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All Because She Wanted It...

Chapter 4: Draco, Draco, and More Draco

Ahh I don't know what to do. Do I meet him or do I stay here? I really want to meet him but what if he says something mean. What if he doesn't like me, what if he's trying to trick me? I guess I can bail head duties this once, I mean I'm not that perfect, right?

"Hermoine!" Harry glared at her as if she was in another world

She quickly shut the dark purple journal. That journal was her entire world. Her deepest darkest thoughts were in there. Even the new ones about Draco Malfoy. It was very, very thick since she had it since 5th year but the good parts didn't begin until last year. It was mostly about books and school work before that.

"Hermoine, would you get back into Earth please? You need to focus. We're going to be into the school very soon and as a head, I think it's important for you to be in your robes!" Harry yelled, sounding just a little bit like her.

"Alright, Alright. I'll be right back. Don't move!"

She left the compartment and headed towards the back end of the train, which was usually empty. She sat down on a bench and took out her robes. They were black with the gryffindor emblem on them. They had a small HG under the emblem, obviously for headgirl. Duhhh. She shut the blinds and took off her shirt. She had on a black satin bra and her jeans were still hugging her hips tightly. Suddenly the door slid open.

"Malfoy! Ahh get out! Please!"

"I'm sorry Hermoine. I didn't mean to-"

" Just go, I'll see you tonight!"

"So You're coming?"

"Go!"

"Okay, sorry"

She finished getting dressed and went back to her compartment. Her robes were falling around her body and she looked like a ghost lost, flowing through the robes not having a figure.

Wow. Draco Thought to himself. She has really changed. She's no longer that beautiful, pure, perfect unicorn. She is still the most amazing girl I know but something is seriously wrong. I think Pansy has a point. But she said she'd see me tonight maybe she will listen then. Somehow, I need to get her to eat again, if eating is in fact her problem. Well, we will see at the Great Hall tonight.

The train pulled up to Hogwarts. All the first years got onto the carriages and everyone headed towards The Great Hall. The Sorting of the Hat occured and soon food arrived. Hermoine made her way up the the teacher's table.

"Mrs. McGonagall?"

"Yes, Hermoine?"

"I was wondering if I could go see the dormitory right now."

"Well, don't you want to eat?"

"No, I'm not very hungry."

"Well, alright. Follow me."

And they left the Great Hall. Neither of them knew that two eyes were following them with intense curiosity. Two deep grey eyes that were as confused as Harry and Ron.

It was about 8 o'clock and Hermoine was left in her apartment. There was a large living room that was all red and gold due to the fact that both Heads were Gryffindors. Then there were two sets of stairs leading up to the two dormitories. They had a bathroom connecting the two rooms. In the living room, a kitchen was off to the side. Also, there were large shelves of books. Hermoine immediately picked up a book and sat down on the couch. She began reading and soon it was 10 o'clock and she hadn't even realized it.

"Piccolo Party" Harry said as he entered.

"Oh hello Harry, I hear you've learned the password. Quite strange isn't it?"

"Yes, but atleast no one will break in," he said as he giggled.

"Why didn't you stay for dinner?" Harry asked..

"Oh well I had a big lunch and I wasn't really hungry."

Harry knew that wasn't the truth but he didn't feel it right to pressure her into giving him answers right now.

"Alright well I'm going to check out my room I will talk to you later."

"Okay, night Harry"

"I'll be back," he laughed.

"K, see you around"

And Harry went upstairs. He sat on his bed and looked around. He realized after this year, he wouldn't be going back to the Dursley's anymore and he realized now more than ever, that this room was much better than the rooms at the Dursley's he had lived in.

Downstairs...

Dear Diary.

I'm back at Hogwarts and I couldn't be more excited! Harry and I are heads and we get to live together. What better way to start my seventh year? Draco asked me to meet him tonight in the room of requirements. I hope he shows feelings for me. I worked so hard to get this body and now I hope it pays off. I really, really like him and I know that I'm not pureblood but I wish that it would all work out. I really do. Well it's 11 o'clock. So I must get ready to go. Bye Love.

Xoxo, Hermoine.

She went to her room to get ready for her meeting tonight in the room of requirements.

I need a place to meet Hermoine, thought Draco. A door appeared. He entered, it was 11:45. He was early but he wanted everything to be perfect. He needed to talk to her one on one and start this year out well. He thought about pillows and chairs, beanbag too, and pictures of the school, and some red and green colorings. He purposely didn't put any food out, although he himself was starving.

I need somewhere to meet Draco, thought Hermoine. The door appeared and she walked in. She was amazed at what she saw. The walls were green but the chairs were red. How thoughtful. She sat down on the nearest green chair and Draco slid out of the corner and sat down across from her on a red chair.

" Draco, you wanted to talk?"

"Yes, Hermoine. There's a lot I wanted to tell you and so -"

"It's okay, just tell me, okay?"

"Mkay. You've changed, Hermoine. You used to be so-"

" Ugly, smart, annoying. Bushy haired. Horrid. I know but this summer I put forth some serious changes and now I'm better off then I ever was!"

"No, Hermoine! Listen to me, please. I've known you since 1st year, and believe me I was an immature 11 year old. I have been mean to you for the past six years. I would like to start this year, new and fresh. My father, who influenced many, too many, of my thoughts, is now in Azkaban and is no longer a threat. I can now come out with the truth. Hermoine I have always loved you. I just showed it in the wrong way. All the girls I've had and all the sex, it's great and all but nothing is as great as having a smart, beautiful girl who puts up a fight. This year - "

"Yes, Draco! You can take me. You can take me right here, right now!"

" Hermione! No! You're not listening to me. I love you! I don't want to have sex with you, well not now anyway. I just want to know what happened to you. You're bony and skinny and it's-"

"Sexy? I know I've been working all summer and-"

"Hermione! Listen, please?"

"Sorry."

"You're not the same. You have done wonders to your hair but you're just skin and bones now and the color in your face is fading. You are lost in all your clothes and you haven't eaten, I can tell. You're honey brown eyes don't glow like they used to. You're scaring me Hermione. I don't want anything to happen to you but at this rate, I'm afraid for your life and health."

"Draco, I'm fine. I'm healthy, I'm beautiful, and I couldn't be better."

"I'm happy for you that you're feeling good and you will always be beautiful but I don't believe that you are healthy. You need to eat!"

"I do."

"No, you don't."

"Yes, I do."

"Hermione, why are you doing this to yourself?"

"I can't, I can't say. I'm sorry I have to go"

"Hermione!"

"I'm sorry, I'll see you in potions tomorrow! Bye, and I love you too!"

That didn't go how I planned. Well I guess it could've been worse. Maybe tomorrow things will be better.

He walked out of the room and shut the door. Little did he know, things tomorrow wouldn't be better, in fact, they couldn't have been much worse.

A/N: Alright so guess what. Chapter 4 is done and if you caught them, there's 4 foreshadowing clues and a cliffhanger. Damn I love my literary terms :). So I have 4 reviews as of now and I'm not posting chapter 5 until I get 10 reviews. Even though, I have it written. Yeah yeah I'm sorta devilishh. But hey, I want support. What's the point of writing it if no one cares. Sorry that they are so short and taking longer to update, I have 5 honors classes and band dedications to compel to. This chapter is the longest yet and the rest are sure to stay about this long. READ AND REVIEW. Or chapter 5 doesn't post.

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