My thoughts as I saw the agonized look on your face were almost too much to bear.
Anetta, dear, I can't begin to tell you how much I loved you, I never wanted to cause you pain. I only would wish for our days together to be longer and more in number, the time we had was too little.
Please, don't hate me. I make my decisions as I see fit. You never once asked too much from me, and I never asked anything from you. So please, let me go.
Ah, I see your face, the agonized look, you look so sad. I'm sorry, dear, but it was the only way.
Why did I choose this path? Why did I have to leave this way, so many unanswered questions, I hope I'll find the answers in the heavens, if I'm allowed.
Please don't cling to the past dear, it's not becoming. 'I'll love you forever and for always, because you are my dear one.'
But, remember me, please.
Silk, I still don't understand why you left, or why you even felt the need too.
We could have saved you! Why? Please, tell me!
We could have done so much more to make a difference, but that no longer matters, because you left me! Why did you do that?
Your last action was to smile, please, tell me why? Were you happy to go, was your life here really that painful?
Heh, here I am, sounding like a baby. All these why questions, you would tell me that it's not lady like. Well Silk, I'll be more lady like then, for you.
If there is a heaven, then I hope you go there, because if anyone deserves it, it's you.
I'll never forget you. Never.
