Sean and Ellie walked into The Dot and found a table to sit at.
"Hey man whats going on?" Jay said as he joined them at the table.
"Not a lot." Sean shook his head.
"You guys gonna order something?" Spinner asked walking over to them.
"Yeah C'mon man get your little notepad from your apron and take our orders." Jay flipped Spinner waiters apron up spilling his pens, straws and tips all over the floor.
"Not funny dude." Spinner frowned as he bent down to pick up his stuff off the floor. Jay kicked him in the butt as he leaned over.
"Okay Jay thats enough.." Ellie said stifling a laugh.
"But its fun." Jay laughed.
"Cmon Jay." Sean shook his head at him.
"Yea man thats so not funny." Spinner said as he hit Jay in the head with his notepad.
"Hey!" Jay started to get up just as Emma walked up and kissed him on the cheek.
"Hi guys." she flashed a grin and sat next to Jay.
"Ha ha...Jays whopped by a girl." Spinner laughed. Jay jumped up as if to jump Spinner,but Spinner ran off.
"Good Job Jay now how are we gonna order?" Sean said
"Well maybe Ashley will take our order." Jay watched as Ashley walked by with Hazel.
" umm I so do not work here and if I did I wouldnt take your order even if You payed me." Ashley stopped in front of the table. She looked over at Ellie ,shook her head and then walked off.
Jay started to laugh.
"Your so mean." Emma laughed leaning over to kiss Jay but Jay turned his head just so she kissed his cheek instead of his lips. Emma noticed him staring off in the distance. Her eyes followed his and she found him staring at Alex who was across the room.
"Umm..well I gotta go guys." she got up and walked out of The Dot.
Yeah, uh bye." Jay said still staring at Alex. Alex turned and looked at Jay and then turned away.
"Hey um Jay were gonna go now." Sean patted him on the arm.
"Arent you guys gonna eat?" Jay asked.
"Yeah well uh we'll just get a pizza or something." Sean answered as he and Ellie got up to go.
They headed back to their apartment.
"Im kinda glad that you decided to come home." Ellie said cuddling up to sean on the couch.
"What do you mean?" he asked before biting into his fourth slice of pizza.
"Its just I only have so much time with you... You have to leave tomorrow" She looked up at him.
"I know but I've just been thinking how would you like to come stay with me for the weekend in a couple of weeks?" Sean looked down at Ellie.
"Are you serious?" Ellie sat up excitedly.
"Yea." he laughed at her enthusiasm.
"But what about your parents is it okay with them?" she asked.
"Yeah actually my mom is the one who suggested it."
"Really..oh I cant wait." Ellie jumped up and threw her arms around Sean.
"Calm down." Sean laughed.
"Sorry."she sat down in his lap and started to kiss him.
"I love you Sean." Ellie looked into his eyes.
"I love you too." he smiled up at her. She kissed him again.He stood up with her legs wrapped around him and carried her into the bedroom. He made love to her again. Afterwards he got up and went to the bathroom.
"Sean?" Ellie said getting up and walking into the bathroom wrapping the bed sheets around herself.
"Yeah?" he looked towards her.
"We havent really talked about you leaving." she bit her lip.
"What about it?" He walked over beside her.
"Its just that..."she started.
"What?" Sean said pulling at the sheet wrapped around her.
"Stop." She laughed. He scooped her up in his arms and ran back into the bedroom with her, throwing her onto the bed. He pulled the sheet away from her leaving her naked and started kissing her body.
"Sean..please Im trying to talk to you." she giggled.
"Talk... Im listening." he continued to kiss her.
" I cant talk to you while your doing that." she tried pushing him away.
"Okay fine what is it." he rolled over so that he was laying beside her on the bed.
"Well whenever we left you..."she stopped and sighed.
"Ellie I don't really think I want to talk about this now." Sean looked at her seriously.
"But Sean it helps to talk trust me I should know." she rolled her eyes.
"Look Ellie things happened I cried...whatever." he jumped up and started to put his pants on.
"Sean..look when I saw you cry all I wanted to do was hold you and make it better but I know that Ill never be able to make it better for you." she sat up on the bed looking down at her feet that were crossed in front of her.
"Ellie..listen you are the only thing that can make it better I just need some time with my parents to feel like a family. I need that Ellie and I need you to understand that." he lifted her chin so that she was looking at him.
"Im trying Sean I really am" she sniffled as tears welled up in her eyes.
"I know you are...and thank you." he kissed her on the forehead.
"Its just hard...I feel like I've lost everything." she waved her arm around the room.
"You havent lost everything."he shook his head.
"I lost my dad and my mom...and now you...I've lost everyone." she put her head in her arms.
"No Ellie you havent lost me Ill always be here for you." Sean started to pull her head up.
"No Sean Your not here!" she got up and started to pull on her own clothes.
"Ellie look Im here for you emotionally I still love you Ellie." He grabbed her shoulder.
"When you came back why did you flip out, Sean?..." she looked up at him. "...because you were afraid I had started cutting again?...or worse..."
"Ellie I just.." he started
"Well it's a good thing you showed up when you did cause I probably would have killed myself...oh no I guess that would make you a hero again right and poor Sean he cant stand to be a hero." Ellie pushed Seans hand off her shoulder and walked into the livingroom.
"Ellie please." he walked into the livingroom where she was curled into a ball on the couch.
"Please just leave me alone." she sniffled.
"Ellie why are you acting like this." Sean sat beside her.
"Sean I just don't know if I can be by myself anymore."she sat up.
"So what, you want to break up so you can date some other guy."he shrugged.
"No Sean...I don't want another guy. I want...I dunno... I want someone who will care...all my life I wanted someone to love me and I finally found some one and they leave...Its like Im cursed." she sobbed.
"You are not cursed." he hugged her close to him.
"Please Sean don't leave me." Ellie pleaded.
"Ellie you know I have to go...but I promise Ill come back and visit you again...and you can visit me." he said comfortingly.
"Yea I know...and Im sorry." she leaned over and started to cry on his shoulder.
"Don't be sorry I understand." he smoothed her hair.
"I just love you so much and it hurts."
"I know I know." he wrapped his arms around her and they layed down on the couch.
"Sean." Ellie shook Sean. They had crashed on the couch.
"What time is it?" he asked in a yawn.
"Its almost three o clock." she said
"oh man I gotta get ready to go." He got up and stretched.
"I wanted to spend the day with you before you left." Ellie pouted.
"Well I still have some time we can spend some time." he put his arm around her. He pulled her into a deep kiss.