This will be a little different. It started off with TOW Ross's Wedding and continues through to the present. It's mostly a Chandler fic but Monica and the gang are in it.

Disclaimer: All Friends characters belong to Bright, Kauffman, and Crane. I wish I owned Chandler. I do have Matthew though. He's entertaining me with the Chandler dance and the best Chandler quotes. LOL

Title: Chandler's Journal

Rated: PG

Summery: Chandler keeps a journal where he writes about his relationship with Monica.

Chapter 9: Proposing Because I'm Sorry

Chandler lay in Monica's bed with her in his arms, her head resting on his chest. "I still can't believe what you did, proposing because you were sorry" she moved a little to look at him. "What were you thinking?" He shrugged "I guess I wasn't" he said "Man I must have looked and sounded like an idiot" She laughed "Yeah you did" she smiled "But that's okay because you're my idiot" she kissed his cheek. "Aww" he smiled "I love you" he kissed her back. "I love you too Chandler" "Night" she murmured closing her eyes and drifting to sleep. Chandler quietly slipped out of bed and grabbed his journal.

February 18, 1999

Well today has been one hell of a day! Like I said before the guys know about Mon and me. Earlier today we were all hanging out at Central Perk. The guys started talking about Mon and I getting married and having kids. Phoebe and Rachel talked about the prefect-wedding gift for us and Ross and Joey argued over who'd be godfather to our kids. Of course yours truly freaked out. I mean I love Monica so much; the truth is I'd love to marry her and give her a family just not any time soon. Later on Mon and I were in my apartment cuddled together in my barcalounger when Mon said "Couldn't you just stay here forever" and yes you guessed it, that simple little question freaked me out.

We ended up having a fight. I was so afraid I had messed up, that I was gonna lose her so I went to Ross and Joey for advice. Big mistake! They told me to make some big gesture. Well I made a big gesture alright! I rushed into the apartment, got down on one knee in front of everyone and proposed to Monica. She thought I was nuts especially after I told her I got advice from Ross and Joey. She said "Two divorces and Joey" she then asked me what I would have done if she'd actually said yes. I told her she'd probably see a Chandler shaped hole in her door. The truth is I would have been scared, really scared but I would have been happy. I know Monica is the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with and someday I'll propose for real and when I do I know she's say yes.

Chandler Bing

Chandler closed his journal and walked back over to the bed. He smiled as he watched Monica sleep. "Mrs. Chandler Bing, Monica Bing" he whispered. He loved how perfect it sounded. "Someday" he said as he climbed back into bed. He gently pulled Monica into his arms. "Love you" he whispered kissing her cheek and closing his eyes.

Chapter 10: Vegas Baby...Chandler and Mon's first anniversary in Vegas...Coming Soon!

Author's Note: Hello Children here's another fic I haven't updated in over a year! I've decided to update a lot of my old fics and if there's one you'd really like to see continued just let me know! Please read, review, and enjoy! Thanx!