Hey, I'm not dead yet! Lol. But I am on my way it seems. I got my wisdom teeth out so I'm in pain, & I sleep for 6 hours a time…then my mom wakes me up makes me take a pill & I go back to sleep again…heh. .().
Disclaimer:I wouldn't be writing fanfictions about it if I owned it, now would I? No, I wouldn't.
Warning: Yaoi, OoC-ness, future MPREG, other stuff I can't remember in my druged up state…oh, yea! & the reason this is rated M is in this chappie! So read at your own risk.
Ch. 5I slowly became aware that I was laying on my back in a bed, when had I passed out last? It was so long ago. When I had been training with my magicks and another weilder started attacking me. I got hit hard with a high-power spell. The last thing I remember was Irvine and Selphie double teaming the guy before I passed out.
However, I've no idea why I passed out this time.
I eased my eyes open to see…a plain white ceiling/Okay. This is most definitely not my room. …who's…Seifer's/
I eased myself into a sitting position and glanced around.
The walls were off-white and the carpet was a sandy color. There was a dresser and TV along the wall opposite the bed; and a desk along the far wall, near the window. And on a chair were some of my clothes.
I glanced down. I was, thankfully, still wearing my pants.
"So you're awake." I notice Seifer at the door with a tray. "Are you feeling okay?"
"Your place?" He blinked.
"Hun? Oh, yea. No one was at your house and I couldn't find a key, or way in so I brought you here." He looked around the room.
"Thank you." Seifer jumped, not expecting me to thank him – more like yell at him – I bet.
"Um. Yeah. No problem. Lay back down" I did so and he came over to the bed and put the tray down. A bowel of water, a washcloth, some medicine, and a thermometer.
"Oh. Are you hungry?" The thought of food made me sick.
"No." He nodded and stuck the metal part of the thermometer under my tongue. After a while it beeped annoyingly.
"104.3, you still have a high fever. Here, you can wear these. I'll step out while you put them on."
I forced myself up leaning against the wall for support. I slipped the burgundy 'Perfect Circle', too-large T-shirt over my head; it fell to my knees. Then I pushed off my pants, draping them over the chair with my shirt, and pulled the, also too-big black boxers on.
A knock sounded. "You done?"
"Yeah." Seifer walked back in.
"Get back on the bed." I did as commanded when I did, Seifer laid the washcloth that he wet in the bowel on my forehead. It smelled like some kind of Herbal Tea.
Seifer must have seen my look. "There are herbs, in the water that have calming qualities and will help bring down the fever." I nodded. "I'm, ugh, able to use different kinds of herbs for different things." He was blushing.
In the human world, women will use herbs. It is seen as weak and disgraceful for a man to use them. Mers and other magick creatures see no problem in having males use herbs . I use herbs.
"They are very useful, are they not?" He looked surprised. /At least he's not going on about how high I look. Shiva I'm about to fall asleep again./
"You use herbs?"
"Hum." I was slipping away. /So tired./
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The next I awoke, Seifer was sitting on the floor with his head on the bed. Asleep. I could feel the crick in his neck just by looking at him.
"Ummmrrrg. Ow. Oh. Hey! You're awake! You had me scared there for awhile."
"What time is it?" Too. Damn. Perky…
"Um. About 8 pm. Oh, and it's Saturday. You slept like you were dead."
"I should go." /If I leave I can go see my skool."
Seifer nodded. "Okay, I'll drive you. You can keep those." He gestured to the T-shirt and boxers. "They look better on you anyway. They swollow you up. It's cute."
As I got up he put my club clothes in a bag, then lead me out with a hand on my arm.
Seifer lived in an apartment complex. A nice one. He lead me down to the elevator then to the parking lot.
We didn't talk on the way to my place. I think I kept falling asleep. When we got to my place, he reachedover to touch my shoulder.
"Be careful, okay?" I nodded and got out of the car. He waited until I was inside before he drove off. I walked to my room.
You know you wanna kiss the girl, Lala! Sha la la la la la don't be shy! Ya know-
This awarded my cell-phone with a fierce glare. I opened it to stop the singing.
"Hey Squall! You finally picked up! Yay! Okay. I'm gonna meet you at the cove, okay?"
"Sure."
"Okay! See ya in a few minutes!" Selphie hung up.
I put all my stuff on my bed and walked out.
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I was already in Mer-form by the time Selphie got to the cove.
"Hey, hey! Let's go!" She jumped in with her bathingsuit on and changed. She grew webs between her fingers and toes, and had fins going down the outer side of her arms and legs. She had two antenna-like fins sprouting from her collar-bone. Her skin took on a goldish-yellow tint.
She swam off and I trailed after her on the familiar route. The fish and coral flashed in the spot-lights of the sun. Millions of fish of all different types and colors. Like rave lights.
"Hurry up Squall!" Selphie giggled. I sped up after her. Our swim turned into a game of chase.
And then the fish were gone.
/Something's here/ I slowed down.
"Squall! Come ON!"
"Selphie, be quiet and come over here!" I whispered harshly. "Something's here. All the fish are gone."
"Okay, okay, I'm cominGGGGG!" Selphie screamed. An Incubi had her.
Incubi had tattered fish tails, human chests, and a cross between a human and a fish head. They also had shark teeth. Frankly, they were the ugliest things I have ever seen.
And they ate Mers, Sprites, Nymphs, and humans.
And it had Selphie.
"NO!" I shot forward, a whirlpool was spinning between my hands. When it got big enough I flung it at the incubi. The damn thing took Selphie with it as it whirled around.
Selphie stopped screaming. The incubi had bitten her neck, she was still alive, but now she was breathing very badly.
A spell. I needed a spell.
I called upon my Gunblade and shot toward it again.
It continued to bite Selphie, again and again it drew blood from her in new placed while Selphie tried to scream but no sound would come out.
I reached them and slashed at it; cutting its arm and tail. It started coming after me when another Mer, this one with a light blue tail attacked it.
"Zell."
"Squall! Are you okay?" I looked to the direction Zell had come from to see Irvine.
"Selphie!" I dove strait down, swimming harder than ever to reach her. She had to be alive. (Samie: Well, I didn't like her, but dang…what a way to go…)
When I reached her I almost wished I hadn't. She had bite marks everywhere, but they were still bleeding, so she was alive.
"Oh Shiva."
"Damn." Irvine took her body from me.
"Well, it swam away, but it was heavily injured. You cut it deep man." Irvine nodded towards Zell.
"Zell, take Squall to the surface, I gotta take Selphie to Edea.
"Right." Irvine swam away, fast. "Come on, man. If anyone can save her, Matron Edea can." He then took my arm and pulled me back the way Selphie and I had come.
The next thing I knew, I was in the cove, and Zell was asking me if I wanted him to stay. I told him no and changed; he swam away.
I dried with a towel and put on Seifer's way-too-damn-big clothes. /Seifer/
That's when I realized I was in shock. I don't remember anything after Irvine took Selphie, her blood flowing after him like the Red Tide. And I was shaking. Hard.
I reached up and rubbed my face. My hands came back wet and sobs choked me.
/It's happened again, I lost someone else./ I prayed to every God or Goddess or Spirit I could think of that Selphie would survive.
Sha lalalalala don't be shy, ya know ya
"Hello?" I choked on a sob and started coughing.
"Squall? Are you alright?…Are you…Are you crying! What's wrong? What happened? Are you hurt! Tell me!"
"Cough. Ka..sniff…Se-Sei-Seifer? Cough I. Ughrg."
"Where are you? Tell me and I'll be there in a second, okay?"
"I'm in a cove, near my house. Hic. Ngghrg." Great. Now I have hiccups.
"A cove?"
"Um-hum.sniff cough" He sighed.
"Okay, I'm on my way to your house, stay with me."
I sobbed so hard it hurt my chest. "I'm here."
"Okay, I'm at your house, I just parked. Now what?"
"cough sniff In the back sob there is a small foot-path hic it leads through the woods. Go there. Sniff"
"Right. Great. A nature walk." He sighed again.
I sobbed. Loudly.
"NO! I didn't mean it like that! Okay, I'm running! huff Just don't move. Huff"
"N-no. sniff"
"Okay…I think I'm lost…Where the Hell am I?"
"There should be a hic ga, large rock in front of, ugh, you. Sniff Behind it…there's, ugh, another foot-path sniff it, ugh, leads straight to the cove."
"Okay, I'll be right there." About five minutes later I heard him mumble. "I'm so freakin lost."
"Heh. No. There should be a flowering vine covering a part of a large rock-face. That's the entrance." Sniff
I have said that this is a hidden 'cove'. It's not really, it's a hidden cave. This cave has many different 'rooms'. The biggest and most back, has a waterfall and reflection-pool. (Think Kingdom Hearts, Destiny Islands…have you ever noticed that we only see ONE island? Where are the other ones?) If you swim down, the pool leads to the ocean.
"Hey Squall! Where are you?"
"sniff Back here."
"What the Hell is up with this place!" Seifer wondered in. "Squall? Oh, shit." He ran over to me, collapsing on his knees in front of me and pulling me to his chest. "Damnit. What happened?"
Seeing him, hearing him, him hugging me, stroking my hair and back and arms, rocking me side-to-side – all for comforting me – made me break down again.
New, freah tears started streaming down my face; giant, threatening sobs tore at my throat; my whole body shook in giant quakes.
"Shhhhh. Tell me what happened Squall. I can't fix what I don't know is broken."
"Ka. Selphie, gasp was attacked while…we…ke…was-were swimming. Huh…I couldn't really help her."
"Shhhh. Just tell me everything." With sobs, coughs, shivers, etc. I barely managed to get the story out. When I did, I cried harder.
"Babe, that is not your fault. You did what you could, and from what you've told me, you saved her."
"No. She's another that I've lost." I was mumbling but Seifer heard it.
"Shhhh." He pulled my face to his and kissed away my tears. "Is there anything you want me to do? I'll do anything." He kissed my forehead and pulled me back against him; rocking me, soothing me.
"Make me forget." I managed to croak out. Seifer froze.
"Wha-?" He pulled away to look down at me, confused.
"I said make me forget."
"Do you even know what that means!" I nodded and moved to sit on my knees. I grabbed his head between my hands and kissed him. On the lips. With tongue following.
"I know exactly what it means." I said when I pulled away, looking strait into his eyes. Both of us gasping for air, my sobs and shivers still present. "And you said anything."
He looked at me, eyes squinted and head angled to one side before he nodded.
He pulled me up off the ground and I lead him to the Crystal Cavern. There was a smaller waterfall and pool in here; but crystals lined, jutted out of the walls and ceiling, all different colors of: greens, blues, purples, reds, oranges, yellows, pinks, and clear. Large crystals sat as rocks on the ground.
(Samie: Someone's gonna get an eye poked out…)
In the corner, where the ground was flat, I had used a spell long ago and formed a mat out of flowering vines and moss. When I wanted to be alone, I came here, no one – not even Selphie – knew about this 'cavern-room.'
But Seifer was special. I know that now, I think.
"Wow." I pulled him to the mat-bed. "Are you sure?" I looked him in the eye.
"Yes. Make me forget." He looked nervous. He nodded.
"If this is what you want." He pushed me down on the mat, kissing me. Searing kisses down my neck, then down my stomach as he pushed 'my' T-shirt up over my head and threw it on a crystal 'bench' nearby without looking.
I unbuttoned his shirt and sliped it off his arms. Even though I had never done this before, I wasn't worried about it.
Then I noticed my boxers were gone. (Samie: Shock…totally)
And so were Seifer's.
This was all that mattered, now. Seifer and his hot kisses, him thrusting into me, his searing release going deep inside me, his warmth filling me and chasing away the cold.
This was all that mattered.
There you go! Wonder what will happen in ch.6…manic, evil laughter is heard
…..I'm hungry…sniff My mom won't let me eat solid food yet. I think she's gonna try to keep me eating only liquids till Monday…every time she says that I wave the directions the Dr. gave us in front of her face & point out it says 2-3 days which is Sunday…I want some food! Cries
Hey, Samie: My friend got mauled by this thing in the water…it came outta no where man, I need to forget. Lol. (Inside joke that's not really an 'inside joke')