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Author notes: Allow me to thank all the reviewers of my drabbles here… At first I thought I would have Mwu and Murrue's POV as drabbles but I found that I can't deter myself from writing more. So let me write more drabbles pertaining to the question of this title – Why is it so? Enjoy P
Short introduction: Drabble on Andrew Waltfeld's POV.
Third: Andrew
A picture of a woman, who has shoulder-length blue hair and two streaks of orange colours in her hair flowing beside her ears, could be seen standing vertically on a table beside the bed. The room's door slid open and the man entered the room, looking at the picture of the beautiful woman.
"Aisha…" Andrew Waltfeld muttered while he took off his blue coat to reveal his clothes underneath – a yellow ZAFT uniform. His prosthetic arm reached for the picture and stroked the woman's face with his fingers, his eyes showing deep love entrenched in it. He closed his eyes and remembered moments back where 'Mwu' stands beside Archangel captain Murrue Ramius as he discussed the happenings around them via video. How did Mwu revived? Why does he have two scars across his nose?
Why is it so? He had no answer.
But, he also thought he would have died when Kira Yamato's Strike Gundam's beam sabers had cut across his LaGOWE in his battle with the young coordinator in the desert about two years and a few months ago. He had lost his devoted female partner cum girlfriend in that battle, but left him alive but without his left eye and arm.
He had grown fond of the kid when he first met him, yet when that guy took his beloved woman away, he could not grow any hatred to the kid, able to understand the kid's immense pain in having to fight him. They had no choice but to fight each other then.
So will he fight for Murrue against the revived Mwu now? Had he lost his heart of his Aisha to Murrue Ramius?
Why is it so? He had no answer. When did he lose his heart to her? Somehow he wanted to deny this very fact, scared because of their difference in identity and also because of Aisha, the woman who had stuck with him through thick and thin in then time of chaos...
In the time from the end of the first Bloody Valentine war to the start of the second war, he had lived together with Murrue Ramius in Orb's Onogoro Island, living in a small house mansion at the seaside.
They could have only spent two short years living together but Andrew had come to grow a liking for Murrue but his feeling of responsibility towards Aisha's love for him always pushed his romantic feelings for the Natural to a deep corner of his heart. He dared not look at the corner in fear of losing himself. Hence, they remained as friends. Friends seeking comfort in each other's arms and company, friends with deeper ties to each other.
If he had the fear, he should be shying away from her, but no, he did not, he would brew coffee for her, discussing matters pertaining to coffee, his favourite stuff.
Why is it so? He had no answer.
Then the time for him to go to space came. Together with the pink haired princess, Lacus Clyne and his promise to the Ultimate Coordinator Kira Yamato to keep her alive, he went. Away from her. But he still had his picture of his Aisha by his side. Of her memories too. Forbidden memories of Murrue Ramius.
With the help of Kira, they made it safely to space in a shuttle from ZAFT's territory and reached Eternal, the ship that he was captain of in the first war, memories of him captaining a warship alongside Archangel's captain Murrue Ramius coming up to his mind. Everything that reminds him of the first war would make him remember the Archangel captain. This is irritating but a fact not used to be denied any longer. The feelings he have towards Murrue Ramius must have gone beyond friends alone, maybe even going beyond the boundaries of love.
Why is it so? Actually, he has the answer. But of an answer that he is scared to find out, that he had already found out but not accepted by him. Because he had lost his heart of Aisha to her. Murrue Ramius. Captain of Archangel.
A forbidden love for her. For she belongs to Mwu la Flaga and he knew that he would belong to Aisha. Forever.
Owari
Author notes: This is the third drabble with the same question as the previous two drabbles. How is this? Hope no MwuMurrue fans come and slap me --;
And as I mentioned at the start, I shall write more drabbles about this question. Hope you can continue to read and review my drabbles here.
Arigatou. Ja ne!