This fic will be a little different. It started off with TOW Ross's Wedding and continues through to the present. Its mostly a Chandler fic but Monica and the gang are in it.

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Title: Chandler's Journal

Rated :PG

Summery: Chandler keeps a journal where he writes about his relationship with Monica.

Chapter 2: The New York Rule

Chandler sighed as he sat beside Joey listening to him babble about the actor in the movie My Giant and whether he was as good an actor as he was. He reached into his carry on pulling out his journal. "A journal" Joey said. "Dude what are you a girl" he laughed. Chandler just shook his head. He opened the book and began to write.

May 10, 1998

Well the thing with Monica and I is over. It was a dream come true while it lasted. See we agreed that it would only be a London thing and once we got back to New York we'd go back to being just friends, although we never did do it again but we sure tried but it just never happened there were too many interruptions. First Rachel shows up. Ross said her name instead of Emily's at the alter. Emily was pissed but they went ahead with the ceremony. At the reception Mon and I tried to sneek down to the wine cellar but Mr. Waltham foiled that plan. Later we went back to Mon's room but Rachel was there babbling about Ross's obsession with her. So it was on to my room but Joey ruined that by showing up with his bridesmaid Felicity.

Monica and I were getting really frustrated. I suggested the Honeymoon suite. Hell its not like Ross was going to use it. At first Monica felt weird about it but not for long. Just as we were gonna kiss Ross showed up. We tried to leave but he got all whiny wanting us to stay so we did and I accidentally rubbed Ross's butt thinking it was Mon's. Eww!. Ross fell asleep so we were going to sneek out to the other room but he woke up plus Emily's parents and Rachel came busting in. So it never happened. Now I'm sitting on a plane hours from New York, Monica's in the bathroom waiting on me but I'm stuck here listening to Joey. Here comes Mon she doesn't look happy. As I watch her take her seat I can't help but wonder what could have been. Its gonna be hard being around her knowing I can't hold, her, kiss her, or touch her the way I want to. We could have been great together. Oh well I guess we'll always have London.

Chandler Bing

Chandler closed the book and slid it back into his bag. He glanced at Monica gazing out the window. He sighed sadly wondering what she was thinking, was she thinking about him like he was thinking about her. "Dude you haven't heard a word I said have you" Joey asked. "Yeah, yeah the actor in My Giant whatever Joe" Chandler said still gazing at Monica.

Chapter 3: Kiss The Girls...Coming Soon!