbled pulling her closer to him.

"I gotta go to the bathroom." she laughed. He loosened his grip around her and she got up to go to the the bathroom. She noticed her cd case lying on the floor and kicked it under the sink. She didnt want it to remind Sean that it was there. After she was done in the bathroom she snuck back into the bedroom. Seeing Sean's form lying on the bed the got an idea in her head. She walked towards him and layed next to him on the bed. She put her hand over his boxers.

"Mmm" he groaned.

"I love you." she whispered, as she pulled his boxers away as she leaned down to pleasure him.

"What are you doing?"he opened his eyes and looked down at her.

"Shhh." she placed her finger over his lips and kissed him. He pulled her closer to him. She pushed him back and started to go down on him.

After awhile he pulled her back up and flipped her over and got on top of her.

Ellie looked up at Sean as he was thrusting inside of her. She stared into his eyes. It seemed as if time was standing still as she stared into his baby blue eyes. He reached up and ran his fingers through her soft red hair.

"I love you so much." she sighed.

"I love you too." he lunged into her.

Ellie couldnt help wondering if he meant it or if he was saying just to be in the moment. Did he come to see her just so he could do this. Was this true love to him? Was this really serious? Had he been lying to her the whole time? Stop it Ellie she thought to herself. Sean collapsed on top of her. His muscular body wet with sweat.

"I love You."she whispered into his ear.

"I love you too." he huffed trying to catch his breath. He grabbed her face puling towards his and kissed her hard. Then he got up and went to the bathroom.

Ellie rolled over biting her lip and trying to hold back tears. This should be a wonderful moment for her. She should be overwhelmed in ecstasy like she used to feel when they were together before, but it was so hard since Sean left. So hard to believe the words he said. He'd told her before that he would never leave her but he did. Why did everything have to be so hard. Why couldnt things just be like they were before. So many Whys.

"Hey babe you okay?" Sean asked as he climbed back into bed.

"Yea Im fine." she lied as he leaned over and kissed her. She stared at the clock knowing that Sean would be leaving her soon.