June 30th, Sunday
Things I've already failed to count yesterday: countless; things that are still easy to count: 1, which would be Remus at Grimmauld Place: still zero. (I sorta expressed that strangely. Let me explain: Remus is still not here or has sent message, and I'm still worried sick.)
Molly noticed something was wrong with me, but I just couldn't bring myself to tell her. I can't even formulate it myself. It's just too new and complicated, my recent closeness to Remus, and the deepening of my feelings towards him (that sounded strange. Actually, it sounded like something Remus would have said.) and all that. There's just this whole mess of emotions going on, what with us being friends and talking about important stuff, but then again he slept in my bed and it felt so good and I can't forget it ever since, but he's so much older and there's a war going on and I'm going completely nutters!
Later:
Had to slam you shut and storm out into the garden. I was just so confused. I still am. But I'll put it off in the back of my mind and go down to help Molly clean. Or cook. Or do whatever will keep my mind off…I won't say the name. You can guess anyway.
A/N: I know, it's awfully short. I'm sorry. Still, I'd love to get some reviews.
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